Ok, this is something I've worked on for a while. It might not seem realistic, but that's because this came to me in a dream.

Hope you enjoy!

iluvtopazeyes

disclaimer - I don't own Twilight, New Moon, or Eclipse. Stephenie Meyer does.

Chapter 1 – Nausea

" I love you," I said with a smile. " I love you too," the dark haired beauty replied with a kiss. He had to lean down, and I had to incline my head close to a ninety-degree angle, but it was all worth it.

" Jacob!" He pulled back and leaned out of my window. He shouted, " What? Sam?" Sam walked out of the shadows looking apologetic. He yelled up to the window, " I'm sorry! False alarm! Quill was pulling a freaking prank on me. Next time he does, he'll probably get pretty tore up!" He yelled the last line loud enough for him to hear.

Jacob rolled his eyes and turned back into the room. He came close, closing the gap between us. " Where were we?" he asked politely. I smiled and whispered- leaning closer-, " Right about…here." I stepped on my tiptoes, and pulled his head down. He kissed me gently, and slipped his hands into my back pockets.

I kissed him, and slowly, the kiss became more urgent. I needed him; he filled the hole. I loved Jacob; I didn't think it possible, but I do. I was suddenly overcome with a great deal of nausea. I pulled back quickly; I had just enough time to make it to the bathroom.

I did what I was there to do, but the nausea stayed in my stomach. Jacob came and held my hair, and I turned to lean into him. He helped me up, and held me close. He gazed at me, and kissed my forehead.

He walked me slowly into my bedroom, and lied me down in the bed. He lied down beside me, and put his arm around my waist. I fell asleep quickly, only to wake from the horrid dream. I dreamed that Edward had come back, but didn't come back for me.

He came back for…another girl. I didn't care, though. I had Jacob; I'll always love Jacob. I looked at the alarm clock, and it was four in the morning. Jake had fallen asleep; I could feel the rising and falling of his chest. I leaned into the warmth of his body, something Edward never could have given.

I felt the nausea again, and ran. Jacob woke and followed quickly. I don't know why I felt so sick. I turned to Jake, and said, " Jake, I think I'm sick. I don't want you to get it. Maybe it would be better if you left." He came up and held me close. He stated, " I can deal with a little stomach bug. That's probably all you have."

I heard a soft shuffling from the other room, and Jake jumped quickly behind the shower curtain. Charlie walked in the room rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He yawned and asked, " Are you ok? Bella? I heard you get up, and came to check."

I said softly, " I think I'm getting something. I just got sick." Charlie nodded and said, " That would explain the running to the bathroom at four in the morning." I smiled and said, " I'll probably just stay in here for a while. I don't want to run again." He nodded and said as he left the bathroom, " Bella, don't go to school today. You look horrible. They'd send you back here the minute they saw you."

The only answer I gave him was a gag as another wave of nausea overtook me. When I was done- and Charlie was gone to work- Jake came out of his hiding place. He asked, " Are you ok? You look a little green." I nodded, and sighed queasily.

I knew that I was going to be here for a while, so I leaned my head against the side of the tub. Jake came down beside me, but it hit again. There went my food for the past two days.

Jacob disappeared to return with a glass of ginger ale and soda crackers. I took them gratefully, and finally felt better. I knew that I'd feel better later, just not today…

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