(AN: This is a story I've been working on for the longest. Ideas would be nice if you have any. Hope you enjoy and I will try to write more soon.)

BJ walked around the camp dragging his feet. It was dawn but it was still dark. He kicked a rock and watched it skip across the ground. He hadn't had a good of night sleep for about a month. Peg hasn't written him in about a month. He kept sending letters but there was still no answer.

He was worried about Peg and Erin. There were a million reasons why she hasn't written back, but he didn't want to think negative though. BJ stuffed his hands into his pockets and continue to walk. At least I still have Hawkeye, he thought. He's one the only things that kept him sane around there. He also knew that he had a shorter fuse these days.

He walked back to the Swamp. He saw that Charles was still asleep. He was snoring lightly. He looked over at Hawkeye who was sitting with his face in hands. "Hawkeye?" BJ asked in confusion. Hawkeye looked up at him. His blue eyes were wide. "Nightmare. I'm fine BJ." BJ nodded and sat on Hawkeye's cot. He sat close and their legs touched. BJ knew that he would be grateful for the contact. Hawkeye smiled at him.

"Where were you Beej?" "I couldn't sleep so I went for a walk." They sat in silence. "Let's go to the Mess Tent," Hawkeye said. BJ went to the door and waited for Hawkeye to get his robe. He was worried about Hawkeye. He was having more nightmares. BJ open up the door for Hawkeye. "Thank you." "You're welcome."

Hawkeye walked next to BJ. He was worried about BJ. He hoped Peg sent him a letter soon. He pushed open the Mess Tent doors. Hawkeye went to fix them coffee while BJ sat down. Couple of minutes later Hawkeye sat down with the coffee. He handed BJ a cup.

"So why can't you sleep?" Hawkeye asked already knowing the answer. "I'm worried about Peg," BJ said. "There are a lot of things that could be happening Beej," Hawkeye reminded. "I know but I'm still worried," BJ snapped. "I know BJ," Hawkeye said in a softer voice. BJ bowed his and sighed. "I'm sorry Hawk." "It's okay." Hawkeye wave the apology off.

They sat in silence. Hawkeye desperately wanted to break it but he didn't know what to say. He looked at BJ. He looked back at Hawkeye. Hawkeye hated the way his eyes didn't sparkle with there usual merriment.

"How are the nightmares?" Hawkeye looked back down at his coffee. "There the usual," he said vaguely and took a sip of his coffee. He knew that a lot of his nightmares weren't nightmares. Most of them were about BJ, but BJ didn't need to know that. He knew it was only a fantasy.

"Hawkeye!" He looked at BJ. "What?" "You spaced out Hawk. Is anything wrong?" His eyes lit up in concern. "No just thinking. Let's get back to the Swamp." Hawkeye stood quickly. BJ looked up at him ready to say something but he just sighed. Hawkeye walked out of the Mess Tent.

He stood outside and watched the sun come up. It came up slowly over the mountains. BJ puts a hand on his shoulder. "Are you sure you're okay Hawkeye?" He asked. Hawkeye just wanted to tell him no. He knew if he had asked BJ the same question he would have said fine. "Yeah. I'm fine BJ. I'm fine," Hawkeye answered with his head turned to look at BJ. He turned back to the sun. He wondered if BJ knew that they were breaking down under the weight of their problems.