Disclaimer: Nope don't own Naruto, and I never will. I'm only saying this because I'm at gunpoint. I do own Naruto…I mean I don't!
Story: Naruto is fed up with being treated the way he is. Especially by Kakashi. With Naruto finding a companion in a mysterious person, Kakashi needs to make sure Naruto is safe from the blonde's mysterious new friend. While making up with blonde himself.
Set after Sasuke returning to Konoha.
Spoilers: Eh, not really.
Warnings????
Pairings: KakaNaru, NaruOthers
A/n: Sorry guys, but this is it. This is just a three-shot. It's only supposed to encompass and clear out Black-Panther's story, so now that we've got that done in chapter two there's only a conclusion left, ne? Gomen, gomen that it's ended so shortly...
Hurt
Chapter Three: I Hurt Myself by Hurting You
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything.
I'm sorry for being a coward.
I'm sorry for loving you.
You're not sorry at all…
Naruto whimpered, feeling the cold bite into his naked form. Not even the warmth radiating from his sensei's body touched him.
He felt it, but it didn't seem real.
All Naruto wanted to do was run away, slip from the bed and start running. But he couldn't, it wasn't in him to run. There was nothing in him anymore. No will, no heart…only the cold.
He choked back the sob that wanted to come out, feeling as if to make a noise would make it all be true and Naruto would have to come face to face with reality.
He felt no comfort finally sharing a bed with Kakashi…this wasn't how he had wanted it to be.
Kakashi yawned, stretching until he froze as his hand came into contact with skin. Breath halting in his throat, he sat up and saw a familiar room that didn't belong to him. He looked over to the body.
And held back the scream and remorseful howl.
Instead, he slipped off the bed and ran into the bathroom, flinging himself over the toilet and vomiting. He felt sick. Sick with himself.
'Kami-sama, how could I?'
This time, he remembered much more quickly the events that happened as he was drunk. He vomited even more, tears leaking out of his eyes. He remembered every touch and every struggled movement.
He remembered whispers and cries of refusal.
Drunk grins and teary faces.
He let out a sob and leant over the toilet again, feeling dirty himself – as if he was the one who had been violated.
His body tensed as he felt a small hand rub circles on his back. He looked back to see a quiet and plain-faced Naruto, who started biting his bottom lip when he saw Kakashi staring disbelievingly at him.
"I…forgive you," Naruto smiled sadly.
Kakashi launched himself at Naruto, sobbing more wildly than before, pleading for forgiveness and screaming out 'I'm sorry' over and over.
"Ah, thank you, Hokage-dono," Tsuna smiled reassuringly.
"It is no problem, Otokage-dono," Tsunade smiled back.
"But I'm sure it's asking so much of you, picking one of your best shinobi to be my diplomat. You understand though, how enamoring Naruto-kun could be."
"Aa, though he can be quite the brat. You have seen to who would be Naruto's back up and body guard?"
"Hai, I've taken care of it. I've found a very likeable candidate. Though, I must admit, it's more to do with how fun it will be to see how much more chaos I can cause between the two."
"Hn, just don't cause too much trouble. Naruto is my adopted otouto," Tsunade warned.
'A little too late for that…' the Otokage grinned in his mind.
"Demo, thank you for usurping the Sound village. It is a great relief to all of the Great Shinobi nations that Orochimaru has lost even more power."
"It's my pleasure. And now the snake's on the run. I'm rather in the mood for eating some snake fodder," Tsuna grinned maliciously.
"Don't we all?" Tsunade sighed dramatically.
"I must be off to inform that cute little blonde of yours of his new job," he winked at her before standing up and bowing his leave.
"Naruto-kun, I'm sorry."
"I know, sensei. I know," Naruto soothed.
He swept a hand through Kakashi's silver hair, whispering comfort that should be said into his ear. But Naruto saw that right now, he was stronger than Kakashi. Kakashi needed him.
Hesitatingly, Naruto pulled Kakashi's head up and looked down into his eyes. Licking his lips, Naruto leaned down and once again kissed Kakashi firmly.
Kakashi tensed before desperately swallowing the kiss, grasping tightly onto Naruto's arms.
"Knock, knock," a cheery, unwelcomed voice cut in.
They snapped their heads apart and looked at the intruder, Naruto averting his eyes to the right of Tsuna as Kakashi glared.
"What are you doing here?" Kakashi snarled.
"Maa, don't be so hostile. As of the new treaty between me, the new Otokage, and your Hokage, I have been given permission to select you for a mission. So pack up and drag your love slave with you, sweetheart. I'll be waiting for you at the gate, my love!"
Tsuna disappeared and the two were left alone.
Leaning his forehead against Kakashi's, Naruto spoke, "Are you coming with me?"
"Of course!" Kakashi fervently said.
"…We need to talk soon."
Things felt like they kept repeating.
Started 4/8/07 –Completed 4/8/07