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Chicago 1918

Bella POV

He was dieing and there was nothing I could do about it I watched as one by one my whole family was taken by the horror that was influenza. First my mother then my father then both my in laws I know I was sitting at another bed side watching my husband fight for his life it just wasn't fair. Why should he have to die. He was only seventeen we hadn't even had enough time together and know he was being ripped from my grasp after only three monthes of Marriage. I placed my head in my hands and let my memory's over take me to sweep me away from the sickness and sadness and into happier times.

flashback

chicago 1917

I shivered as the cold wind blow against me. I was walking to the park trying to get some peace and quite and not have to hear anymore about that dispicable war that was ravishing the world at that moment. Just then I heard my name being called I turned around and saw Edward Masen running up behind me. I gave him my best glare as I stopped in my tracks and waited for him.

"What do you want Edward." I was seething remembering my conversation with him only hours before were he had told me he wanted to go off to fight in that horrible war.

"Aw Bella you can't seriously be mad at me can you every boy my age wants to go off and fight for theire country."

I felt tears start to prickle at the edge of my eyes as I looked up into the mossy green of his the eyes I loved so much "But what would I do if you die Edward and any way your too young to fight your not even seventeen yet."

He looked at me smuggly " I could always lie about my age"

That was it that was what really sat me off wanting to fight was one thing but to lie about his age so he could go before he should to leave me even faster then he had to. I slapped him across the face as tears were now pouring down my face. I quickly ran past him and to my house as fast as I could I could hear him right behind me I didn't stop until I was at my front door which I through open and rushed up the stairs and into my room I throw my self on my bed and buried my face in my pillow trying to muffle the sobs that rocked my body. I heard him enter my room and sit on my bed I felt his gentle hand on the small of my back and I heard the soft shoushing sounds he was making.

I turned over to look at him with my red rimmed eyes "Don't leave me Edward please I can't live without you. Please your only sixteen don't make me lose you until I have to He pulled me into his arms and I placed my face against his warm chest.

"Shh my Bella my sweet Bella don't cry I'm sorry so sorry please forgive me for I love you my Bella."

I quickly pulled away from him and stared into his eyes the eyes I had known since my birth "You what?" I could barly say the words becuse of the constriction in my heart.

"I love you Bella" He said once again I then proceded to throw my self into his arms "Oh Edward Mansan I love you more then words could say.

He slowly pulled away from me and gently kissed my forehead I will love you forever my dear Bella" he wispered.

I slowly came out of my memory I gave a short bitter laugh well I guess he will never have to go to war now will he for here he lay fighting for his life not yet eighteen. We had been engaged not three months after his confession of love and married three months ago on my sixteenth birthday. The world seemed so mean to take him away from me so soon as we came together to share our life. Just then doctor Cullan came into the room I loved up into the face of the kind doctor. "Mrs. Masan I'm sorry to inform you that it looks like your husband won't make it throw the night. I couldn't take it the doctor was never wrong he seemed to always know when someone was going to die. I leaned over and placed a kiss on Edwards forehead. "I love you my Edward" I wispered as my heart splintered into a thousand peices I got up and walked from the hospital tears pouring down my cheeks I couldn't be there when he took his last breath I just couldn't bare to see his still body without his heart beating.

Edward POV

I woke up after three days of excrucating pain I opened my eyes to see Doctor Cullan looking at me "What happened" He want on to tell me that I had been turned into a vampire and that I would live for all eternity He explained to me about his vegitarin diet as he called it. bu throw this all I could think about was that I would never see my Bella again that she would die and I wouldn't be there waiting for her on the other side. If I could have cried at that moment I would have.

Bella POV A Few months later

I went to his grave the day I turned seventeen as I sat on the ground and traced the letters of his name with my fingers I was pulled back to the day he proposed to me the best day of my life aside from my wedding day.

Flashback

I was sitting on my porch swing looking up at the stars in the clear night sky when I heard the swing move and felt some one sit down beside me I smiled when I felt a warm hand envelope my own I would know the feel of that skin anywere "Hello Edward" I turned to look into his eyes I could see that something was bothering him.

"What is it" I brought my hand up and gently stroked his cheek.

"Bella will you marry me" He asked sliding from the swing and down on to one knee I looked at him with awe well he pulled a box out of his pocket flipping the lid up I saw the most amazing ring ever it was so pretty with a dimond sorrounded by a bunch of little saphires. I had to let out a small smile for everyone knew that blue was his faviort color.

"Oh yes Edward I will Marry you I slide down on to my knees next to him as he took my hand with his own and slipped the ring onto it. I stared at the ring the promise that he was making I looked up into his shining eyes and smiled he bent his head towards me and placed his lips against mine he kissed me for the first time that night as he made that first promise to me.

Tears were know splashing down onto the grass around me and as I looked around at the dusky grave yard I noticed that someone else was there a older woman. she came walking towards me. When she got closer to me I noticed the red glint of her eyes I started to back away but she was to fast for me the next thing i know all I could feel was the most horrific pain of life. When the pain started to fade I opened my eyes and saw the same woman she explained to me what she had down. All I could think was know I'll never make it to see my Edward. I couldn't stand the smell of human blood never could when I was human either so I left my crator and wondered around the country using animal blood to substain me and forever mourning that I would never die and be reunited with Edward.

A/N I hope you like it next chapter will be in the future please review and yes I did take this Ideal from some other storys I have read but I am trying to put my own spin on the concept so sorry if anyone is offened please review that would be great.