Disclaimer: I sadly own none of the Naruto characters -sigh- and I do not gain any money out of this Fan fiction, there for, this mean I do not need too get a piece of paper in the mail calling me too court just because you want too sue me. I don't own any books, and I don't own any songs, I'm poor.
Warning: Yaoi if you don't wanna read it then don't If you do don't complain I think I've made this as clear as it can be, wait no here- BoyXBoy, incest, Lemons, language, and probably some rape, I don't know so, now I have warned you if this isn't clear enough you need serious help.
Pairings: Naru/Gaar, Sasu/Ita, Lee/Saku, Kaka/Iru, Tema/Shika, Ino/Choj, a little Kiba/Aka but then eventually Kiba/Shin, Hin/Nej. Yeah I think that's it may be added too later though.
Note: All are now Fifteen just letting you know. Oh, and remember I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote these things, lol.
Freezing Heart, Burning Soul
Chapter 3: The Stupidity
(Five Years Later)
"Ha, got'ya you duck butted bastard!!"
I look around the restaurant, everyone is staring at us, I can't believed I thought Naruto could behave for once in his life. I look at the scene in front of me, frowning I lean too the left as a piece of pork is thrown in my direction, and past my shoulder.
"Goddamn it Naruto would you shut the fuck up!!" Sighing I resist the urge too tell her she's not doing much better, and in fact making it worse. Sakura lifts the water too her lips, drinking softly, and in that same glass lands part of Itachi's sushi. She screams, dropping her glass, it spills on the table, and goes everywhere. The napkins soak up most of it, but then Choji dives for the chicken, causing the food too fly.
"Aw, now my chickens wet" Ino reaches across the table and bops him on the head. Shikamaru reaches his hand out to grab a slice of turkey, but when he almost touches it a white flash swoops in and takes it.
"Akamaru!! Give me back that turkey you filthy mutt!!" Of course Kiba stands too defend his bitch, causing the computer that was in his lap too land in salad dressing, which now covers Hinata.
"You take that back lazy ass!" I watch as Neji throws a fork at Kiba who ducks, and the fork lands right in between Kisame's legs, stuck in the chair, Kisame faints. Naruto jumps up when Shino drops his pop on his lap, Temari is fighting with Kiba about dogs, being dogs. Kankuro is laughing his ass off, oh no wait, he's choking. Hinata is blushing furiously, Tobi is playing in the soup, and Itachi is hitting on the waitress.
Oh yeah this is every person's dream.
Right...
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"Get up you lazy asses!!"
"Shut-up Naruto, I don't want you too be in my dreams!!" I look at the clock near my bed, six o'clock, great. My warm feet touch freezing floor as I stand too get dressed, already I hate High school, it wakes me up to goddamn early. I can hear two pairs of feet stomp down the second story stairs, probably Kisame he likes too get the first Pepsi in the morning, and Tobi wanting his hot chocolate.
"Stop stomping, or I'm gonna stomp you into the ground!!" I now realise why I like these people, they amuse me. I can feel my lips twitch into a rare smile as I hear Naruto shout back.
"Stop your bitching Kiba, it's not any ones fault Akamaru refused too let you fuck her last night, get over it. I know I'll get you a blow-up doll for you birthday!" I can hear Sasuke, Itachi, Neji, and Kisame all laughing while I'm pretty sure the girls are giggling.
"Fuck you, Naruto!" I have too bite my lip too stop laughing already knowing the remark which will be thrown back, ending the fight.
"You would like that huh? Sorry sweety I don't swing that way, well at least not with animals" I full out smile at that, come on Kiba walked right into that one. Fully dressed in a black T-shirt, with a black hoodie, blue jeans, spiked wrist band, and studded belt, I walk into the disaster of the morning.
I'm not disappointed either Kiba was punching at a half naked Naruto, who was dodging them easily, Tobi was whining for hot chocolate, Kisame was screaming at Shino cause there was no Pepsi, Itachi fell down the stairs in only a towel, Sasuke dropped his pancakes on the floor from staring at Itachi, Deidara was getting angry because someone messed with his 'art' or something, Hinata, Ino, Temari, and Sakura were fighting who got what food first.
