Disclaimer: I don't own Kiniro Corda (La Corda D'oro)
Summary: When secrets had been revealed, Kahoko struggled to survive Len's special treatment. But as their high school days ended. Kaho decided to disappear. Will Len finds her before its too late? Will he ever say what he really feels after all this years? LenXKaho
Author(ess) Note: First fanfic for this anime. And oh… might be slightly OOC at first (I think), but I will improve as the story goes on. Please review to let me know if I should continue or not. And tell me your insights about the story. TY. Love lots Azriel.
"YOU'RE
MINE"
PROEM
Hino Kahoko's POV:
I would never forget the time you made me your plaything…
Six years had passed since that day. That day I left him without a word. It was too much for me… he knew I loved him so much and yet he still say such insensitive words to me… I couldn't simply bear the pain. Ever since that day he saw my diary, from that moment, I was entranced by his wicked smile. It was a beautiful smile from a demon. In his smile, I saw a flash of a cunning boy who likes to have fun. In a glimpse, one night spent with him, for the first time I tasted scraps of pleasure.
And then… from that day onwards, I became his new toy, a way to kill time.
So how did it all started? It was never coincidence, possibly an accident of a sort. We were both part of the concour. He won. I was the last. He is exceptional. I'm ordinary. He's smart. I'm not. Simply put, we're both at the end of our own worlds. After the summer camp, things have changed. Yunoki-sempai and Hihara-sempai had already finished their last term. As compensation, the academy allowed Tsuchiura-kun and I to be in the Music Department, leaving my friends in the Gen-ed division and with the wind of destiny, I ended up being in the same class with him. Of course, as cold as ice he is, he still was unsociable to people. Even I had been blown off sometimes. He really did keep his I-have-no-business-with-you attitude like we never knew each other in the first place. I understand him, but lesser than not. From then on, I never brought myself to talk to him. Three weeks before our graduation though, I accidentally brought my binder with me at school. That binder contains my feelings towards someone… him for that matter. Tsukimori Len. Evidently, the least person I would have considered to sneak a peek on it would be him. I guess the circle of faith didn't favor me that much.
On the late afternoon, after our class, I was asked to return some items in the faculty. Stupid and spaced out as always, I left my diary–open for everyone to see, and just as I entered the room, one guy was standing near the window holding a piece of crap in his hands. I thought it was, until I realize that crap was my binder!
He asked me if it was mine. I stood silent, shivering–thinking of a way to get out of this humiliation.
But I knew it's too late for that now. He knows, and this is entirely my fault. I started panicking, I cried all of a sudden and fell down on my knees. 'He'll hate me now! He'll hate me more now!' was all I could scream in my mind.
His silence ripped my heart slowly, but as I was wiping my tears, he suddenly offered me his hand and helped me up. I was shocked, not to what he did though. I was shaken by his cold expression. His faint smile piercing towards my body, leisurely sending pain to my soul, leaving me in a state of numbness.
At that moment he grabbed me by the arm and I fell unconscious.
When I woke up, I was in an unfamiliar bedroom filled with sweet scent. The room was huge but simple and clean. The curtain, made out of silk colored in blue, tucked at both ends with a silver loop glimmering from the light cast by the moon. A large cabinet made out of glass keeping loads of score sheets and cd's in the left corner near the door and a stand from the opposite of the bed. Everything is new to my eyes but as soon as I turn to the other side, a familiar being was beside me–watching me intently. He was the very person who saw my diary, offered a hand and grabbed me to I don't know where. Clutching the blanket, I covered my flushed face as my heart beats faster than ever. He was gradually caressing my hair with his cold hands. Furthermore, I couldn't move from my position for his other hand was cleaved to within my waist.
It would have been perfect if those eyes were not as cold and emotionless as it appear. He never said a word neither did I.
I had always been nervous around him and the situation never helped to ease me. I forcedly stood immediately and bowed, but as I was about to leave 'his' room, he yet again seized my arms and stopped me. He hugged me from the back and pulled me to face him as he started undressing me and kisses me. I couldn't move. I feel like some force was stopping me. I had not have enough energy to push through and leave so I ended up being leisurely taken.
The second night was the same… the third… the fourth… until a week after. He never said anything, except when he asked me to follow him and that one night he reminded me how much he knows that I truly love him ever since the Intra-school Music Concour.
So when we had graduated a year after Hihara-sempai and Azuma-sempai's. I decided to leave without a word.
Now, with my new lover, I will forget all about him.
Tsukimori Len's POV:
I would never forget the time I had your body with mine…
Even before the day she left me without a word. I knew I love her so much and yet I still say such unpleasant words to her… I couldn't bring myself to stop tormenting her. This wasn't how I was before… before I realized I like her a lot.
I never cared about anyone. So I wouldn't know how to treat a girl who's heart is on me. Ever since I read her diary, a lot had happened between us. I became too confident that she would never leave my side even if I never show or say it. And so I was never able to show respect to her… not even once.
Now, six years had passed, I am still dedicated in being a professional violinist, but most of all, I am determined to find my way back to her love in a rightful manner.
Whether she have a new lover or not.
END OF POV'S
And this is how our love story started…
Please review people. I at least need 5 to continue this fanfic. Much appreciated.
xoxo Azriel.