Sadly, I do not own Naruto. That makes me sad, but what can I do?

Chapter One: Journal Entry

I cringed when you walked through the door last night. I was so hoping you wouldn't come home until I was asleep. I always feel upset every time I see your face and the thought of you touching me makes my fucking skin crawl.

You are always hovering over me and in my space. It disgusts me that you won't just leave me! I know you feel it and can see it, because I make it painfully obvious. I don't know why you force me to say I love you, when I don't. Every time you open, your mouth I wish you would shut it! You always sound like a complete idiot to me. I think you talk too much and you don't listen to a word I say.

I think that what people say is true…'That ignorance is bliss'…Because you are the most blissful person in the world. I wish I had the power to make you someone your not…but I can't.

I hate the smell of your cologne. I used to love the scent of CK one, now I gag every time the scent is near me. I hate that I have become a person, I don't even recognize. I am shell of my former self and that makes me angry. Every time that I think about it, I want weep.

I cannot remember the last time I really laughed and that is just sad. Because I remember, when I used to laugh all of the time and I knew whom really cared for me. Now, I can't tell who really cares or who is here just because you want them here. I am constantly under surveillance by the people you choose and all I can do is submit to your will.

I hate the way you fuck me, because lets be honest you really can't. You fumble around and you lack control. I hate when you breathe on me and moan while you move around inside of me.

I hate everything about you and about this life, but I won't leave you. Because I am connected to you and this life, I have grown accustomed to hatred and I cannot leave. Some people believe it's the money that keeps me here, but it's not. This thing is much simpler than that, it is because I owe you. And it pisses me off, that after four years my debt is still unpaid. I hate you so much and I miss my life.

Fuck, I miss Sakura, Ino, Choji, Shika, Lee, Hinata, Neji, Shino, Kiba, Gaara, Sai, Temari, and most importantly Sasuke. I miss the man I have loved all my life.

You took them all away and replaced them with people like you…who I fuckin' hate! I am in this Ivory tower and I think about hanging myself with those expensive sheets of yours. But, I won't because I am connected to this life and you…

Naruto sighed as he closed his journal, looking out the window into the endless white. For the last four years, Itachi had felt it was best to spend Christmas and New Years in Aspen. However, if you ask Naruto, it was always about business and what was best for Uchiha Inc. Every partner from Uchiha Industries were present, and so were, the people, who's business they wanted or just wanted to keep.

And for the first time in days, Naruto had finally found a moment alone to write in his journal and really take in the beauty. Naruto pouted as he looked out the window. 'It really isn't very spectacular after the tenth time.' He stood as slid his journal under the mattress of their bed. Naruto always tired to be a good little host and it seemed as if the potential clients were always drawn to him. He had become the perfect little partner to Itachi's game of cat and mouse.

Naruto always made sure to play his part well and Itachi loved it. He had turned Naruto into a socialite. Itachi knew that Naruto's charms would always keep him at the top of the food chain. That was why he took away Naruto's friends first, and then added some expense clothes, some etiquette training, and finally built a wall between Naruto and his little brother Sasuke. Not even Sasuke could climb that wall!

Itachi also made sure to make Naruto's leash just long enough so that he would not snap at him. Yes, you heard right, snap at him. To Itachi, Naruto was a well-groomed mutt, with the charm of a thoroughbred. Naruto stood at the window, watching the endless white fall from the sky, when Itachi entered in the room.

Itachi looked as watch while he spoke. "Baby, we have guest and the Johnson's just walked in. I was really hoping that they could meet you before we sat down to dinner." Naruto turned and smiled. "I thought that tonight wouldn't be about business, Itachi?" Itachi shrugged. "I know that this is our vacation, but when business calls. I am forced to answer." Naruto was thinking about the last Christmas he spent with people who loved him...that seemed like ages ago. "The Johnson's…Ernie and Trudy. He owns the multi-million dollar trucking company, right?" Itachi nodded. "I need you to really rein them in tonight." Naruto nodded and thought, 'On with the show!'