Poor Kankuro was getting nagged at for leaving the toilet seat up, and Neji was on the floor passed out from Lee turning around, and accidentally hitting him with a frying pan, Shikamaru was fighting with Choji about which food was better, strangely I got a weird sense of Deja vu, probably from last night's events
Feeling a headache coming on I whistled loudly, causing everyone too stop, looking around I gave them a look that said 'what are you all five?' I stood straighter and told everyone what they should be doing.
"Kiba, you forgot too let your bitch out. Sasuke, stop gawking at Itachi. Itachi, please get something on or your brother will probably faint. Ino, Hinata, Temari, and Sakura, what the hell? there is plenty food for you all. Tobi, Naruto will make you some hot chocolate. Kisame, Shut the fuck up. Neji, get off the floor. Lee, apolagize to Neji, then I would like toast, and some tea. Deidara, your art thing is in your room where you put it. Kankuro, put the seat down from now on. Shikamaru, and Choji beef is better than both turkey, and chicken, deal with it. And now we only have twenty minuets before school, Move It!!"
Life is so much fun, but I cant help but feel like a babysitter. I sigh, looking across from me I see Tobi drinking his hot chocolate, and a half naked Naruto reading a the book I got him for his birthday: Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. For some reason unknown too me he wont let anyone touch that book, whats so special about it anyways.
"Hey Gaara?" I look into Tobi's pale brown eyes, confusion.
"Yes Tobi? What is it?" He looks up toward the ceiling, I think he's thinking which is something new.
"Tobi thought Gaara said we would be leaving in twenty minuets?" Well that's what I said so why...
"Oh, right. Everyone get your asses down here!" everyone rushed down the stairs filling me with slight pride since everyone was scared of what I would do. Sasuke tripped and fell on Itachi, who smirked at his brothers blush. I rolled my eyes-- people and their hormones. I turned too tell Naruto too go get dressed but he was stretching and I could see his body per-fect-ly.
"Hey, Gaara, quit drooling over Naruto, and lets get going." I turned, glaring at Kiba with such anger even Akamaru backed down, and that was saying something. I didn't look at Naruto as he walked up stairs too get dressed, but I did grab Kiba and toss him out side too wait until it was time too leave.
"Alright. Girls. Temari, and Hinata you get the hot pink Mitsubishi Eclipse. Sakura, and Ino you get the bright blue Acura rsx. Guys. Kankuro, Lee, Tobi, and Kisame you get the silver Jaguar. Shikamaru, Choji, Neji, and Deidara you get the dark purple Honda Civic. Sasuke, Itachi, Kiba, and Shino you guys get the red Ferrari, Naruto and I will take my black Audi R8." I threw each key too the person I trusted with driving which means Temari, Ino, Kisame,Shikamaru, and Itachi were all driving.
They all turned and walked out all yelling they'd meet us at the huge Cherry Blossom tree out front, late or not. I nodded silently and waited for Naruto ,I didn't have too wait long for him too stumble down the stairs, and right into my arms, literally. As I walked out of the door, I switched on the security then made my way too my car, knowing Naruto always rides with me I plop in his CD.(First song Breath by Breaking Benjamin, second song Had Enough by Breaking Benjamin)
I see
nothing in your eyes
And the more I see the Less I like
Is it
over yet?
In my head?
To say I was shocked he could
sing would be an understatement I was gaping. He was good, and I
could hear a resemblance in the song too real life.
I know
nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it
over yet?
I can't win
So
sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I
can find
A fire in your eyes
I'm goin all the way
Get away,
please
You take
the breath right out of me
you left a hole where my heart should
be
You've gotta fight just to make it through
Cause I will be
the death of you
God if I was to put these things together it would be our story, Naruto is going too be the death of me. I give a small smile as I drove closer too school.
This will
be all over soon
Pour the salt into the open wound
Is it over
yet?
Let me in
So
sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I
can find
A fire in your eyes
I'm goin all the way
Get away,
please
You take
the breath right out of me
you left a hole where my heart should
be
You've gotta fight just to make it through
Cause I will be
the death of you
I listened too the words with a depressed happiness it was the perfect song.
