Summary:
This is set during the time that Edward is gone in New Moon. Bella didn't become friend's with Jacob...at least she isn't yet! No cliff jumping of Volturi! Basically Bella is a complete catatonic mess who alternates between being angry at Edward and just wishing he would come back. She is emotionally devastated. I've also changed the convo they had when he was leaving to make him seem a bit meaner-I had to for the story.
So, the story is that Edward is gone but then another vampire turns up and he and Bella are kind of thrust together and I suppose they form a bond of sorts. When Bella is in danger however, and Alice see's that she is; the Cullen's return. How will he react to another vampire on his turf? How does Bella feel about Edward's return just as she starts to put the past behind her?
Author's Notes:
Hi everyone! Here is a new story for me that I just couldn't wait to start writing! I hope everyone enjoys it as much as I like living it out in my head.
Just wanted to say that each chapter will most likely begin with a song that I think fits the character's mood. I love the song that I have chosen for the first chapter! Isn't it so perfect! Come on... 'sparkling angel'- that is so Edward. I urge everyone to download the songs I use to represent the chapters because they are well thought out and really reflect what is going on! Plus they are just brilliant!
ALSO...PLEASE REVIEW! IM BEGGING YOU! I LOVE THEM!
Disclaimer: Listen up because I will only say this once; I don't own the characters of twilight. They are sadly not mine.
Now that's all out of the way...ON TO THE STORY!
WITHIN TEMPTATION- ANGELS
Sparkling angel I believed
You were my savoir in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.
Chorus:
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intensions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.
Chorus:
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart.
Chorus:
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
You have been gone for six months and although I miss you every day, I hate you for what you did to me. How could you hurt me this way? I had so many dreams of eternity and you snatched them away in a few simple words:
"I don't love you." Edward looked at me with coldness in his eyes. How could my angel be this cruel? His words cut the core of my heart, ensuring that it could never be mended; could never be whole again.
"I don't understand." I whispered as I looked at him. "What did I do?" I asked in a small voice which had broken with my tears.
The wind blew around us as rain fell, and I knew we were in the centre of a storm.
"That's exactly it, you did nothing. You bored me." He spoke in a monotone voice demonstrating how uninteresting I really was. I had always known this day would come, but the pain was worse than I had imagined.
Nodding my head in understanding I lowered my gaze. We were silent for a while as I felt the pure rain mix with the salt of my tears. Wiping my hands across my cheeks, I lifted my gaze to meet his. His jaw was still tensed but his eyes seemed to have softened a bit. I opened my mouth to say something...but no sound came out.
"Look..." he ran a hand through his hair, "try not to do anything stupid while I'm gone like getting hurt." He said, but there was no affection in his voice, it was pure annoyance. He was sick of saving the pathetic human. I didn't think it was possible to hurt anymore but as those words left his mouth, I grimaced as a new pain tore through my chest.
"It would probably upset Alice." He offered as an explanation.
I mumbled "ok" and then he was in front of me. He kissed my forehead one last time for my love sick benefit and then he was gone. I looked around frantically searching for him, hoping he would return.
He didn't return. He never would, I know that now. I also know it wasn't me who didn't deserve him; it was the other way around. He was the monster he always professed to be. He turned my feelings into a game and he watched with glee as I lost.
Standing at my window, I looked out at a swaying tree in the distance. There had been a big storm the night he left; breaking windows and causing trees to fall. Now a new storm was coming and I wondered what that would bring. Securing the lock on my window, I backed away from my broken reflection and climbed into bed. I felt anger take over my body as I prayed it wouldn't bring additional heartache.