Ok here is another chappie... which, as promised, has 5000+ words! I hope it's good LOL – anyway you know the drill.. Let me know what ya'll think!!
Ages:
InuYasha - ? (but he's about 19 in demon years)
Kagome – 17
Shippou – 7
Sango – 21
Miroku – 23
Ok so you may have also noticed that I have changed the story title... It use to be Lost & Lived but that was a typo.. not its right Lost & Loved
"Thanks for the review Anna, yeah, by calling Kagome a "mate" for their kids, it's basically means the mother."
Thanks
The sun was shining, birds were singing and the sounds of children playing in the nearby areas made it known that morning had sprung on them. Then the whispers of his friends had only confirmed that he had slept in. Not only had he slept in, but he slept in with Kagome and the pup.
"What the hell happened last night between those two?" Miroku whispered to Sango
"I have no idea... he must know we are awake, have you ever known InuYasha to not have been alert constantly" Sango whispered back
"Maybe he doesn't care that we see him with Kagome" Miroku whispered with a chuckle, his mind obviously going to a dirty place after saying that
"I think it's weird, how does a person like him change like that over a day" Sango whispered
"I can hear you, you know" InuYasha said softly
"You're right Sango that is weird" Miroku said teasing InuYasha
"Oi, will you two keep it quiet, Kagome is still sleeping" InuYasha whispered with a growl
"Actually I have been awake longer then you" Kagome said in a normal tone causing all of the others to sweat drop. Kagome then leant into InuYasha and pushed her nose into his and said "I didn't know you purred while you slept"
That comment made InuYasha blush which made Kagome chuckle "don't worry, I think its cute" Kagome said making his blush darken
InuYasha unwound his arms from Kagome and moved slightly back when he realised the pup was clinging to both their clothes.
InuYasha smiled at the pup "do you want to take him or would you like me to?"
"I can keep him, he can keep me company while I lay her like a cripple" she said snuggling close to the little pup
"By the way Kagome. I mean everything I said last night" InuYasha then walked over to Miroku who mumbled some things and walked out with InuYasha.
Kagome looked down at the pup and smiled... that was until she remember his exact wording "As long as I am still alive" 'So when Kikyo comes to take you to hell, that when you'll leave me' Kagome immediately felt a little depressed.
Sango squealed "Oh. My. God. So what happened last night? Tell me everything... Well not everything... Oh. My. God. I was in the room... I can't believe you and InuYasha would d-"
"Nothing happened" Kagome said straight out "last night he was watching me and the pup and I just asked him to lie down, that's all"
"You shared your bed with InuYasha, I know how you feel about him. This is no small matter Kagome" Sango said with a huge grin on her face
Kagome just blushed and thought quickly on how she could change the subject "where's Shippou?"
'Changing the subject aye, so typical´ "I made him leave with Kirara to play with the other kids, just in case you and InuYasha though you would have a morning quic-"
"Shut-up!" Kagome almost shouted at Sango
"Ok" Sango said with a smile "but remember we are like sisters and you have to tell me everything that happens between you two"
"Fine, but can we only talk about stuff like that when we go to the hot springs because those are nosey boys" Kagome said trying to work the blush from her face. "Do you know where InuYasha and Miroku went off to?" Kagome asked
"No, not sure. InuYasha did say where but I wasn't really paying attention. Sorry" Sango replied returning to the breakfast cooking on the fire "are you and the pup ready for some breakfast, I will go get the special milk that Kaede made him"
"You dirty dog!" Miroku said slapping InuYasha on the back "I didn't know you had it in you!"
