Im back! Hehe... Sorry I havent updated in so long... this chappie was so hard to write!

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LIGHT'S POV

Im a dirty little whore

L's voice echoed in my brain, his words screaming at me. I clutched him tighter, he would never believe how much I love him, not now.

Your just like him.

I squeezed my eyes shut, tears spilled over and I felt suddenly empty and lonely. "L?" I choked out, my voice was hoarse. My throat hurt as he looked up at me, God his eyes were so irrisistible, so innocent.
"Yeah?" He murmured, his voice was weary, I noticed his normally pale skin was slightly flushed. I gulped, I so needed for him to believe me.
"I - I think - I" I stopped, L was staring at me. "God L I think I've fucking fallen in love with you" I blurted out.

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L couldnt speak. His mouth was dry. His heart was racing. Light was crying, L could feel the tears falling like raindrops onto his pale face as he peered into his eyes. "I'll understand if you hate me L" The teenager said sadly, he closed his eyes. L looked at him, then L sat up straighter and kissed him.
Light's eyes opened, widened for a moment before he kissed back as he sneaked up his hand around L's neck and pulled him closer. He pushed the young detective onto his back and pushed his white top up. His heart sinking as he noticed the purple bruises that covered most of the left side of L's chest. "God I'm sorry"
He murmured, leaning down, he kissed every inch of the bruised flesh. He looked up into L's obsidian eyes, now filled with lust and fear. Light ran a hand across L's chest and began rubbing and lightly tweaking his nipples, L let out a low moan as the other hand went down the front of his pants and closed around his cock and began rubbing him. "Nnngg Li-Light" he gasped. Light kissed his chest and rubbed harder. L bucked his hips upward moaning, the intense pleasure he felt was nothing like he had ever experienced. "Light!" He gasped. Light rubbed him harder pushing L over the edge and making him explode across his stomach, and Lights. "Ah God Light" he gasped, shaking.
"Are you okay?" Light asked, pulling him up and holding him. L nodded, and rested his raven head on Lights chest. "You sure?" Light asked, his voice sounded concerned, almost scared. "Yeah its just -" L paused, and closed his eyes as Light stroked his hair comfortingly. "Its just that was the first time I had ever felt something like that - willingly" he murmured.
Light kissed the top of L's head and put a hand under the detectives chin, making him look him in the eyes. "I'm sorry L - for doing that to you" he said. "Why did you do it?" L murmured "I loved you from the day I met you Light" Light peered at him.
"You did?" Light asked, L nodded, blushing. Light held him tight and kissed his hair.
"I loved you too but I thought you hated me" He admitted. L looked at him. "How could anyone hate you?" he asked increduously "your popular, smart, good-looking "
"Im Kira" Light interupted "And Im not that good looking"
"Light"
"Yeah"
"Shut up and fuck me" L said bluntly. Lights eyes widened, he had never heard L swear. "Are you sure?" "Yes Light-Kun" L said. Light frowned, he wanted to. He wanted to fuck L so damn hard he would never walk again but he couldnt... How could he? After everything?
"Okay"

And he did.

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Hehe... Couldnt resist writing that last bit. Sorry about the lack of lemons in this chapter, they will come later.

Xx Kate