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Never

I couldn't possibly change Bella she means way too much to me and I would never steal her soul, I COULD never steal her soul. But if I did, that would mean I could keep her with me, she would always be mine and I would never have to let her go. No no no I am just being selfish now. "What am I going to do?" Edward whispered to himself.

Bella was watching him for a long moment before she carefully raised up her hand and gently placed it on his hard, stone cold arm. Edward jumped and caught her wrist in his hand. Edward was pulled from his thoughts and fell back into reality as he felt the best feeling he had experienced since Bella moved to Forks.

"Don't do that." Edward still had Bella's wrist, as soon as he had noticed he let go and closed his eyes.

"I am sorry I just wanted to know what you were thinking about, you were quiet for a while so..." Bella dropped her head with the unfinished sentence not wanting to see that he was angry with her.

Edward placed his finger under her chin and lifted her head, looking straight into her beautiful eyes. "Don't be sorry, I was startled that's all."

I can't do this, I can never get used to her touch not when I am unaware of it. It is too amazing, but I can't keep making her think that I am upset with her.

Bella stared again as Edward was transfixed in his own thoughts. He opened his eyes and looked up at Bella with a smile. "Are you all right?'"

Bella was surprised by the question and came back with,"Are YOU all right?" And she returned the smile " I really am sorry, I forget how sensitive you are to touch." She said as the smile faded.

Edward was surprised by the retort. "Yes, I am fine." He looked into her eyes.

She is going to hate what I have to say, I have only asked her this dozens of times.

Bella saw him slip into his own thoughts, he'd been doing that a lot lately and it worried her.

"Why do you do this Bella?" Edward asked seriously.

"I said I was sorry, I forget what more do you want from me." Bella was starting to get frustrated, and Edward noticed.

"No,no you have not done anything." Why does she keep blaming herself for my mistakes. Edward thought.

"Why do you put up with the surprises and the anger, the sensitivity, the overall danger you are in everyday," he closed his eyes only for a second and finished with. "Why do you put up with me?" Edward was right she was angry, he saw it in her eyes. He might not be able to read her mind but sometimes her face was like an open book.

"Edward Cullin I love you, do you not get that yet?" Bella smiled and wanted to touch his perfect face she raised her hand and started to extend it when she stopped, Edward gave her a nod and she pressed her hand on his face, stroking it with her thumb. Edward closed his eyes soaking in every movement she made. He loved her touch, smell, the taste she left behind after he was blessed with a kiss.

She looked beautiful today. It was a bright day out and the weather was warm, Edward and Bella sat in the meadow they had shared so many memories in. Edward stared at Bella for a moment.

It always made Bella feel a little self conscious, and she wondered what he was thinking about. Unlike her, Edward's face was unreadable and the next thing she knew Edward was slowly moving in closer.

He Couldn't stand it, he had to touch her, had to hold her. He leaned in, wrapped his arms tight around Bella. He wanted to stay like that forever. Yes forever it sounded nice it sounded right, but it would never happen. Edward turned his head and kissed her softly on the cheek, then to the jawline. Bella raised her head exposing her neck and she smile in hopefulness. Edward pulled away fast, so did Bella.

"I am sorry, I shouldn't of..." Edward raised one hand and to stop her.

"You should be sorry." Edward looked into her eyes. Bella dropped her head and once again Edward picked it up as he said, "You should know by now I will not do it." He smiled and laughed.

Bella smiled as well and pushed his shoulder. "Don't do that." She said trying to hold back her laughter.

"What did I do now?" Edward asked still laughing at her.

"It's not fair you can mask your face so well, I never know if you are joking or not."

"Bella I want you to know that I could never be mad at you." He took her in his hands and kissed her forehead softly.

Bella smiled, she loved his kissed each one cold to the touch, but the meaning was always warmer then the sun high in the sky at this very moment.

Edward looked to the sky and saw that the sun was at the highest point. "I should get you back, Charlie will be wondering where dinner is." This was the worst time of the day when I have to take her home. Yes I would see her in a few short hours but being without her, wondering if she is safe and well and happy makes me anxious. How much would I give to just be with her forever, never leaving her side. How much would she give?

Bella jumped on top of his back wrapping her legs around his waist and arms around his neck. As soon as he knew she was secure he took off. Bella had gotten used to the speed they traveled at and found it quite enjoyable. Before she knew it they had stopped. Bella look around but his car was nowhere to be found.

"What's wrong?" Bella asked a little worried, they never stop unless something was wrong. "Edward?" He had ignored the first question but she needed to know what was happening.

" Hold on." He replied impatiently. Edward closed his eyes and cleared his mind and he could hear the voice that he hated more than any other. The little boy who would not just leave them alone.

At that moment Bella jumped down and Jacob Black appeared. Bella always liked to see Jacob but not when Edward was around. She knew that it always upset him.

"Hey guys whats up?" He looked at Bella with a smile that would make anyone giggle. "How are you Bella?"

Bella looked at Edward, he just smiled at her and then turned to gaze a Jacob. "I'm fine Jacob, how are you?" She said and returned the smile.

"I am great...now!" He widened the smile to show his teeth.

Edward rolled his eyes, what an immature little puppy.

"Well that is great now isn't it." Edward interjected. "You know we were just on our way to getting Bella home, so if you will excuse us. I don't want her to be late." He said as he gave a slight bow to Jacob.

Jacob just laughed "Of course sir." He rolled his eyes and returned the bow.

How could Bella be with someone so old? Was all Jacob could think about.

A short minute later Edward and Bella were back at the car. Edward raced her home as always. When they got there he gave her a soft kiss on the hand and told her he would be up in a few hours. Edward watched her go inside, his mind was still on Jacob Black.

I will never leave her again so she could be left in the hands of that DOG...never.He closed his eyes and made the promise to himself.

A/N: This is my first Twilight so let me know what you think about it.