Wowie! Sorry, I just had to start on this one! It just came to me. Yes, I know I haven't been active much on my other stories, but they don't really inspire me much, but if you can get me inspired on another story that you wanted me to conitnue, I'll write another chapter. I just wanted to try an Angst story.

Pairing: SasuNaru, not SasuSaku so don't ask.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, because if I do, I would stop all the suffering that he had to endure.

. Living In a Nightmare .

Chapter 1: Life Is Full Of Lies

-Naruto-

It was like a nightmare. One that I couldn't wake up from. Why did it happen? We were so happy together. You and I. I thought it would last forever. I was on a mission. I couldn't wait to get home, to you, so I finished early. I smiled to myself as I imagined the surprise look on your face as I came early just to see you. Instead, the one who was surprise, was me.

I opened the door. You were there of course, not right out in the open, but the sounds of grunting could be heard, and I knew it was you. It came from the bedroom, so I hurriedly headed there, not even noticing the extra shoes by the door.

I slammed the door open, my smile dropped. It was horror. You were there, with another. Pink hair, green eyes, a woman no less. What happened to you? What happened to us? Why did you cheat on me? I thought we had something, but I guess I was wrong. You went and cheated on me with another person. Not just anyone, but one of my best friends. My best friends! You betrayed me, you both did. At the same time, I couldn't help but think that I deserve it. What did I ever do to you? I loved you? How could you...Sasuke?

I couldn't help the tears that flowed down my face. Every tear that fell, felt like a thousand daggers stabbing my heart. I loved you, and vice versa, but I guess what you said were just words. Words to get what you wanted. You probably never wanted me, love me, needed me. You only wanted to use me, didn't you? Humiliate me, hurt me. Well, congratulations. You just broke me. You finally broke Uzumaki Naruto.

I heard a gasp, and I looked up. Sakura was staring at me, and so were you. Your eyes widen as you saw me. I gave them a bitter smile, and did not do anything to hide my tears. Why should I? You broke me, you got what you want. The least I could do, is show you how much I hurt.

"Naruto..." I heard Sakura call my name. Sakura..

"Sakura," I started, "How could you?" I felt a sob bubble up, but I kept it down. "You knew how I felt about him, but yet you..." I couldn't finish that sentence. I would break down if I did, and I did not want to give them their satisfaction of seeing me do so. I turned to face Sasuke. Shame was on his face. Not only that, but sadness and guilt? That's funny. Why would he feel guilty? Shouldn't he be happy that he could get rid of me now?

"Sasuke." He looked straight into my eyes, with those eyes of his, ones that I used to love, now couldn't stand look into. "Why did you do it?" A simple question.

"I...I don't know." That was all it took. The sob came up, and I couldn't hold it in, so I let it out. Sasuke heard it, and made a dash for me, but I punched him on his right cheek with my right hand. He flew back and fell against the wall, and stared up at me, not even trying to get up.

"I hate you. Why did you lie to me? You told me you love me, yet you...you cheated on me. If you never loved me, then why did you say it in the first place!" I couldn't help but scream out. "Did you do it so that you can humiliate me?! So that you can feel superior?! So that you can hurt me?! So that you CAN BREAK ME?!" I know I was getting out of hand, but I couldn't help it. It hurt. "I loved you, so much that it hurt, but you never felt the same, did you? I gave you everything, but you've never so much said anything to me, but short, broken sentences. You never told me 'I love you' anymore, ever since you got your way with me.Tell me, did you ever even feel something for me? Did it make you happy to do this to me? Was I nothing more than a simple fuck?"

I continued staring at him, as he slowly got up. He walked towards me, and raised a hand to cup my cheek. "Naruto..." Before the hand even made contact with my cheek, I slapped it away, and turned around.

"I'm sorry." Sasuke stared at me. "It's over. I don't want to see your face anymore. Either of you. Thank you for your time, I hope you have a good day, Uchiha-san, Haruno-san. I'll be back to take my bags later." I stalked out of there. My tears had dried up during my long speech. No one came after me, but I didn't expect them to.

With me out of the way, they can now love each other without the 'demon boy' in the way. I guess what everyone said was true. I'm nothing but a curse. A curse to those who know me. It would be better if I'm gone. I guess I won't have time to come back for my bags anymore. Sasuke's probably going to burn it anyway.

I wonder. How can I die without Kyuubi healing me? Will it be quick death? Or slow? I guess I'll find out. I looked ahead to the Hokages' Monument mountain. Will I die the minute I hit the ground? Or will I suffer from injuries, and die from blood loss? Either way, Konoha is getting what they wish for. For the 'demon boy' to die.

So...how is it? Please review if you want me to continue, because I need to know what you think of it. Good or bad, I want to know. The pairing is going to be SasuNaru all the way. Not SasuSaku. Hope you like this story. My first one on Angst for Naruto.