"What do we have here then?" Gibbs mused as he watched Tony cleaning the floor.

"A man with a wet cloth in his face if you don't remove those dirty shoes from our floor!" Tony replied. Gibbs frowned. "Can't you see I'm busy?" Tony snapped angrily. Gibbs sat down on the floor and just watched Tony scrub. The whole house was silent except for Tony's washing.

"What did I do?" Gibbs asked.

"It's not about you Jet," Tony replied and continued cleaning the floor. He sat back so he was sitting on his knees and looked at Gibbs. Gibbs saw the bruise on the left side of Tony's face.

"What happened?" Gibbs asked. Tony looked at him and then looked away, preparing to start cleaning again when Gibbs grabbed his wrist. "No Tony, you can't just keep everything bottled up inside, it'll make you explode one day," Gibbs said calmly. "What happened?" Gibbs asked again. Tony pulled his wrist towards his body, trying to get Gibbs to let go. "I'm not letting you go Tony, you're going to talk, and you might as well do it now before you have a breakdown, okay?"

"Maybe I don't wanna talk! Ever think about that?" Tony said angrily, glaring at Gibbs, his eyes were red and puffy and he was on the verge of crying openly. "Now let me go!" he yelled. Gibbs kept a hold of Tony's wrist. "Damnit Jet! You let me go this instant or I swear to God I'll punch you in your face!" Tony growled angrily, his voice was shaking.

"No, you won't," Gibbs said. Tony continued staring at him and all anger seemed to empty from him as he sat down on the floor completely.

"Just leave me alone!" Tony said. He sounded exhausted.

"Tony, I've been gone for three days, how long have you been awake?" Gibbs asked. Tony shrugged. "Don't tell me you've been up for three days straight cleaning?" Gibbs asked. Tony shrugged.

"I went to work," Tony muttered. "No cases," he added. Gibbs frowned again.

"Tony, I-"

"I had a drink," Tony said quietly. Gibbs frowned even deeper. "One drink, then two, then five. I was drunk, I didn't mean for it to happen," Tony said, he was shivering.

"What happened?" Gibbs asked. His heart was hammering against his chest. Had Tony cheated on him? What the hell had happened? "Tony answer me!" Gibbs growled angrily and Tony flinched.

"I was walking home! I swear I was! I was on my way home and suddenly this guy..." Tony whispered as his shoulders started shaking with quiet sobs. Gibbs felt empty.

"What did he do?" Gibbs asked quietly. He felt dizzy, like this wasn't happening. "Tony?" Gibbs asked.

"I couldn't think. I reported it and...I got examined. And...I couldn't call you because...it was so...unreal," Tony hiccupped. Gibbs scooted closer and put his arms around Tony. "NO! Get off of me Gibbs! Don't touch me!" Tony shrieked and pushed himself away from Gibbs. "He raped me! He punched my lights out and he raped me! I can't...I can't handle this! I was going to kill myself, but I started cleaning instead and now I can't stop because if I stop I'm going to go ahead and put a bullet in my brain!" Tony said. Gibbs knew Tony was at the end of the rope right now.

"Tony, listen to me. I love you, you're my husband. You're always going to be my husband and I love you, understand? I love you and I'm never going to let something like this get between us," Gibbs said. Tony looked up at him.

"You don't hate me?" Tony whispered.

"Of course I don't! The bastard that did this however..." Gibbs growled the last part.

"I was drunk! And alone!" Tony said, "You have every reason to hate me, I went to the nearest place where you told me only scum would go! I thought that if I drank, you being away wouldn't hurt so much and I could clean the house and make you happy...I broke all the rules and I didn't even have my cell phone with me," Tony said and sobbed openly again. Gibbs took the chance and embraced Tony, pulling him close to his own body. Tony struggled against him. "LET ME GO! LET ME GO! Please...please let me go...please," Tony sobbed, he was so clearly exhausted about all this that he settled down after a while, sobbing quietly into Gibbs's shirt. "I can't do this...please," Tony whispered. Gibbs kissed the top of Tony's head and rocked him back and forth.

"Ssssh Tony, we're going to get through this. You and me, like I promised the day we got married, we're going to get through this. Does anyone else know?" Gibbs asked.

"No," Tony said into Gibbs's chest.

"I think they should know. They'll work the case and I'll be right here with you," Gibbs said, "We can even go somewhere," Gibbs continued.

"I don't want them to know," Tony said quietly.

"They're going to have to know, Tony," Gibbs said, "They need to know because they're your friends and they love you, but it's your choice and I won't tell them if you don't want me to," Gibbs continued.

"Please don't tell them," Tony said with a sob.

"Okay Tony, I promise I won't. I love you," Gibbs said.

"You do?" Tony asked.

"Of course I do!" Gibbs said, actually a little worried that Tony would think that he didn't love him because he got raped. "Why would you think otherwise?" Gibbs asked.

"Because he touched me. He...he came inside me, Gibbs. He...ruined me," Tony whispered choking back a sob. Gibbs's blood was boiling. "You're mad at me! Please don't be mad, please!" Tony begged, bordering on hysteria.

"Sssh, sssh, I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at him, whoever it was, that did this to you. I'll always love you. Even if we can never be together like that again, I will ALWAYS love you, understand?" Gibbs asked. Tony relaxed in his arms. "Tony?" Gibbs asked. Tony's warm breath hitting his arm was all he got in response. "You awake?" Gibbs asked. Then, he realized that Tony, being as exhausted as he was, had fallen asleep, finally reassured that gibbs wouldn't leave him no matter what had transpired. "That's right Tony, I'm in for the long run," Gibbs said and kissed the top of Tony's head again.

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AN: Pretty horrific thing to do to Tony, don't you think? This is an Idea, basically, and it will probably transpire into something evil and delicious, since it's Tony we're talking about here. God, that guy gets so much crap from me. Lol. Disclaimer: DO NOT OWN! Wish I did though. Gibbs, Tony, me, beach, nudity... *x rated censored thoughts* anyway *shakes head* I'll try and update it as soon as I can. Maybe tonight. MAYBE. R&R. Oh and it's slash, if you didn't understand the whole husband, Gibbs loving Tony thing. So don't go flaming me for your own inability to read the warnings. BAH. Enjoy :D