"What are you talking about hoshi?" InuYasha asked slightly confused
"You, sleeping with Kagome last night. Didn't think you would deflower her in the hut where were all sleeping" Miroku said laughing
**SMACK**
"I didn't deflower her last night" InuYasha confessed pissed to hell that he would even ask such a private question "let's just get to the well, I want to find out why we can't travel through it anymore"
They continued to walk towards the well with Miroku rubbing his arm
"I see the well InuYasha, and I also sense miko powers at work here" he grabbed his chin and closed his eyes "if what I am sensing here is correct I believe that someone has used miko powers to invert the portal to the other time"
"Is there anything you can do to reverse it" InuYasha asked desperately
"Unfortunately my friend this is beyond my abilities" Miroku looked confused 'A miko that has enough power to do this... I can only think of one... Kikyo'
"Well, what if I get Kagome, she can use her miko powers to undo it" InuYasha said beaming with hope
"Unfortunately it won't be quiet that easy. This was done to prevent Kagome going back to her time, if Kagome was able to undo it, then this would be a stupid plan. But I think this is a very clever and calculated plan. I think we need to find who did this, they may be the only ones to fix this problem" Miroku confessed to InuYasha
"When I find the person who did this, I am going to rip their throat out" InuYasha said flexing his claws
"InuYasha, I only know one person strong enough to do this" Miroku looked at InuYasha with a sad face
"Ki...kyo" InuYasha said slowly and softly 'I can't hurt Kikyo...'
""But she hurt our mate"" The voice was back
'No I won't do it!'InuYasha mentally growled
""Well let me out, and I will deal with her"" the voice chuckled
'You are my youkai side... aren't you?' InuYasha asked quite hesitantly
""That's right! Now if that bitch has hurt our mate then we should want her dead... if you are too weak to deal with her I will handle her"" the voice roared
"InuYasha are you ok? You looked so distant" Miroku asked slightly worried for his friend
"I'm fine hoshi" InuYasha lied 'I will never let you out, you could hurt Kagome!'
""NEVER!!! She is our mate!! I WILL NEVER HURT HER!! Maybe mate her 1 or 2 times for pleasure but NEVER HURT HER!!""
'I don't believe you' InuYasha thought trying to push the voice into the shadows of his mind
InuYasha's inner demon roared at InuYasha and fought for control
Miroku noticed InuYasha eyes and skin start to get their youkai features "InuYasha!"
"Run... Miroku... He's fighting... for control... hide... Kagome" InuYasha struggled to talk
Miroku didn't hesitate he ran as fast as he could back to the village to warn the gang
"STOP!" InuYasha roared at the inner demon
""Just let me find that Kikyo and kill her""
"NO!" InuYasha yelled before he lost all control
"That's InuYasha shouting" Kagome said to Sango
"You stay here, I will go check it out" she said grabbing her hirikotsu
Just as Sango was about to leave the hut Miroku came rushing in "Sango, you mean and Kagome have to go hide"
"Where's InuYasha?" Kagome asked starting to get scared
"He's the one we have to hide from" Miroku said grabbing Kagome's big yellow bag
"What do you mean? What's going on?" Kagome ask now extremely confused and scared 'what's happening InuYasha'
"Kagome, I promise I will explain later but right now we need to get you away from her... please come one" Miroku begged Kagome who agreed to go with them.
"Because of her foot she will have to ride Kirara" Sango stated "KIRARA transform" and so the little feline did.
Kagome was mounted on Kirara and all 5 of them were heading away from the village in a hurry
From in the sky Kagome could see InuYasha coming... really fast
InuYasha knocked Kirara out of the sky causing Kagome and the pup to fall
InuYasha jumped and caught them effortlessly and sat them on the ground
Sango and Miroku rushed to her side with angry looks across their faces
"GET AWAY FROM HER!" Miroku shouted swinging his staff aggressively
"NO!" InuYasha's youkai yelled back
InuYasha then turned to Kagome and licked her cheek "I will kill her for you"
"Kill who?" Kagome asked slightly confused
"The other me was too weak to kill her so I will do it... for you my mate" InuYasha's youkai then claimed Kagome's lips in a heated passionate kiss
"InuYasha, who are you going to kill?" Kagome asked with more force this time
"I am going to kill that bitch Kikyo..." Kagome gasped "She's the one who's blocked the well... the one that made my mate sad"
"InuYasha I know that you don't want to do this" Kagome said touching his face
"The other me don't want to do this... but I will do anything for my mate" InuYasha said growling lustfully at Kagome
InuYasha then let Kagome go and ran off into the forest
