Chione Here so this is a sad story but it will get happier I promise!

I don't own Inuyasha but I do own this poem.

Margret isn't a real poet I don't think but if she is tell me...

I hold back tears at night trying to fight with all my power this pain I feel inside.

While your not with me my heart stops beating my eyes grow weak and even when I hear you speak your heart says your never coming back to me.

I miss I miss you here with me.

In the dark I whisper your name yet I hide in shame when you walk by me.

I miss you here with me.

I miss your arms that held me tightly and those eyes that told me your were here.

I miss kiss left scared on my skin.

I miss you here with me.

Saying its alright when its not.

I never thought about your feelings against mine at least not in time.

And when I look at her and see you stairing back at me it makes me wish you could hold her and be in her life.

I just never thought you'd choose her over me at least not in time.

I miss your arms that hold her now.

I miss your eyes that comfort her now.

I miss your kiss that is left bleeding on her lips.

I miss your smile that is saved for only her now.

I miss you here with me while your with her.

I want you here with me to hold tight and kiss me to sleep.

Hold our baby girl while she drifts into slumber.

I need your heart to hold me close while I'm away.

I want your soul to find a way to save me from dark.

I drift to sleep at night that knife sticks from my chest and that baby laying neatly in your place, I see you in her.

As I hear her laugh it takes the pain away if only for a moment.

And you couldn't be here to see her walk her first steps or hear her first word daddy coming from her mouth was like poison for my ears. Knowing you'll never be here. I miss your love.

My long from forgotten dear.

Kagoma sat down her lastest poem. She became a famous poet known from Japan to America. She used her own experiences in her writing sometimes they would be happy but most were sad. Inuyasha never came looking for her after she left that era forever. She had never expected him top anyway after what he did she knew he had no reason to come and see her.

Flash back:

Kagoma walked back to her hut in the past with some herbs Keade had given her to help with the morning sickness. Kagoma stopped at the front of her hut and looked through the already opened flap. She hated the sickning sight. There in the arms of nude Kikyo was an equally nude Inuyasha sleeping on her and Inuyasha bed roll.

Kagoma didn't even bother leaving a note she just as queitly grabbed a small bag of clothes and the herbs and ran as fast as her pregnant body would take her.

End flashback:

Kagoma faxed her poem to her editer. Slowly she left her office in her mothers old house and walked down stairs. Souta had taken Margret to the mall with him today. Souta was now at the age of sixteen and acting like a twenty year old taking care of his little sister. After Kagoma's Mother and Grandfather died she lived in the house with Souta and Margret.

Margret was a cute little baby with grey hair and black streaks. Her ears were the same as Inuyasha's exept for the black tips. Her tiny little hands were clawed and her teeth were pounted. Now at the age of three she was chewing on every thing including Kagoma. Margret Rose was what Kagoma chose to call her after a famous poet.

Kagoma grabbed a peice of cake from the fridge and went into the living room. She licked her fingers and smiled. She loved vanilla icing. She flipped open a book she had been reading and read while someone watched from the window an evil smile placed over his mouth.

Ok how did you like it I need at least three reveiws till I update but I may just keep going because this story is making me excited bye...