My Mixed Up World



Disclaimer: I don't own anything that is related to or in Stephenie Meyer's Twilight Saga.

Summary: What would happen if Bella found out the horrible truth about her mother's past? How would it affect everyone? Edward? Jacob? Her relationship with her parents? [Bella/Edward Bella/Jacob Bella/Sam] Rated M for Language and Mature Content

Note: Yes, they are a bit OOC but I have my reasons for doing it.


Chapter Two – Broken Heart

POV: Bella

Bells? Are you okay? - Embry

What!? What the hell just happened to me!? I shrieked.

Welcome to the pack, sis. - Same

Oh. My. God. - Bella

I looked down to see two rather small white paws, I raised my hand and the paw moved. What the hell have I become!?

Embry and Quil laughed.

Shut the hell up you two! I shouted.

They both stopped instantly.

Yeah, she is definitely the sister of the alpha. Leah snorted.

Oh no, I don't want this! This cannot be happening to me!

I am sorry Bella but it did. Sam chimed in.

But I am supposed to marry Edward in a few months! What am I going to do about this!? I shrieked, raising my paw and shaking it at them.

They just laughed.

I honestly don't find this funny in the least. I huffed.

Oh come on Bella, we are going to go phase back. Leah, take Bella into the clearing and help her phase. Since you are the only other girl and I honestly don't want to see my sister naked. Sam laughed.

I followed Leah into the small clearing past the trees behind Sam's house and we stopped.

Okay, I am going to phase and show you how it feels. Try to mock it, okay?

I nodded.

I felt her calming and loving thoughts; back when she and Sam were still together, memories of her father… and then she slowly appeared in front of me in her human form.

"Okay, try it Bella." She said.

I nodded and let myself relax and think of all the wonderful things in my life. Thoughts of hanging out on the beach with Jacob, spending the night in the freezing with both Edward and Jacob the night before the fight, riding my bike with Jake. And then I felt myself mold and I was standing on two feet again.

"That was fast." Leah looked at me surprised.

"Did I do something wrong?" I asked.

She shook her head, "No, that was amazing; it took me days to phase back… Embry a week." She laughed.

"Oh, so I did good?"

She nodded.

Then I realized we were both standing here naked and I quickly tried to cover myself, Leah just laughed.

"You might as well get used to it Bella, and if you are embarrassed now, wait until you see a bunch of naked guys." She snorted.

I felt my cheeks burn with embarrassment.

"Emily will have some clothes we can borrow, come on. I promise we can sneak in without the boys seeing."

I followed behind her and we slid in the kitchen door and ran up the stairs and into Emily and Sam's room. Sitting on the bed were two outfits laid out.

"She is a life saver." Leah breathed a sigh of relief.

We changed into the clothes, but I had to dig through and find some new pants because her jeans were just too long and too big for me. I found a pair of really short shorts and pulled them on, I had no other choice. After changing we headed down stairs and Emily met us at the bottom, she kept asking if I was okay and I assured her that I was just dandy.

We walked into the living room, me following behind Leah and when I looked up from the floor everyone was staring at me. I looked around at everyone but when I met Jacob's big brown eyes everything stopped. I couldn't hear anyone else, I didn't see anyone else it was like the world had stopped around us and only me and Jake existed in this time and place. I strong hand shaking my arm brought me out of it. I shook my head to clear my thought but I could only see Jake's smiling face plastered all over it.

I groaned, "What the hell was that exactly?"

Emily laughed, "I know that face."

Everyone was laughing now, except Jake and me. Jake was just smiling at me.

"You imprinted Bells." Embry laughed.

Quil groaned, "Why couldn't she look at me first…" he mumbled under his breath.

"What are you talking about? I couldn't have imprinted…I just can't…" I started rambling.

"Too bad you did, looks like we need to have a talk with the leech now." Sam groaned.

Jake patted his lap and gestured to me, it was like I wasn't in control of myself; I just walked straight over and sat down, cuddling up to him.

"What am I going to do Jake?" I whispered.

"Do what your heart tells you to Bells." He kissed my forehead.

I smiled and tucked my face into the crook of his neck, breathing in his wonderful musky, woodsy pine scent. I placed a small kiss on his neck and I felt him squirm underneath me, wrapping his strong arms around my waist and adjusting me so I was facing him. He placed a soft kiss on my lips but bite my bottom lip lightly as he pulled away.

Sam cleared his throat. "Jake, watch what you are doing around me, remember she is my sister." then he eyed me, I gave an apologetic look. "We need to have a meeting with the Cullens."

My heart sunk and I quit breathing. I have no idea how I am going to explain this to Edward. I mean the wolf part, he might be ok with but the imprint part… yeah, I am dead…beyond dead even, I am buried, six feet under.

I was startled out of my mental meltdown when the phone rang, jumping in Jake's lap. He laughed and pulled me in closer to his chest.

"Hello?" Sam's voice said coming from the kitchen.

"Yeah Billy, she is here."

"Well, I am sure Charlie told you about her father."

Oh god, Charlie, I feel terrible for leaving him like that.

"Yeah, Billy… she is a part of the pack now."

I smiled when he said that and Jake snuck in another kiss.

"Alright, I will tell her."

"Sure, bye Billy."

Sam came walking into the living room.

"Bella, me and Jake will take you back to Charlie's house to pick up her things."

"I can't stay with Charlie anymore?" I asked.

Sam shook his head, "I don't think that would be a good idea. So, Billy offered for you to move in with him and Jake." He glared at Jake.

I giggled, he is already in big brother mode; how cute.

