I do not own Twilight, or any of the characters in Twilight. That would be the magnificent Stephenie Meyer. This is my first fan fiction so please read and review t help me!!

Mrs. Edward Cullen

Chapter 1

BPOV

He left me. Edward left me. He said the memories would fade, but little did he know that now they never would. No one would know, now that I think about it, people think I'm dead. They think I died in a car accident. Of course, it was a lie, a big helpless lie.

If your wondering what I am, u can only guess. I'm a cold one, a monster, I'm a vampire. The day that Edward left me in the forest, I was helpless. I cried for hours, hours became days and days became weeks. One day, as I lay dying and crying, Victoria found me. She was going to kill me, I knew it. However, when she told me her plans, I was happy, I wanted to die. A life without Edward isn't a life at all. She sensed my happiness and didn't want to do anything that would make me happy, so she thought of a better plan. She would change me, that way I could live forever and always remember him.

Here I am, 90 years later, a vampire and miserable. After my change, I had no coven. I traveled the world alone. I didn't drink the blood the humans, my power was the resistance of human blood. I was born vegetarian. I am still alone after all these years, and never as happy.

I had a job as at a music store, selling instruments and teaching classes. I felt that music was my escape from the world. I live in Washington, and on those sunny days, I would call in sick and work on my own music. I lived in a moderately sized apartment, with all musical instruments, from a piano, to the most peculiar oboe.

One day I was at my store, when I was hugged by a little pixie, none other then Alice.

"BELLA!" she cried, I could tell by her excitement that this wasn't unexpected.

"Alice!" I was shocked, happy and horrified. With Alice always came the rest of the Cullens, which meant Edward. Uh oh!

"Bella,ohmygod!Itsbeentolong!Howlong?90yearsright?Ohivemissedyousomuch!Sohas-

everyoneeasle!Comeon!don'tyouwanttomeetthem?" If I wasn't a vampire I would've never understood her, but I was, unfortunately, and I could understand.

"Alice, I'm really excited to see you again, but don't tell anyone. Please! I don't want anybody to find me! And is everyone with you? Jasper, Emmett, Carislise, Rosalie, Esme, and -" I whispered out the last name, "-Edward?"

"Yes they're all here. And don't worry I've been blocking my mind all week!"

So, Alice and I talked for many hours, not missing anything that had happened over the past 90 years. I told her my story and we avoided the subject of Edward completely, to my relief. Soon it was time for her to go and I settled back into my apartment. I was working on a new song, another one of the many I've written in my lifetime. When you have unlimited time and you don't need sleep, you had to occupy your time somehow. I occupied mine with music. I wrote songs about my love, and how destroyed I was. I poured my dead heart into these song, all my feelings, my sadness, happiness, everything. These songs were the story of my life.

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