"We have to go after him and stop him, he can't kill Kikyo. He would never forgive himself if he did" Kagome shouted and Sango and Miroku
"Kirara come" Sango said
Kagome and the pup were put back on Kirara's back and they followed quickly after InuYasha
'I'm his mate? *feels her skin* I still have goose bumps from the way he was looking at me. I hope he doesn't kill Kikyo before we get to him' Kagome thought cuddling the pup
"Kikyo! I can smell you! Come out and face me" InuYasha's youkai screamed
"InuYasha... you've come to kill me" Kikyo said calmly
"Your fucking right! I'm going to tear the fucking clay face off and shove it up your ass!" He gave a loud feral growl
"How colourful of you" Kikyo said anger rising within her
"You are hurting my mate! And you must die bitch!" InuYasha roared and charged at her
"stupid fool" Kikyo said before raising her bow and firing it
InuYasha dodged it with lighting quick movements that shocked Kikyo
"You die NOW!" he roared as he got closer
"not by some fitly half breeds hands" Kikyo seethed
"Isn't that how it happened last time bitch" InuYasha laughed while still trying to swipe at her
Kikyo was furious with him and she wasn't going to allow this freak of nature kill her
"InuYasha you are just some freak of nature and you always will be, you will never be good enough to kill someone like me.. you are pathetic" Kikyo seethed at him while dodging and blocking most of InuYasha's attacks
The normal InuYasha could everything that was happening and it was making him sad. He couldn't believe that the women he thought he once loved was no calling him some horrible shit.
If InuYasha could he would break down, but the youkai side of him would let it happen
InuYasha finally got a swipe through and slit through Kikyo's arm
"You bastard!" Kikyo shouted "Maybe we could continue this fight some other time" she said before her soul catches came and whisked her off at unbelievable speeds
"I will catch you! And kill you!" InuYasha roared
InuYasha quickly sniffed the air and realised Kagome and the rest of the group were hot on his tail
"Damn mate, doesn't she know that I'm doing this because we love her" inu-youkai grumbled
""The you don't know Kagome that well, she won't stop until she gets me back""
Inu-Youkai growls "Why you! I could make her just as happy"
""I'm not talking about making her happier you idiot! I'm talking about her not wanting to be around a crazy fucker like you!""
"I'm not crazy, I'm just not afraid like you!" he growled again becoming frustrated again
""You have a short temper and Kagome would never stay with you! She would have to sit you ever time you moved! She wouldn't want to be with a person that would try and kill everyone that looked at her"" InuYasha said even though he was sort of believing himself to be a hypocrite. Anytime a man who he didn't know would touch or even look at Kagome with lustful eyes he would want to rip their faces of. Most of the time he would be able to control himself but when he couldn't he would have to be sat
"Well I guess I will have to do away with these silly beads so that she won't be able to sit me"the inu-youkai said confidently
""Well good luck! I've been trying to get these things off since she put 'em on"" InuYasha said laughing
"Well maybe I should just get some special beads for our bitch" The inu-youkai laughed loudly
""What are you talking about? You can't sit Kagome, it would hurt her"" InuYasha said growling
"Who said anything about hurting her, these beads will make the bitch go into heat, she'll want to be touched by us for hours" the inu-youkai said low with a lusting growl following
""You c-c-can't do that"" InuYasha said slightly aroused at the thought of rubbing bodies with Kagome for hours, but not by manipulating her
"InuYasha!" Kagome shouted from Kirara as she came down to land
"Mate!" the Inu-Youkai shouted back
Kagome just blushed at the comment, he still hadn't changed back. 'Maybe if I sit him' she thought as she walked closer to him
"I want my InuYasha back... please" she looked at him pleading with her eyes
"Don't you want to be with this part of me?" he ask voice tinted with pain
"I want all of InuYasha, I just want him the way I... ... ... the way I fell in love with him" she said looking down
"But..."
"You said you would do anything for your mate, please let the InuYasha come back" she asked putting her hand on his chest
The inu-youkai leaned in close and put a kiss on her lips "ok, but if that Kikyo comes back, I will have to take over, he won't kill her"
The inu-youkai features faded and the normal InuYasha was standing in front of Kagome. InuYasha leaned forward and wrapped his arms around her.
Sango and Miroku just made it through the clearing when they saw Kagome in the embrace of InuYasha
"LET HER GO!" Sango shouted
InuYasha looked up and Sango immediately felt stupid.