I'm
waiting
I'm praying
Realize
Start hating
You take the
breath right out of me
you left a hole where my heart should
be
You've gotta fight just to make it through
Cause I will be
the death of you
"I hate that man for what he did too me..."
Naruto sighs I know it pisses him off that he cant do anything about the past but were all here for him, and always will be. I know what the next song is, and I cant help but beam, everytime I hear it I cant help but sing along.
"Milk
it for all it's worth. You had to have it all, Intoxicated
eyes, no longer live that life. You had to have it all, Hold me down (I
will live again) You had to have it
all, Heaven help you."
Make sure you get there first.
The apple
of your eye.
The rotten core inside.
We are all
prisoners.
Things couldn't get much worse.
I've had it up to
here, you know your end is near.
Well
have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get
what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one
to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.
You should have learned by now,
I'll burn this whole world down.
I need some peace of mind, no
fear of what's behind.
You think you've won this fight, you've
only lost your mind.
Well have you
had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you
deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave
you in the misery and hate what you've become.
Pull me out (I will break it in)
Hold me down
(better in the end)
Hold me down.
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You
will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be
the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've
become.
I give Naruto one more smile, before I turned off the car and step out. I can see Temari wave us over too our little group. I look at the looming school, it looks ready too eat us, or I'm just paranoid. Probably the second option. I look at every one else, they all held the same expression, horror.
"Alright who's going first?" Everyone seems too spontaneously look at me, 'sweat drop' they can't be serious. I roll my eyes, I cant believe this.
"Greaat..." I step forward, Naruto's right behind me, and everyone else trails behind him. I stop and gasp, the girls latched on to one of the boy's arms.
"Wh..what i..is it?" I could have laughed at Sakura's shaky voice but instead pointed out a dead rat, all the girls screamed, jumped off the ground, and onto the boys backs. I could hear Naruto snicker apparently he got it. I continued up the stairs, and made it into the school. First thing we noticed was the instant glares which really confused me, but despite that I guarded my eyes, and signaled Naruto too put up his mask.
"Hello you must be new here, freshman's right?" This guy stuck out his hand, and Naruto made a move too shake it, in that one seconds I saw amusement flash through his eyes, I reached out quickly, swiping Naruto's hand away. I could feel the tension in the air, as this boy backed away with a frown, I stared him down, I got what I wanted his eyes glanced down, and too the right: submission.
"So, whats your name?" Kiba stepped forward, his arrogant pose firmly in place, I hate the mutt so annoying.
"Kabuto..." I'm not stupid, I can hear the strained pleasantry so I turn my back to him and walk away, of course everyone follows except for Kiba, but I can always make him come. Stopping crouch down on one knee, and whistle. Akamaru runs up and jumps into my shirt, not far behind Kiba races around the corner after her.
"Disloyal bitch" I cant help but smirk as I pet her, but somethings bothering me, oh now I know, turning around I look at Naruto too see him growling at me, well not really me, but something in my shirt which is also growling back. I sigh pulling Akamaru out I place her next too her master, and head toward the classroom, don't ask me how I know where I'm going cause I'm going on instincts at the moment.
Go figure we get there right on time all of us scoot three long tables together, making it so all of us fit. I glare at people as they stare.
"Hey are you okay, un?" I don't answer, for some reason I don't like this school, which is common for other kids, but not for me. Naruto glances at me, I can see the worry in his eyes, trying too reassure him, I smile, and it works he goes straight back too babbling with Kiba.
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I know somethings wrong with Gaara he's not acting like himself today. I also feel strange like this is a bad place too be, but I shake it off, no pointing in worrying over nothing I guess. All of us suffer for what we did Gaara suffered by losing his family, and his feelings. Shikamaru got a police record, ruining his chance for a good collage. Ino, Sakura, and Hinata lost their self respect, and the rest pretty much lost it all.
"Oi, Tobi, what are you doing?" I look at the taller kid in confusion, how many kids do you know would mess with a bug? well there's Shino, AKA freaky in my book, but I mean Tobi was licking a bug, I hope Shino doesn't do that.
"Tobi cleaning the bug, I see Kiba do it all the time with Akamaru." I'm guessing he saw disgust on my face cause he put the bug down. I turn around, grab Deidara, and bring him up too Tobi.
