May 2, 2010

DISCONTINUED

As a PM just reminded me that people still read this fic, I think I owe it to anyone still waiting for an update to let you know that this fic has been discontinued.

I know I said I'd definitely finish this one, but let's face it-- at seventeen, you say all sorts of things. I remember I said I'd learn the Soulja Boy dance, I'd get in shape and I'd go an entire semester without missing an assignment. None of that's happened.

My writing style's changed. I've changed. When I began this fic, I was just coming to terms with the fact that I have a violence kink. Now I hang out on the Sherlock Holmes kink meme. Clearly I've come a long way, and to be honest, even if I was motivated to carry on with this fic, it just wouldn't be any good.

Let me confess something to you. When I was writing this fic, I knew it wouldn't get finished. I was throwing characters and plot twists out there as fast as I could, hoping something would stick, but all I got was out-of-character angst and shitty writing. I'm sorry to anyone who's been counting on an update, though I'd really hope no one's been so desperate as to cling to my pitiful little story for this long.

A thousand apologies for not delivering what I promised. I'd like to point out the many other fics I've been putting out, in case anyone wanted to check me out in a different fandom, and keep in mind that I'm still a definite FF7 fan, and as such could very well put out more work in this fandom. Also, having learned my lesson from this fic, I pretty much only write oneshots any more, so at the very least you won't be left hanging again.

Thanks so much to everyone who's reviewed, favorited or added me to their alerts.

Anneka