Bases

First Base

I do not own Twilight, though i really wish I could own Edward...And Emmett...And Jasper...And Carlisle...

Like always I am lying here holding my Bella as she sleeps. It is so wonderful to have here in my arms at last. How did I ever live without her? How did I ever get through day after day, night after night without my angel? I would never again, no matter the price. I don't understand how she could love a monster. But she does, and never again will I turn away from her, her and her love. Especially now that I see that she isn't any better off without me. With Jacob. A small growl escaped my stone cold lips at his name. I looked down to make sure that I had not awoken my perfect angel.

She sifted in her sleep, pressing her warm and soft body against me. I tried so despertpertly to push the fantasies that rushed through my mind. She made my control over myself so much harder knowing that she wanted me too, wanted me that way. I still can't believe it. Could I be with her like that? Could I please her enough without killing her? I shuddered at the thought. I couldn't live with myself, even if I just came close to hurting her. But she wants this, she wants me. I smile at the thought.

Oh what I wouldn't give to be with her. Just for a moment, to touch her like that. Hear her response, know that I was pleasing her. I could try to prove myself, could try to be as wonderful as her. But that was impossible. Its was laughable to think that she thought she wasn't attractive. I must be a saint to have not killed all those hormone induced, juvenile, perverted boys in school for thinking what their disgusting minds fantasized about her. All day long. Not that my mind doesn't reflect almost the same thing, but its different. She actually wants me back.

"Edward," she pressed her body, that delicious body against my mine. Oh, what she does to me. My vampire mind went over hundreds of things I could do to her right now. The worst part was knowing that she would like it, want it, and approve of it. I tried to suppress my groan of frustration, and pleasure as her bear leg traveled up my leg. She moaned, "Edward, I need you,"

Seriously!? God was playing with me tonight, as if he hasn't done enough to me already. It took all of my hard earned control of a hundred plus year not to trial my ice cold hand up her smooth silky leg and wrap it around my hip, and bend to kiss a trail of deep kissing on her jaw line…

No! Edward, stop! "Edward, more," Why on Earth did she have to have one of those dreams tonight? Not right, just not right.

"Bella, love," I whispered in her ear, she had to wake up from that no doubt enjoyable dream of hers, or I would for sure lose it.

She mumbled and turned around. I laid there, making circles on her side and sang her lullaby, at least now she would have another dream. My mind drifted on about her, but was interrupted by Bella's fragile hand trailing up my chest. Her head went to my behind my head as she placed little butterfly kisses up and down my neck. It felt so wonderful, I really wasn't thinking if she was awake or not, or when she had turned around, or anything but that I should not pin her over and take her completely. Her sent hit me again, but not to awake the monster inside me, I could never take her blood. More that, never want to not have her with me. She then did something that surprised me, she licked my neck, "Good God," I groaned, she didn't know how good that felt.

Shock waves of pleasure shook threw me at the thought that that warm, wet, soft tongue licked me again in between her innocent butterfly kisses. I tightened the hold on her hips, careful not to hurt her. She lips my Adam's apple and I gasped, my neck strained and I bit back my moan. I felt her smile against my skin as she continued her attack on my senses. She went up towards my ear, breathing into it delicately.

"Edward," she purred, I sucked in a unneeded breath. She brought her hot lips to my ear lobe and nibbled on it, and licked it again. Okay, enough of this sweet torture.

I pinned her on her back as a growl escaped me, I needed to show her what she had been doing to me. I kissed her neck feverishly, careful to protect her lovely skin from my venomous teeth. She arched up, forcing that Goddess body against me, I moved lower on her neck. My lips getting closer and closer to her chest… What was I doing?

I pulled off her, as if burned, and jumped off the bed. What in the name just happened? How had I forgotten all of our rules in one moment of passion? That just proved it, we couldn't be 'one' until she changed.

"Edward," her once sexy purr, now disapproving. Had she really thought that I'd given in that easily. Never.

"Yes, my love?" I was breathless, ha! Only Bella could make a vampire breathless.

She frowned at me, "Am I really that disgusting that we can't make it to second base?"

Second base? What was she on about now? She didn't talk about sports. And why would she bring that up now?

"Honestly Edward, as in making out? Your 100 years old and have never made it past 'first base.' Meaning kissing. We should at least go to second base."

"Which is exactly?"

"This, love," she got up and took off her shirt, letting it drop to the ground.

She wasn't wearing a bra.

Oh shit.

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Lots of Love,

DreamingLillies (Jenna)