Here's the next chapter. Hope it's good and hopefully I can focus a bit more on this story now that I'm taking some "me" time. Not gonna focus on anything that isn't me. Hopefully that means I can write some more. Fingers crossed anyways.

I opened my eyes, which felt like they were lead, and had to blink them a few times before they opened completely. Once they were open, I was looking at Edward's face. He looked so peaceful, with his mouth slightly open and a little drool making it's way out. That made a smile appear on my face, before I remembered what happened the night before, and then the smile vanished.

I felt tears start to form and I tried to get away from Edward and go to the bathroom. But I woke him up with my movements and his eyes flew open. He must have noticed the tears, because he pulled me to his chest.

"What's the matter?"

"I just can't believe that she's gone."

"Alice right?" All I could do was nod my head while I let the tears flow some more. "I'm sorry that she's gone Bella. Her and Jasper didn't deserve it."

"I know." And we stayed silent for a few minutes before I realized that Edward knew what happened and I didn't tell him. "Wait, how did you find out."

"You."

"But, how? I didn't tell you anything last night."

"Actually you did. Just not while you were conscious. While you were sleeping, you kept mumbling and crying and that's what it was about. It took me a few minutes to figure out what you were saying, but I eventually did."

As I looked closely at Edward's face, I noticed the dark circles under his eyes.

"Did you get any sleep?"

"Not really. You were pretty restless so that kept me up."

"Oh my god. I'm so sorry Edward. I shouldn't have called you." I said as I attempted to get off the bed.

"It's fine Bella." He grabbed my wrists to get me to stop moving. "You needed me, so I wasn't going to say no."

"But you haven't sleep because I kept you up."

"Again, it's fine. It's not like I haven't gotten less sleep before."

"Are you really sure?" I asked looking into his eyes.

"Yes. Now stop questioning and fussing over me. I should be doing that to you." Edward wrapped his arms around me. I snuggled closer to him for warmth and for comfort. I couldn't help but think it was amazing that Edward came to me, even though I hadn't been the friend he needed all these months.

"Edward, why are you here?"

"What?"

"Crap. That sounded bad. I want you here, but I'm curious to why you came after I've been such a bad friend these past few months."

"Just because you haven't been yourself, doesn't mean I'm gonna stop being your friend. You'd have to kill me to get rid of me."

My eyes widened at his statement. He looked at me for a moment before he realized his mistake and his eyes widened.

"Shit. I didn't even think about that before I said it."

"It's ok." And I put my head down because I felt more tears making there way down my face.

"Bella, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that."

I snuffled then said, "I know you didn't." I truly knew that he didn't, but it still hurt to hear and I allowed myself to cry some more.

Neither of us said anything, so we were surrounded by silence. Edward, being the amazing friend he is, just held me and let my tears soak his shirt. We stayed like that, what felt like hours, but in reality was only about one.

It was when I was attempting to move my leg, that I felt how tense muscles were and decided I should shower.

"I'm gonna get up now and take a shower. Makes yourself at home." I said as I got off my bed to gather my bathroom stuff.

"Alright." Edward made himself comfortable in my bed. I assumed he was going to sleep some more.

As I opened my door, and was about to leave I stopped and turned around and looked at Edward. He was somehow still the sweet, amazing boy that I grew up with. If he had been anyone else, they wouldn't have come when I called them. Now, more than ever, I was grateful that he was in my life.

"Thank you for being here Edward. And for being a friend."

"Always Bella. Always." Edward said quietly. His response made me smile a bit and I knew that, even with Alice and Jasper gone, I'd be ok.

Alright, there you have it. I was having a hard time writing the beginning, but I somehow managed it and then ending is just how I like it. Please review :)