Always There For You...
My first ever fanfic...Pls don't be too harsh on me...;
Might contain manga spoilers in the later chapters...
Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High School Host Club...Hatori Bisco does.
"Alright everyone, pens down. Hand your papers to the front!"
Before Kaoru could say anything to either Hikaru or Haruhi, Hikaru was already asking Haruhi questions like, "How the hell did you do Question no.14?!' and saying things like " Kuso, I got question no. 15 wrong…"
Kaoru smiled at Hikaru. It was a sad smile though; one could tell by the look of his eyes. Hikaru was slowly starting to open up to other people.
Eventhough it was a slow process, it was steady. Kaoru noticed that Hikaru was talking to Haruhi a lot more lately. And everytime he did, he would blush and grin nervously at her.
Ah, young love. (A/N. Kao-chan sounds like an old man! XD)
It was painful for Kaoru everytime he saw Hikaru together with Haruhi. Even so, he forced himself to smile, telling himself that he should be happy for his older twin.
As long, as Hikaru is happy…I am happy…Even if it means I have to give both Hikaru and Haruhi up.
Haruhi…The only girl I've ever been close to…If I were to lose her and Hikaru…Iwould be lonely…but I…
…musn't be selfish…
Kaoru didn't eat lunch that day. He didn't feel like doing so. Instead he went outdoors and found a bench, shaded by the trees and sat down there. It was his favourite place to be whenever he was alone. It was always calm, quiet and breezy.
He took out a piece of paper and his mechanical pencil from his pocket and started doodling. He didn't notice it at first, but he began to draw picture of Hikaru and Haruhi together. Then, he drew a broken heart.
Tears rolled down Kaoru's cheeks. He wiped them immediately and started laughing to himself.
Why am I crying? Shouldn't I be happy?
If Hikaru's happy…I'll be happy
He forced himself to say those words over and over again till the bell rang. He soon caught up with Hikaru and Haruhi outside their classroom.
"Eh, Kaoru…Where were you just now?"' Hikaru asked worriedly.
"Gomen Hikaru, I didn't feel like eating…"
"Wasn't it lonely alone? We could have brought Haruhi's obento and sat with you…"
"It was lonely…but…"
"…but?" asked Hikaru looking into Kaoru's eyes.
"Nande mou nai.", Kaoru answered, looking down on the floor.
It was lonely…
But I'd rather be alone by myself….
Rather than seeing how both of you are having fun…
But I'm still alone…
Yay! My first chapter! I'm so happy! xD
Might update on the second chapter soon! Maybe by next week...