Hello there everyone! This is my first fanfic so please try to be gentle with your comments!

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Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own prince of tennis but Konomi Takeshi-san does!

And so without further interruption!

Highs and Lows

Sometimes I don't understand him but somehow I love him. Tezuka Kunimitsu is someone I idealize and I wish he saw more in me. He wants me to be this so called pillar of support and all I get is a pat on the back and a "Yudan sezu ni ikou". Were friends but we hardly see each other out of school. Kunimitsu (wait when did I stop calling him buchou?) is a big walking cloud of confusion. You know something funny happened to me the other day, he told me he loved me.

At first I was so happy that I told him I love him too. Then one day it hit me like a ton of bricks; I realized I may have made a grave mistake in accepting Mitsu confession. Mitsu has always seemed like a stoic bastard to others but he's really sweet. I began this diary so I could document our relationship. I love him so much but sometimes it seems so one-sided, I just don't know what to do anymore!

Xoxoxoxo

"Hey Ryoma!"

"Momo-senpai what do you want", Ryoma said putting away his notebook. "Tezuka-buchou wants you", replied Momo ignoring Ryoma's disrespect for his senpai's.

Momo held out a hand to help him stand from the bench he was sitting on.

"Oh great he probably just wants to make-out in the locker room then not talk to me all day!", thought Ryoma as he stormed off to the locker room. Ryoma walked into the clubroom and stopped suddenly when he heard so odd noises. Walking closer he couldn't tear his eyes away because the scene before him was too cruel to believe. There laying on the floor was Tezuka and Fuji making out. Tezuka's lips were wet and the zipper on his pants undone. His glasses were laying to the side somewhere and his eyebrows were wrinkled up in, hate? Tezuka and Fuji were so wrapped up in what they were doing that they didn't even notice Ryoma walk in. Not until they heard a sob did they realize that anyone was there. Fishing around for his glasses Tezuka pulled off of Fuji. "Ryoma?", Tezuka's voice cracked as he spoke. "Ryoma it's not what it looks like! Let me explain!"

" Tezuka I HATE you!!", Ryoma said as he ran out of the locker room. One thought ran through his mind as he ran out of the school gates. Please don't say it!……don't leave me…

Xoxoxoxo

"Now Kuni-bu where were we? He had to find out someday that you were never gonna love him". Fuji slipped his hands back into Tezuka's hair and leaned up for another kiss. "Fuji ENOUGH you could never understand how much I love Ryoma", Tezuka said as he pushed Fuji out of the way, grabbed his bag and ran after Ryoma.

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