Hatred is such a strong emotion but I feel it so often. I hate my life, it is simple as that. I hate My Lord for making me loose my child, I hate Potter for destroying my Lord, I hate my husband for being a simpering idiot. I hate everything that I know. Well… I don't hate Lucius, I love him but there is nothing I can do about that. I know Lucius loves me but we are both in arranged marriages that have clauses against taking other lovers, that is what I hate the most. Hatred rules my life.