Hey all! Long time so see. Basically real life stole me and I haven't got the same email anymore. So much has changed in my life. I am married now for one.

I am so different as a person but my love for FFX hasn't changed. Thank Yevon for the HD edition am I right?

Well, i felt poetic so here is a poem from Paine to Baralai and the basic idea i feel is she would never feel she could settle down and be the wife of an official. She wouldn't mean to but she would hurt Baralai. This is the idea anyway.

Disclaimer: I wrote this poem but all properties of Final fantasy belong to developers an creators.

This night is a sight that can't be unseen,

Crimson and Brown eyes seeing together.

"Tell me your troubles and where you have been?"

But I could just stare at you forever.

XxX

The breeze has a beauty of it's own kind,

The stars just shine and shine brightly tonight.

The moon rejoices , in love we were blind.

But answering now will end in a fight.

XxX

Silence now, my love, just take in the night.

Just let me memorise your face once more.

Because tomorrow , I'm gone at first light.

I will only hurt you, as once before.

XxX

Lone wolf on the mountain, always alone.

My love, my tears turn my cold heart to stone.