"So, we will pick up your things and drop them off at Billy's then we are going to call a meeting with the Cullens. Because, you know if you don't check in with the leech." I glared at him. "I mean, Edward, then he has the possibility to come looking for you."

I nodded.

"Come on Jake, let's go."

Embry and Quil stood up, "Can we come?" they both asked.

Sam looked at me.

"I don't care, I am sure Charlie wouldn't mind seeing them." I smiled toward the two.

They both smiled back.

Jake stood up from the chair; me still wrapped in his arms and carried me out of the house and into Sam's truck.

Embry and Quil got into the back and I sat in between Sam and Jake. I held Jake's hand the whole way there and when we passed the treaty line I caught I glimpse of a silver car in the side mirror. I squeezed Jake's hand tighter.

"Don't worry Bella; he wouldn't start anything with us. But, we need you to stay away from all of them. Their scent alone will make you go completely bloodlust." Sam said.

"But, I have to talk to him…"

"Not alone you aren't… where you go, we go." Jake said pulling my hand to his lips and kissed it softly.

When we pulled up in front of Charlie's house, I noticed that that silver Volvo had stopped right behind us. Embry and Quil were both in a crouched position, ready to spring if something were to happen. The driver side door of the Volvo flew open and Edward stepped out, the look of pure fury on his porcelain face. I felt my stomach drop and I just wanted to run away, hide from everyone.

Jake squeezed my hand, "Calm down Bella, you are okay."

I nodded, not noticing that my hands were trembling.

Jake stepped out of the truck and pulled me along with him, his fingers laced with mine; Edward stood in front of us.

He looked down at our hands and the fury was now gone and was replaced with sadness. "Bella? What are you-"

Edward was now reaching for me and his scent hit me like a million pieces of glass, slicing away at my senses. I wrinkled my nose and Jake pulled my behind him.

"Jacob, move and let my fiancé go." Edward demanded.

"I cannot do that Edward. It isn't safe."

"Isn't safe!?" Edward exploded, "What the hell are you talking about!? You know I would never hurt her! Let go of her hand so we can leave." He shouted, grabbing my wrist and I jumped at his icy touch.

"Stop, please Edward… just leave." I sobbed into Jake's back.

I couldn't believe this, the guy that I was meant to married and be with for eternity; I couldn't even stand the touch of his hand now.

"Bella…" Edward's voice broke. "What are you saying? H-have you changed your mind?"

"Edward, please leave." I blubbered between sobs burying my face into Jake's back.

Jake shirted at the same time I heard Edward take a step closer.

"I told you it is not safe."

"Why do you keep saying that Jacob?" Edward demanded.

"I know if I move right now the smell of you might make her want to rip your throat out. Not that I would care but it would upset her if she did it." Jake stiffened.

"And what the hell is that suppose to mean!?" Edward raised his voice even more.

I heard growls coming from Embry and Quil. I shot a glare in their direction, "Shut it you two!" I snapped and they fell back.

Sam laughed, "No denying her there, she has the alpha thing down."

"Alpha, what?" Edward sounded confused.

I pulled myself to stand beside Jake; I needed to face Edward when I told him this.

"Edward… I found out some things earlier today that I wasn't really expecting. Turns out that I am not an only child and Charlie isn't my real father."

His eyes sadden. "Oh Bella, I am so sorry." He was reaching for me again and I flinched away. "Please, don't touch me Edward, I really don't want to hurt you." I said through my clenched teeth.

He looked at me confused, "Is anyone going to tell me what is going on?"

I was shaking again and Jake squeezed my hand, telling me to calm myself.

"Sam is my brother… I am Joshua Uley's daughter." It came out as a whisper.

I closed my eyes tight, not wanting to see the pain in his eyes; then I heard him gasp.

"No… I won't believe that."

"It is true Edward, she is my sister and she is a part of the pack now." Sam stepped in; he must have seen the tears running down my face.

"But, if she is… one of you… then way hadn't she shown any signs of the change?" he whispered.

"It may be because she is only half Quileute and with your family just now returning, it may have had an effect on her since she has been practically living with your coven." Sam answered.

Jake let a growl rumbled deep in his chest. "Jake, please." I whispered.

"I don't care what she is. I still love her. Bella, love… I still love you no matter what you are, you know that." Edward reached for my hand again.

I pulled away again. "I was seriously Edward, please don't touch me."

"But…" he looked down to see my hand still interlaced with Jake's, "So, you have changed your mind." Not asking but stating as a-matter-of- fact.

I nodded, "I cannot help what happened Edward…but my imprint is too strong to break."

"Imprint? Y-you imprinted on… him!?" he snarled.

I narrowed my eyes at him, "Watch it Edward…I am using every ounce of my strength to control myself, please do not give me a reason to let my guard down." I growled.

"But, I love you Bella, please we can make this work. I-I will find a way to make everyone work out, I promise." He was pleading now, his eyes full of love and pain.

"I love you too Edward but it wouldn't work. I hope you can understand where I am coming from."

"I still am not happy about this." His voice was cold now.

"You promised to be happy if I was happy, and you promised to let me go if I choose someone else. Why am I not surprised, you are going back on another promise you made me." I hissed.

He dropped his head, "You are right Bella, I am sorry for my broken promises in the past. If you are truly happy about being with him then I will be happy for you."

Edward turned on his heel and walked back to his car. "Goodbye Bella, I will always love you." he whispered and got into his car and drove off.

The sob I had been holding in broke from my chest and I collapsed onto the ground in tears.


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