As I was walking to Shigure's house with Haru, Yuki, Tohru, and Kyo, I realized why I wasn't talking. They didn't notice that I wasn't talking though I wasn't surprised. I annoyed them when I was talking so I decided not to talk at all.

Not talking was easy. My whole childish personality was a lie, so I was happy to not have to act like that right now. Kyo looked back at me with a weird expression, but I simply gave him a childish grin.

"Momiji," Kyo said walking next to me, "I can tell something is wrong."

"What are you talking about?" I asked like I didn't understand.

"Guys," Kyo said stopping, "Go on without us."

No one said anything just continued to walk to Shigure's. I was slightly afraid that Kyo wanted to talk to me alone. I started to tug at my sleeve in hopes that none of my scars and cuts where showing. Kyo must have noticed because he grabbed my wrist and pulled my sleeve up. A silent gasp came from his throat.

"Why?" he asked slowly running a hand over my cuts.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I said pulling my arm away.

"Why would you do that to yourself?" he asked not raising his voice.

"Stop it," I said angrily, "Don't give me any fucking pity or concern."

"I don't pity you," he said looking at me in the eyes, "But you can't stop me from being concerned."

"Just stop it," I said walking away, "I don't need help or concern. Just drop it."

"I'm not going to drop it," he said grabbing my hand, "But we'll talk about this later."

He didn't let go of my hand as we walked to Shigure's house. I pulled my arm away and rolled my sleeve's down. Kyo sighed and opened the door. Kicking our shoes off we saw that everyone was in the living room talking.

"Shigure," Kyo said calmly, "I have to talk to you and Momiji."

"What are you doing?" I asked trying not to scream.

"We can talk in my office," Shigure said confused my Kyo's tone.

I tried to leave, but Kyo grabbed my hand before I could. We walked into Shigure's office. Kyo pushed me down into a chair as Shigure sat on his desk. He grabbed my sleeves and pulled them up to show Shigure. A gasp came from Shigure when he saw. He didn't say anything, but he did go to the phone and call someone.

"Hatori," he said his eyes never leaving my wrists, "Get down here now."

Before Hatori could say anything Shigure hung up and walked back to me. He pulled my backpack away from me and opened it. Fear rushed over me as he started to pull different razors and knifes out.

"Kyo," he said setting down another knife, "Go wait for Hatori then bring him here."

"Okay," Kyo said leaving.

"Momiji," Shigure started when Kyo shut the door, "You're smarter than this."

"How do you know?" I asked back angrily, "How do you know anything about me?"

"Because I know you," he said like it was obvious.

"Ha," I said standing up, "Ya right."

"Sit down Momiji," he said trying to push me down.

"Don't fucking tell me what to do," I said walking out of his office.

"Kyo, Yuki, Haru," Shigure said quickly, "Don't let Momiji leave."

Kyo, Yuki, and Haru stood up and blocked the doors. Anger rushed over me when I say this. Hatori walked in through the door that Haru was blocking and everyone was distracted so I tried to run past Kyo. He must have noticed because he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Hatori," Kyo said fighting my movements, "Do you have something to calm him down?"

"Ya," Hatori said pushing a needle in my arm.