"Deal with it, he was licking a bug" Deidara's eyes widen, he looks at the other boy, with shock.
"Please tell me you wern't, un... Were you eating a bug, un?" I couldn't look at him, I mean it was a bug, parasite, disease, sickness, and gross. These were all reasons we didn't just reach out pick up a bug, and lick it.
"Tobi was just doing, what Tobi saw Kiba do too Akamaru." Deidara flung up his hands, flailing them around and telling him why he shouldn't do what Kiba dose. But instead of staying and watching the show, I turn and walk away deeper into the classroom, the teacher is for some reason late, by fifteen minuets.
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"Hey, Gaara, am I prettier than Sakura?"
I look at Ino with a 'leave me the hell alone, I'm drowning in hell' look but the bad part of living with these people is they know how far they can push me before I lose it, and they know where that mark is, so apparently I haven't gotten too that mark yet.
"Come on, pleaase" I hate my life I really do I knew my punshment in hell would be painful, if not mind numbing, but this? God really hates me I just know he's up there watching 'The Gaara's Torture Show' I just know it. I look at Ino again too see she wont be leaving any time soon if I don't give her an answer.
"Whatever.." that seems too please her cause she turns and walks away. I glance down at the literary book I've been reading, I sigh life sucks it truly, truly dose. I really need too get laid, I look over at Kiba, maybe I should get a dog...
Or a fox...
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'Boom'
I know who it is I could smell him a mile away, the teacher, his scent is all over his desk so it's really obvious. I look down at Akamaru, I start petting her head. Despite what everyone says I only sleep with Akamaru when I am very desperate, I am defiantly not going too walk up too Shino, and start humping his leg. I know I should tell him I like him but come on, where am I gonna start? 'Hey Shino, just too let you know I like you and I was doing Akamaru because of it..' Yeah right.
"Kiba-kun?" I look at Hinata she's the only one who knows I like Shino more than a friend, she even knows why I do Akamaru. I tell her everything, and in turn she listens. Hinata is the type of person who is sweet, and someone who doesn't deserve what happened too her when she was younger, she doesn't judge people on their pasts, or tell them thing too make them feel bad.
"Yes, what is it Hinata?" She looks down, I see the blush on her cheeks, and I know she's finally gonna tell me who she likes. She sits next too me and Akamaru, I can feel her nervousness I could have chuckled when she looked over at Neji.
"Okay I am gonna tell you who I like..." I nod my head and listen, the teacher is introducing himself, and telling who's new in the classroom. "I like..um..Neji" A huge smile covers my face, as a bright blush covers hers, now I know why she's nerves, incest is something frowned upon in the Hyuga family, or so I've heard. Hinata still visits her family, with Neji though.
"It's alright Hinata, it'll all work out in the end, between you and me I think the Uchiha's are like you too." I can see her smile at my assurance, as I go back too listening too the teacher I can hear her whisper...
'And I'm sure you will be happy with Shino'
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"Great the first day and we have a project."
I understand what Naruto is saying, I mean come on it's the first day for crying out loud. Thank who ever was nice too me Naruto, and I are partners, or he would surly fail. I look up at the clock we have forty minuets left, and I'm bored for once in my life with the work put in front of me, I mean come on what are we five?
I've been done for five minuets, and I'm sure Shikamaru is laughing hysterically about such an easy test. Naruto on the other hand...
"Gah! I hate hard tests, there evil I tell you!!" -sweat drop- yeah right this is easy a three year old could do it, all it asks is 'In one paragraph explain why water is not dense enough too walk on.' that's easy the mass is too great, you could put that into a five word sentence.
"Ahhh, its attack of the evil tests!!" Naruto leans back in his seat, trying too get away from his test, and goes too far, falling too the ground.
"And even the floor is biting today...Oh look a piece of old gum!" I look at him with disgust as he grabs it, he throws it at some unknown person, in which they turn and starts chasing him. It was Itachi, and after getting beat he has the gull too ask what he did. I can feel a headache coming.
"Oh the stupidity..."
A/N:Alright
the past is going too catch up too everyone's
futures, there is heartache, the whole fox this is subconscious
I am now visiting my mother's side of the family,
and tomorrow my dads. HELP!!
R&R people!!