note- this is a very short update

im soo sorry i havent been updating

im kinda on writers block

but i will be back soon :)

anyway please review

i know very short but it deals with Blair's feeling with whats happening and lily's reaction

thanks again

please review

xoxox

natalie

They walked hand in hand into his home

"Lily?" He yelled
and looked at Blair

They saw her come down the stairs

"Charles! And… Blair? How are you two?"
She said while sitting down
And they joined her

"We're good Lily.. but Blair and I need to tell you something!"
Chuck said

Lily smiled
"Are you two back together! I am so happy… Blair- Charles has missed you very much! Oh have you told-
"Lily we are back together… but we have to tell you something important!"
Chuck said while holding Blair's hand

Lily's smiled dropped
"What's wrong?"

"Nothing Ms. Van der Woodsen.. its just…I'm pregnant! Well… we're pregnant!"
Blair said with a little smile

Lily jaw dropped
And she got up and left

Blair and Chuck looked at each other

"I thought she was going to take it better"
Blair said
and Chuck nodded when she walked back in

Lily walked next to Blair and gave her a cards

"Here's the number to my doctor… and here's a good place you can shop for your little one.. and here-"

Chuck was shocked

"Aren't you mad?"
He asked

"No.. I am not mad just surprised.. but I am willing to help you two.. its going to be my grandchild.. so if you need anything at all Blair like la maz classes or anything you can talk to me! But was this planned?"

"No… but I'm kind of happy that it happened.. anyway I am sorry I have to go.. my dad is coming into town and I have to meet him at the airport!"
Blair said while getting up and looking at her watch

"Ok.. bye Blair! Remember day or night call me!"
Lily said with a hug

"Waldorf need a ride?"

"No Bass… I have to go! Bye love you!"
She said with a smile and a kiss on the cheek
and she scurried out

"Bye B..!"
Chuck said when the door slammed in his face

It was a lie
Blair's dad wasn't coming
She just had to escape
Everything was moving so fast
She couldn't take it
She got into the limo
And headed out

She thought about everything
Chuck
Her parents
This is unborn baby
She wasn't ready for

She couldn't do this
She's only 18
She doesn't want her youth to end
Her life was set out

Graduate
Yale
Marry Chuck
Then have a baby

Not
Baby
Graduate
Marry Chuck
And no Yale

No more club hopping with Serena
Or drinks in the Palace bar
Or limo sex or anything
She'll just stay home all day with the kid
While Chuck is at work

She couldn't do this but she had to
This baby wasn't all that bad
It bringing Chuck and her back together
And that's it
But that was only thing that really matter to Blair
This baby was helping her in the strangest way possible
It's bringing her and her inevitable together for good

She headed out and away towards the one place
Where they're were no worries or stress
The spa

-the next chapter will blair at the spa... and alot of reflecting and she reads chuck's note from before