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Chapter 1

BPOV

My mind was racing. It was all I could think about. So many questions were pumping through my head. I turned to my left to see my angel. The man I would soon be with for eternity. I had to hold my breath. He didn't notice me looking at him. He was so beautiful. He gorgeous topaz eyes, the bronze hair messed to perfection. This made me even more nervous. We were driving to Alaska, so I could be turned into a vampire. Edward and I had been married a week ago and said goodbye to his family, who would join us later, when I was stable.

Edward looked at me with worry in his eyes.

"Love, are you alright?"

"Of course" I assured him "Just a little nervous that's all"

"Bella, we don't have to do this if you don't want to." I could see the pain behind his eyes; he knew what pain I would be in for three days. I knew too.

"Edward, I want nothing more than to spend the rest of eternity with you. I'm just nervous. I've never been good with pain."

He chuckled and gave me a small smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

I decided that I should get some sleep before we reached our new house in Alaska.

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I tried to fall asleep several times but it just wouldn't work. I was too nervous. Not so much about my change anymore, but the thought of moving into this new house that frightened me. Alice had picked it and decorated it. I trusted her, because she was my sister, but she had a tendency to go a little bit over board.

Edward looked over and saw the look of distress on my face.

"Bella, what is it now?"

"Edward, why did we let Alice pick the house and decorate it for us." I whined "You know how she can be"

Edward looked at me with a bewildered expression on his face. "Is that all that's bothering you?"

"Yes, what did you think was bothering me?"

A relieved look came over his face. "Oh, you sacred me love. I thought you might have been having regrets about marrying me."

I turned to him with a look of shock on my face. I couldn't believe he had just said that! "Edward Anthony Masen Cullen! I love you more then you could imagine! How could the thought even cross your mind that I would regret marrying you?"

"Bella, it's just that you've seemed out of it ever since we left this morning." Well, I couldn't argue with him there, but still, how could he doubt that I didn't want to be with him.

"Bella, you know that I love you more then life itself." He chuckled at his own joke. "It just scares me when I don't know what goes on in your head!"

I had to grin at this. Edward had always been bothered by the fact that he couldn't read my mind. Sometimes, I had to admit, it would have been handy for him to be able to. I've had enough embarrassing things run through my head to be glad that he couldn't. I started to wonder if that would be one of the many things that would change once I did.

"Bella, you need to get some rest. You've been up since 3 this morning!"

"I'm trying Edward, but it's not that easy. I've kind of got a lot on my plate right now!"

"Oh Bella, you think your dealing with a lot know, wait until you see the beautiful house Alice has picked for us." He smiled as he thought about it. I watched him dazed. I hated when he did that too me.

"Edward stop it!" I told him.

He looked at me with another shocked expression

"What did I do now Bella?"

"Your dazziling me again! It's not fair when you do that, I forget to breathe!"

He chuckled softly and turned to me "As I was saying about the house, it's beautiful, I really think your going to like it. A big fire place, big open windows, a large bed perfect for two..." he trailed off suggestively.

I felt the blood rush to my cheeks as I turned away to look out the window at the forest passing by with a blur.

I heard his musical laugh from beside me. He always did like teasing me. I turned back to him with a mock angered expression on my face. "Are you making fun of me?"

He started to laugh again until we were both cracking up. I was never good at the whole mad thing.

Once we finally quieted down he looked at me again with a serious expression on his face.

"Bella, you really do need to get some sleep."

I nodded my head and leaned against the window. I closed my eyes as Edward started to hum my lullaby. I loved my lullaby so much. I could fall asleep anywhere as long as I had my husband, and my lullaby.

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