Just want you to be happy
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Spoiler of Dereks school of Datting

Immature love is wanting the other to be happy with you.
Mature love it wanting the other to be happy period.

Dear diary.

There's no doubt in my mind, I love him. I won't sugar coat it. I'm in love with him. Won't hid it won't lie about it. Here I'm going to be completely real.

Tonight diary, I help him get sally back. See I read this quote today."Immature love is wanting the other to be happy with you. Mature love it wanting the other to be happy period." And I thought that it's true. I just want him to be happy. I love him too much. I know me and him won't work out. There are too many odds against us. I mean first off let's get down to the basic high school thing. He's the captain of the hockey team and popular. Yeah my popular status is higher now but that still wouldn't work. That's some High School musical kind of thing, and hey I love him but he's no Zac Efron.

Another reason we won't work. Incest. Okay okay, so it's not incest. Were only step sibs. Not the same DNA and George didn't adopt us. But no one would believe that. What would society think? Hello I'm Casey! I don't break the rules- so yeah that's not going to work.Plsu what about his rep? He loves his rep- woouldnt mess it up for the world.

There's a million reason. But the biggest one is that he doesn't feel the same back. I mean yeah sometimes I get butterflies and this feeling that tells me, hey maybe; just maybe Derek feels the same. I mean he's done some nice things for me that are very un-Derek like. For example he got the school to stop calling me names. He went through all the trouble to frame Scott. And he made up the male code- do I sense jealousy? I'm just probably over analyzing things. He just being a big brother right….

Anyway, so to avoid all of that I just accept that he doesn't feel the same. But he deserves to be happy. So I made my plan and hey right now he's off on a date with Sally. I'm happy for them too. They really like each other. Even my mom said there a cute couple, and I'm not going to lie, yeah they are. But I still have the felling in the pit of my stomach you know? It hurts. Seeing the guy I'm in love with, with another girl. But his smile. Not the smirk- I'm talking about his genuine smile. God what I'd give be the sources of that smile.

Well I did what was best. I hope they last a long time. Shes really pretty and nice too! Not another bitch like Amy. God did he date her to get me mad? Cuz yeah it worked. Anywayhe

deserves to be happy- yes even if he's a arrogant jerk the gets on my nerves. Eh, you have to get past that. Past the imperfections and when you do, that's when you're really in love.

Maybe I should avoid him for while. They say time I the only cure for a broken heart….

XoXo
-Casey

P.S. He just came into my room to say "Hey Case-thanks for everything"
Derek in love, with sally.
Andyeah he really has to stop calling me case, and Princess. Not helping the whole Getting over him thing.

Derek put the diary down. Hearing the front door slam, snapedhim out of shock.
Casey wrote that?
Did casey really love him?
Since when?
But most of all, What does he feel about her?

Anyway, I think its decent. SORRY FOR THE TYPOS! I really need to slow down. Anyway one shot…or should I do another chapter…? Review plz.