"oh, never mind, he he" she said while she laughed sheepishly
"I'm so glad your back" Kagome whispered to InuYasha
"Kagome..." he whispered back
InuYasha rested his head on Kagome's shoulder and let a tear out. He had not forgotten what Kikyo had said and it was hurting him deep inside
"InuYasha... what's wrong? He killed Kikyo, I'm sorry" she whispered lovingly to him holding him close, but not too close, she didn't want to crush the pup still in her arms
InuYasha just shook his head telling her that Kikyo wasn't dead "then what's wrong? Why are you so sad?"
"Could you ever love me?" he asked staring into her eyes
"Of course, I do love you" she said leaning forward
"I thought Kikyo loved me but... how could she love a 'freak of nature', how could anyone ever want to be with me" he asked shedding more tears
'Why does Kikyo have to be so mean' she thought "Don't listen to Kikyo, I love being with you and I love you. I will love you to the end of the earth, and don't ever forget that InuYasha!" she said pulling him into a kiss
"Sango, maybe we should leave these two alone. I don't want to interrupt their special moment" Miroku said grabbing Sango's hand and leading her back into the forest
"That's so sweat" she said
*SLAP*
"That's not so sweat!" she said glaring at the perv
Miroku just stood there with a very, very read hand print on his face 'I just can't control myself sometimes.
InuYasha was still holding Kagome close and he was still really upset from the whole incident
"You know what InuYasha? I don't think I have ever seen you so sad before" she said kissing him again
"You probably think I'm weak now" he said looking away from her
"No, I think it takes a lot of courage and strength for any man to show that he does have feelings and that sometimes they can get hurt too" Kagome said pressing her head to his chest
"Sometimes I can't believe that I really found you" InuYasha stated softly
"Actually... I found you" she said with a small chuckle
"It doesn't matter, we're together now" he said letting her go
"Come on, let's go get the others and set up camp" he said grabbing her free hand
"Kagome? How are you walking? Didn't you hurt your foot before?" InuYasha asked suspiciously
"Yeah it's still sore, but I would endure the most painful things to save you" Kagome said smiling
"Well we can't have that can we... up you get" he said as he lifted her bridal style.
"Hey!" she squealed laughingly "careful, watch out for the pup" Kagome said softly
The wind started to whip & whirl past Miroku & Sango, who were still waiting for the love sick puppy to finish talking with Kagome in the forest
"Until they are finished and there is nothing that we can do" Miroku said with a grin
"Miroku, it's getting late" Sango said shaking a little, his little hentai comment hadn't gone unnoticed but she was a little too cold to care.
"Let me warm you up..." Miroku whispered wiggling is eye brows
*SLAP*
"Just get some fire wood you perv" Sango growled
"He will never learn" Shippou said walking out from the forest
"Where were you?" Sango asked confused since she hadn't seen Shippou since they had landed (A/N: I forgot all about Shippou until now.. he's a really hard character to write for.. I will try to include him from now on though... oh and Kirara...)
"I was just looking around" Shippou said with a tiny toothed grin
"You shouldn't be wandering off on your own. It's so cold, can you help me set up some stones so when Miroku gets back with some wood we can make a fire" Sango asked chattering her teeth
"Ye-" Shippou started
"Sango!... look at this" Miroku shouted from within a dense area of trees
"Come on Shippou, Kirara" Sango said running to Miroku
Sango, Shippou and Kirara walked to where they found Miroku standing in front of an old hut (A/N: You know, honestly I hate calling them huts so from the next chapter and on I will be calling them houses.. but since anyone who reads this story knows what the huts/homes look like then you won't have any confusions later)
"This place is creepy" Shippou said clinging and hiding behind Sango's leg
"BOO!" InuYasha said jumping out scaring the kitsune to within an inch of his life
"InuYasha!" Kagome growled "Put me down! Oh and look you've woken the pup up" she said looking down at the squirming pup
"Kagome... but what about your foot" InuYasha said struggling to keep her from moving out from his arms
"Too bad!" she said hoping over to Shippou "Are you ok?" she asked him sympathetically
The kitsune looked up at her with teary eyes which made her even madder at the hanyou
"InuYasha... SIT!" she said making him face plant "Trust you to ruin a great moment" she said walking over to Sango and Miroku who were inspecting the condition of this hut
"Do you think this will provide enough shelter?" Miroku ask Sango
"Should do" Sango answered walking into the hut
The hut was a reasonable size, not too big and not too small. It had four walls and a fire pit in the middle. It was sort of like Kaede except there is no break in the wall for a window.
