OKAY! this will be a completely random fic, but I hope you like it! WARNING: it's depressing.

Disclaimer: I don't own the bestest fanfic source, Prince of Tennis.

Why'd you leave? That's all I want to know. Why? I know it wasn't on your own accord, but, please, I can't stand this abrupt loneliness of knowing you're gone. How it pains my heart, having seen your once beautiful body torn to shreds in the impact of that crash.

Walking down these once familiar halls I'm surrounded by people who have known me and called me a genius, but now I feel... alone. How it is that hundreds of people call myy name, but I feel like I'm on an island in a see of black, forever to be struck by a broken heart.

I loved you, you knew that. Especially when we spent hours in my bedroom, your moans, the way you mewed... I knew you enjoyed the things I did to you. You were the one I loved, the one that took my heart away when you went away.

Sitting next to that hospital bed I was crying tears that seemed to make my heart bleed. Seeing your beautiful face mangeled with scars and scrapes... the fear, the pain. I held your hand close to my heart as you slept. When that line appeared on the screen, I could only plead with you to wake up. Kissing your lips, your hand, I bargained for my life to be taken instead. My words:

No you can't leave... n-not you... please j-just wake up. Please Eiji, you're my world. P-please, anything but this... n-not you please Eiji...

But then you were gone, in front of my eyes, but d-dead. How I cried over your body and how long I waited for the doctor to drag me away... I have no clue. All I know is that my heart was shattered the day you disappeared from my life.

Now a month later, all I know is that now I can't go on living. All I want is for you and I to be together forever. That's when the idea struck me.

Now as I stand here, waiting for that right moment, my lonliness certain to end as the knife plunges into my chest and my last breath, a gasp as my body hits the ground dead. My eyes frosted over as someone will find me.

As I find you, weeping in the after life, take you within my arms and then I know, as I claim your soft lips in a passionate kiss... we will be together forever.

I love you Eiji.

By the way it's in Fuji's point of view and I hope it sounds okay. Please Review or I'l hack into your computers and crash them... don't think I won't because I can find out who ya'll are and do it with no problem!