Simply Bella

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Flash back: BPOV (bella)

There it was the on place I had been avoiding since HE left. This place the Cullen's old house held to many memories for me. It has been two years since He left me claiming that he didn't love me no more and He took away my extended family that I loved so much. But for some reason I couldn't bring myself to hate him. It would be so much better if I could hate him. I sighed as the memories assaulted me relentlessly like a video playing in front or my eyes.

End of flash back

Bella walked around the house to the river that ran across the Cullen's back yard and sat down to think. It had not been the first time she had come back here in a long while, in fact she came back many of times hoping to catch a glimpse of Alice or even Rose. But it was always the same they never were there and they never would be. Bella had just turned 20 years old and she was tired of living without him to say his name was to painful just as seeing this house empty was painful but something always drew her back here. Bella stood up she could still hear HIS voice from time to time when she did something very reckless. Bella stood up then and kicked off her shoes and walked closer to the waters edge. Bella sighed almost giddy as she heard Edwards voice in her head.

"Bella what are you doing?" Edward's beautiful voice asked her an edge to his voice he knew what she planned to do.

"Bella don't you dare the current Is to strong for you to swim against!" Edward was angrywith her but that was okay his voice wasstill something she longed to hear. Bella took another step toward the river and taking a breath she dove in.

"Bella! Bella no why are you doing this to me?!" Edward cried out in her mind in almost agony. "Because Edward you left me and this is the only way I can hear your voice once more" Bella thought to herself as she tried to breach the surface of the water. Failing miserably as the force of the water pushed her back down. Bella's lungs burned with the need for air. Bella began to grow tired and cold as she started to black out she smiled to herself as Edward's voice continued to call out to her.

"Bella don't you dare give up swim damn it!" Edward sounded almost pleading but his voice started to sound further away. Bella tried feebly to swim but was too tired. She opened her mouth to say sorry but Bella lost consciousness.