"So, I will start the fire and InuYasha can get something for dinner" Miroku said dropping some wood in the fire pit "Kagome... do you have one of your fire sticks?"
"You mean a match?" Kagome asked him pulling a match from her backpack (which was being carried by Kirara)
"Thank you" Miroku said smiling as he scratched the match across the side of the box causing the flint to ignite.
"So, you and InuYasha looked pretty cosy back there" Miroku giggled
"He's still a big jerk though" she huffed not letting InuYasha get to her "Sango, can you please hand me a blanket for the pup"
Sango reached into Kagome's bag and pulled out a red blanket that she usually used for her legs when she would get cold 'I guess I can use InuYasha kno-' Kagome blushed crazily at this thought 'Oh. My. God. I'm turning into Miroku!'
Sango handed the blanket to Kagome who took it and wrapped the pup up before laying him down and giving him a bottle. Kagome smiled at her genius, she had converted one of her water bottles to be like a baby's bottle from her time and it worked perfectly. Kagome placed the baby on the floor near her making sure the bottle was raised so that the pup could drink from it
Kagome pulled some equipment out of her bag so that she could boil some water and make the group ramen to go with whatever InuYasha brought back for dinner
(A/N: After writing this line I can see in my mind InuYasha waiting in line at the nearest KFC which made me piss myself laughing)
"So what happened with you and InuYasha back there?" Sango asked softly
Kagome didn't answer, she just sat there watching small bubbles rise in the water
"Kagome?" Sango pressed on
"InuYasha said he loved me" Kagome said tears pouring down her cheek
"Kagome... why are you so sad?" Sango asked wrapping her arm around Kagome's shoulder
"I love him too but I feel like we will never have the time to be in love... I mean with Kikyo and Naraku and everything else we go through... how could we ever have time for 'us'" she asked breaking down into Sango's shoulder
"Kagome... I'm sorry"
"It's not your fault, I guess I have been emotionally drained over the last few days. There's only so much one girl can take" Kagome whispered putting some ramen into the water
InuYasha had been searching for a while now and has not found anything. It's as if nothing would live here. 'I don't sense anything dangerous' he thought leaping from tree to tree.
InuYasha headed back to the camp site to deliver the bad news. He was getting close and could smell the salty smell of Kagome's tears and sped up
InuYasha didn't waste any time barging in and asking Kagome what was wrong
All he got was a simple "nothing" which made him mad
"I can smell your tears you're not fine, what's wrong?" he demanded to know
"InuYasha just please... I don't want to get into this right now" Kagome said stinging her eyes with tears
"Well too bad, tell me what's wrong!" InuYasha demanded more forcefully now
"SIT!" Kagome shouted causing InuYasha to go face first into the wooden flooring
"ka-go-me" he grumbled
"I don't want to talk about it" she said softly as she served up the ramen
Very soon the pup, Shippou and Kirara were fast asleep and the adults were all just sitting there listening to the crackle of the fire
InuYasha sat in the corner rubbing his shoulder and holding his side. Kagome didn't miss this and moved closer to him to enquire "InuYasha are you ok?"
"feh" he replied stubbornly
"InuYasha are you in pain" she asked her eyes pleading for an answer
"No... it's just when I was transformed the inuyoukai inside me when a little crazy with the moves and it's got me so tight" he whispered not wanting the others to hear
"Take your haori off and I may be able to help" she whispered back
"n-n-n-no" he blushed back
"come on" she said undoing it
"Not in front of the others" he said grabbing her hands
"InuYasha, all I'm going to do is give you a massage to relieve some pressure in your muscles, it's purely for medical reasons... not sexual" she said getting her hands free
Miroku looked over to the Kagome and saw her undressing InuYasha
"Hey, were still awake!" he laughed loudly
Sango looked up and just blushed turning away
"Shut-up hentai!" InuYasha growled "it's not like that" he said with a little tinge of pink staining his cheeks
Kagome pulled InuYasha's haori off his shoulders and dropped it on the floor next to him. Kagome blushed at the thought of rubbing his muscles down 'what was I thinking'
Kagome then placed herself behind InuYasha so that her back was against the wall and proceeded to rub InuYasha's shoulders.
