Hello there everyone! Welcome to the first chapter of Finding Snow! This is my first fan-fic, and I hope that it isn't too bad...If you have any comments please do say so! Constructive criticism is greatly appreciated!
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach.
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The moon hung high in the sky, illuminating all of Soul Society. The bustling hallways, which were usually full of rushed shinigamis were all empty, and cleared of any noise. The training areas were all deserted. Not a single soul could be seen. The captains and vice captains had long retired for the night, and now rested in their respected rooms. Well, everyone except for one person.
Hinamori Momo.
She sat on the edge of her balcony, her knees gently pressed against her chest, and her chin resting above them.
She sighed.
It was another restless night.
It's been 4 years since the betrayal of Aizen, and 3 years since the end of the horrible, devastating war that came afterwards, but the pain was still there. The nightmares still haunted her mind. She could not yet let go of the past...the feeling of being betrayed by the one person she truly admired and lived for...and the memory of hurting her one and only friend.
Momo buried her face in her hands. Every time she thought of HIM and the horrible things she said, her heart will crumble into little pieces.
"I'm so stupid..." she whispered to herself
Tears rolled down her cheeks as she recollected the memories of that horrible, horrible night.
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She held the note in her trembling hand. Her eyes filled with pain and anger. Tears streaking her face.
"H..Hinamori."
She flinched at the sound of the familiar voice.
"YOU!"
She crumpled the tiny note in her hand. She quickly turned around and pointed accusingly at the young boy in front of her.
"Hinamori?!" his eyes were filled with confusion, and pain.
Her grip on tobiume tightened.
"H...How...could...you Shiro-chan?" she faintly said
The boy was obviously confused at what the the young girl was saying.
"W..ha..t?"
"This...this is all your doing....YOU KILLED AIZEN!!" yelled a desperate Hinamori. "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!! YOU KILLED THE ONE PERSON I LOVED!!"
In less then a second, her sword was turned against her childhood friend.
"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!! I HATE YOU!!!"
That's the last she remembered before blacking out.
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Momo could not help but cry at the memory. All he did was try to help her...and she..in turn, hurt him, betrayed him, pushed him away...
Even after she had awaken from her long coma, all she could do was spit out words of hate.
"I HATE YOU!"
She grasped her knees tighter.
"Why wont' you leave me ALONE!?"
She bit her lip.
"WHY WON'T YOU JUST DISSAPPEAR?! "
A small whimper escaped her mouth.
"GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!"
Why? Why didn't she realize it sooner?
Why did she fall for his plan? Why did she believe his lies? Why...why..
"Why am I so stupid?"
Her actions only deepened the wound that she had caused, and because of her ignorance, HE was gone...
...and she was alone.
Hinamori looked up at the sky, staring intensely at the moon.
"Damn it Bedwetter Momo!"
She tried very hard...
"You're such a klutz Hinamori"
...each and every single day...
"Don't call me Shiro-Chan!!"
...to not think about him...
"I'll protect you."
...but that was something far out of her control.
Tears started to form in her eyes again.
It's all my fault. I hurt you. I caused you pain...It's all my fault. And now you're gone...you left my side, and now I'm all alone. It's all my fault. I miss you so much...
"Where are you Shiro-chan?"
A/N: There goes the first chapter! If you want, Review! As I said before, constructive criticism is greatly appreciated! Ideas too!