Title: Seconds
Rating: T
Summary: it was only seconds, seconds were needed for her to let her feelings out. Halex.
Author: iheartdotdotdot(Alyssa)
Disclaimer: I do not own Wizards of Waverly Place. All goes to Disney, not me.
Author's Note: Another short one and a little different from the rest of my Halex fics. Hope you enjoy! Oh, and check out 'Until You Are Mine' by Demi Lovato. Great song and an inspiration for this fic. 3

Seconds

She wanted to extinguish her thoughts. Harper Finkle waned to make her thought go away. She hated how they reverberated in her mind over and over again. It was driving her just a little bit insane.

Harper fought her thoughts as they came. She tried to push them out of her head. She tried to not listen to them when they came.

Nothing worked.

Harper Finkle was still madly in love with Alex Russo. She couldn't help it.

Alex was who Harper loved.

The state that Harper was in, couldn't be helped. Harper didn't know how to fight it. She needed to get to Alex. She wanted to be next her.

She loved her. It was impossible to fight.

When Alex was with her, she could breath.

She was okay.

Harper didn't even know how to survive without Alex Russo. Alex was everything to Harper. They had known each other for years, they had survived their most horrible days together.

There wasn't anything that they didn't know about each other.

Harper kept going back to Alex. She always would. it was killing her that she wanted something so out of reach.

Until Harper finally had Alex, she didn't know what she was going to do.

She needed to be with Alex.

"What are you doing?" Harper glanced up from her rootbeer and stared up at Alex Russo.

"W-what?" Harper asked forgetting where she had been only a second ago.

"You were staring at your rootbeer for like, a freakishly long time." Alex told Harper as she sat down next to her.

Harper watched the way that Alex moved. She was going insane. She shouldn't want to be with Alex as much as she did. She shouldn't watch Alex in every given second. "Sorry." harper answered taking a long drink of her rootbeer.

"Are you okay Harper? You have been acting really weird since you got here."

Harper nodded her head even though she was screaming inside. But there wasn't much that Harper could do. She was going to go insane for Alex until she was hers. That would probably never even happen. "I'm okay."

Except for the fact that I love you. Harper bit down on her tongue to stop from actually saying it outloud. She couldn't do that. She couldn't put Alex in that position.

alex was the straightest person in the room. Harper couldn't do somsething like that. She couldn't do that to Alex.

She loved her too much.

"Okay Harper. Well, I have to get back to work." Alex stood up from Harper's table. "Come get me later."

Harper nodded her head as she forced as smile.

Alex walked back off into the substation.

Harper ran her fingers through her hair as she stared back down at her rootbeer. That had been all types of humilating. Alex knew that somethign was giong on. She knewt hat Harper wasn't saying what she wanted to.

They were best friends, they knew each other.

Alex was all around. it was perfect when Alex was around. Harper wanted a world with nothing but Alex.

But there was no way. Harper couldn't figure out how to even start that conversation.

Harper quickly finished her root beer before she stood up. She had to get out of a place full of Alex. She need to get fresh air.

Harper took one more look at Alex before she quickly exited the substation. She had to find someway to fill this hole inside of her.