My second song fic, once again by Evanescence (which is a real word in case you're wondering. It means disappearing after a short time.) :-p
Hold on to me
love... Holding my last breath...
You know I can't stay long.
All I wanted to say was I
love you and I'm not afraid (Oh oh...)
Can you hear me?
Can
you feel me in your arms?
Safe
inside myself,
Are all my thoughts of you.
Sweet raptured
light, it ends here tonight.
I gazed up at Edward's molten gold eyes and smiled, feeling the warm metallic-tasting liquid that was the source of my life dripping from my lips. "Edward", I murmured softly, avoiding blinking. I knew I was dying and I wanted to take as much of him in as possible. I wanted his eyes, gazing at me in that loving, tender way, to be the last thing I saw before I crossed over.
"Bella... Bella. Oh Darling stay with me. Speak to me please", begged my angel, his voice breaking. If he could have cried, I knew he would be sobbing by now. "Ed...ward", I croaked softly, my voice horse. He clutched my body tighter to him, the blood-stained dress pooling over his lap.
I'll miss the
winter.
A world of fragile things.
Look for me in the white
forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)...
I know you
hear me
I can taste it in your tears.
Holding my
last breath...
Safe inside myself,
Are all my thoughts of
you.
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight.
"Don't... cry. Not... Not for me. Please... Be happy, when I'm... when I'm gone."
"No. No no no no no no no... Please, please darling. Please my love. I beg of you. Don't speak like that. You'll be fine. You'll be fine. Please. Don't go. No Bella no... Please...", his murmured pleas fell into whispers as I gently closed my eyes. I forced them open, using almost all the energy left in my body.
"I... love you... Edward", and with that, I raised my body the few millimetres separating us and gave him one final kiss. I felt myself drowning in the darkness behind my eyelids and herd a distant sobbing before I knew no more.
Closing
your eyes to disappear Say goodnight.
You pray your dreams will leave you
here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's
there...
Don't be afraid.
Calling me
calling me as you fade to black...
I felt a sharp, burning pain in my neck who jolted me back to myself.
"Oh lord. God no. What have I done? What have I done!", I heard my Angel mutter.
"Carlisle! Carlisle! Help me... please"
The pain intensified till I felt that the oppressing darkness of earlier on would almost be welcome if only to escape from it all. A dim part of my mind who was still able to think rationally told me that I was being changed. I was being given the chance to spend the rest of eternity with my love. I felt tears of joy rise to my eyes.
"Oh Bella. Don't cry darling. Please don't cry my love", Edward's silken tenor whispered at my ear.
I smiled through my pain. how silly my Edward could be. These were tears of joy, not of pain. I tried to open my mouth to tell him so but the only thing that came out was a dull croak. I closed my mouth and settled for giving him a smile, my eyes still closed, which quickly turned to a grimace of pain. Lightning and fire, white, hot, blazing FIRE danced through my veins, killing me slowly... painfully. A single thought crossed my mind.
Holding my
last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet
raptured light it ends here tonight...
I'm coming Edward...
There we go 2nd song fic up and posted. sniff I'm so proud XP. As always. Please R&R. To all those which don't write fanfics or aren't in the habit of reviewing, you don't have an idea how much it helps a writer to better his writing style, and how proud one fells when someone takes the time to review. Even if t's just a single word. Just a good or a bad.