She then moved down the contours of his back which rippled with every touch
'My skin is on fire' InuYasha thought leaning into Kagome's hands
"InuYasha.. can you lay on your stomach so I can get an easier access" she whispered into his ear causing him to shiver
"Y-Yeah" he said back before laying on Kagome's sleeping bag
Kagome then continued to rub his sides, back and shoulders. Kagome had the realised that she was running her fingers down the scars on his back 'I wish I could make them better'
She looked up to see Miroku and Sango asleep facing the other direction which made Kagome a little more bold and whispered in his ear "turn over"
InuYasha sat up and with a puzzled look asked "why?"
"Because, you have muscles there two don't you" she whispered seductively
InuYasha could immediately smell her arousal and it was very enticing. All InuYasha could do was roll onto his back and stare at Kagome that was now rubbing his stomach
'I wonder If I could convince him to take the pan-' Kagome quickly mentally slapped herself for that stray thought
Kagome was now running her hands over his stomach which she never noticed before was so well defined. She ran a single finger between his abs and then up around his nipples
She looked towards his face and his eyes were shut and he was purring. She wonder what would happen if she kissed his chest, not his nipple but just on his chest.
Kagome leaned down and gave him a soft kiss just above his nipple that caused his eyes to shoot open.
She then lowered the kiss to his nipple which earned her a very seductive growl which caused her arousal to spike
InuYasha noticing this spike showed his own arousal by making a tent in his hakama
Kagome gasped when she saw this tent and InuYasha quickly grabbed a pillow to cover. He was blushing like a tomato. This didn't stop Kagome's movements, she just put her hand on his chest and continued to kiss him slowly until she was kissing each of his abs.
InuYasha couldn't help but growl and purr and give small sounding moans
Kagome kissed him on his belly button and InuYasha could help but to sit up.
InuYasha grabbed Kagome and sat her on his lap facing him. Her legs were on either side of his hips and this contact made her even more hot for the partially nude hanyou.
He grabbed the pillow and took it out from underneath her causing her to feel his arousal pressed to her
"Look what you're doing to me Kagome" he whispered seductively while nibbling on her ear lobe
Kagome moaned and said "InuYasha, my body needs yours"
InuYasha started to kiss her and grind his hips into hers causing his erection to rub even harder into her body
"We can't, not yet" InuYasha said licking her neck
"Why? My body is ready" She said
"I know, I can smell how hot you're getting" he whispered while kissing her jaw line
"So why not then?" she asked raking her nails up his back causing him to shiver and buck his hips
"Please Kagome we have to stop" he whispered taking his lips away "I want to make you my mate, but not here and not now" he said almost struggling to get the words out
"OK" she whimpered
"You wanna go to bed now?" Kagome asked clinging tightly to his body
"Yes" he growled back
InuYasha laid back down and pulled Kagome on top of him. His erection was still at full attention and poking into her and it wasn't very comfortable
"InuYasha, y-y-your really hard" she blushed furiously "can we lay on our sides?" she asked
InuYasha rolled onto his side taking Kagome with him. His erection was still hard but Kagome couldn't feel it as easily
'Oh my, he is really, really... manly' she didn't want to say "huge" because she knew that would have made her giggle
InuYasha held her body close on top of the sleeping bag falling into a deep slumber with the smell of their arousals in his mind.
5811 words!!!YAY! Hi.. So another chapter done.... I NEED HELP!!!! What name should I choose for the pup? I can't just keep calling "him" or "pup". He needs a name... so please review and tell me what name I should choose for him... BTW.. Maybe i should have put an adult warning label on this chapter lol If you liked the play between Kagome and InuYasha just before.. let me know and I'll put a lemon in either the next chapter or the one after it..
Thanks for reading