iXavier
A/N: I mentioned in one of my stories about Freddie's autistic-savant brother named Xavier William. This character is mine, and is based on my autistic cousin named William. This story is all about Xavier, and sometimes from his POV, Freddie is narrating mostly though, a lot of Xavier POV as well, and some Mrs. Benson narration. William, however doesn't have ALL, or Tourrerttes', just autism, but I thought this would be better for the later chapters. Seddie implications. Not the main ship or theme.
INTRO
I am trapped.
Trapped inside this box.
I can't breath.
Freddie.
Mom.
That girl Sam.
Why can't I talk to you when I want to?
Why can't I tell you that I know you love that girl?
Why?
Why am I lying here in this white room.
Darkness.
All I see now.
Oh Freddie. How I wish I could tell you all about this.
You're my idol Freddie.
I am sorry.
Sorry for all of this.
--FREDDIE POV--
We heard from Xavier today. His vitals are good. The ALL is waning away. Xavier is 12 1/2 years old, and he has cancer. He also has autism, and Tourrettes' AND epilepsy. Xavier isn't healthy. He was born 3 months too soon. Mom is so overprotective because of this. Xavier is so helpless there. He just lies there, his soft brown hair, and his bright blue eyes.
Why God?
Why him? Why does my little brother have to be like this.
So broken.....
And no one knows how to put him back together.....
--MRS. BENSON POV--
Xavier was my last child. I didn't want anymore after Xavier.
He's so sick. He's so sad to look at.
My baby.......
Freddie....
I don't want him to get hurt.
After all, Sapphyre, Brennan, (he's older than Freddie in this fic) and Bella have all left.
It's just Freddie and Xavier.
Freddie needs to be healthy, he needs to be alive.
I can't stand to lose anymore of them.
--XAVIER POV--
Why are they sticking needles in my arm? Something about a cathetar? Help! Freddie, oh Freddie, where are you? I haven't seen you since my birthday! Freddie......
I hate this box!
It's so small........
I can't breath.......
--SAM POV--
Freddie has a brother.
His name is Xavier, he's two years younger than us.
But only one grade behind us. He's 12 1/2, and I just turned 14, same with Freddie.
Xavier looks different from most of the Benson's.
His hair is a softer brown, and his eyes shining blue rather than chocolate brown.
Xavier was a good kid.
I don't know why this happened to him.
Carly doesn't know he exists.
Every time Freddie and his mom goes to visit him, I go to.
--FREDDIE POV--
Xavier, he's such a sweet boy.
He never hurt anyone, and never ever complained about what's going on right now.
Then again, he can't.
I wish that I could reach into his brain, and fix all the broken switches, and get them working right (paraphrase from the book 'Rules' I forgot the author, but it's a book about an autistic boy as well).
Sam loves him just as much as I do. She always goes with us to visit Xavier.
Carly? You ask about how this affects Carly?
Well, the truth is, she doesn't know I even have siblings.
He's so small........so hopeless.
I hate this.
I hate it that he can't do everything I can.
I hate that he is the way he is.
From the seizures, to the tics, to the non comprehension, to every little thing that happens to him can harm him!
Doctor's say he won't make it past 35.
We can't seem to get through to him.
He's lost forever.
--XAVIER POV--
Where am I?
Why am I here?
I need to know these things?
Where's mom?
Freddie?
Sam?
Sam and Freddie..........
They love each other.
I wish I could tell them I know that.
But I'm trapped inside this box!
Help!
A/N: Ok, tell me if I should go on with iXavier, if you like the idea of Freddie having a disabled brother, and if it should continue, or I should give up on the idea. Review please so I know if I should continue this or stop it completly!