"Sam, I'm heading down to groovy smoothies, wanna come" Freddie asked

"umm" I said, staring at my feet and playing with the hem of my shirt, trying to hide the fact that my cheeks are going red, as I search for the words in my head

"Sam, are you in there" Freddie said waving his hand in front of my face

Oh my god, I'm so freaking nervous, ahhhhh what am I gonna say, Sam stay calm I thought to myself

"Sam"

Oh if I could only say what I wanna say,

"Sam are you gonna answer me"

What use would it be anyway, I mean what would you care if I told you

"Sam, Sam"

Oh my god what's wrong with my tongue, why can't I talk, these words are slipping away

"I….I….uhhh…..ummm" I stutter like I have nothing to say

Why am I so nervous,

"Sam are you even alive"

I guess I'm wishing my life awayWith these things I'll never sayIf I could say what I want to sayI'd say I want to blow you--awayBe with you every nightAm I squeezing you too tight?If I could see what I want to seeI want to see you go down--on one kneeMarry me todayGuess I'm wishing my life awayWith these things I'll never sayThese things I'll never Say.........

"ummm yeah, sure let's go" I said nervously

We walked down to groovy smoothies, but the whole time I stared at my feet

"here's your smoothie Sam" Freddie said walking over and sitting down

"thanks, oh and Freddie"

"yeah"

"I have to tell you something that I'd never thought I'd say…"

Well there you have it, a songfic to things I'll never say by avril lavigne

It's not the best I know