A/N: hey guys just a short chapter but I just wanted to thank kendrii for helping me with this chapter
Previously: I walk off stage with Edward trailing behind me "Edward" I turn and face him "I have a confession to make, I'm not who you think I am, I usually don't sing, I don't usually join musicals or try to gain attention… well not like this anyway… you knew a girl, a girl I think you loved very much"
I look into his confused eyes, I open my mouth this one sentence I'm about to say could break his heart…and mine "Edward, I …. I'm…"
"I'm…"
"NICOLE!" I turn to see Alice in the door of the auditorium "It's Jasper and Tyrael, their fighting in the cafeteria"
All three of us ran out to the cafeteria to see Jasper on top of Tyrael punching his face to a pulp, Edward runs in and pulls off a struggling Jasper
"Don't you ever come near my girlfriend EVER again, you don't touch her or look at her you piece of dumb ugly shit!" Jasper hollers at Tyrael
"Jazzy, please stop, calm down" cries Alice trying to calm Jasper down, she looks into his eyes and it's as if she's sending a telepathic message of love to him and all the anger and jealousy from his eyes vanished. Once Edward feels a safe change in Jasper he lets him go. Jasper and Alice kiss and hold hands; Jasper sends daggers at Tyrael and walks away with Alice leaving Tyrael with pleading eyes for Alice's attention.
Edward turns to me and looks into my eyes "what were you about to say to me before?"
"Oh… I… it was nothing… I have to go I have musical rehearsals" I chicken out and run away to my safe haven… the music room.
The music room was always a good acquaintance but it was never a safe haven or a room I would… I mean Bella would consider being in if she had a choice, but since the "change" despite it being about appearances and keeping up Nicole's "image" it actually was a room I could call a second home, a place where I didn't have to worry about anyone seeing the real me that's been hidden all these years because I was too afraid that people might judge or that it wasn't part of the status quo.
I can't play any instruments so I just sat at the piano staring at a piece of blank music paper and I started writing…
Verse 1:
This time yesterday we were one
That time today you threw my heart away
You told me we would be forever
Then you left me all alone
Yesterday…
Chorus:
Yesterday, we had it all
yesterday, we were so strong
Yesterday, I gave myself to you…
Yesterday…
Verse 2:
Now I'm all alone,
and you've already moved on
My heart aches for your love
Now my eyes tear because you
me, I can't ever let you go, I wish
we could go back to yesterday
Chorus:
Yesterday, we had it all
yesterday, we were so strong
Yesterday I gave myself to you…
Yesterday…
Bridge:
All my love for you was real
all the smiles and songs were
only for you, you were the one
who gave me strength, who gave me hope
you were my one true love
Chorus:
Yesterday, we had it all
yesterday, we were so strong
Yesterday, I gave myself to you…
Yesterday…
Yesterday X3
That afternoon I went over to Alice's house to study, I went up to her room to see she was crying into her pillow, I put my bag down and lie next to her and hold her.
"Bubs, what's wrong?" I ask
"After school Jazzy punched his hand through a pole it's broken it's all because of me and that stupid Tyrael he made Jazzy angry and jealous" she looks up at me with tears running down her face "He's hurting and I don't know how to fix it"
"Alice, just leave him be he'll come around soon enough, he probably just needs some space to think and clear his head. You two have been together since forever it's been a while since he had some competition. Give him a break."
"Ok if you say so, can you distract me, what were you talking about with Eddie in the auditorium?"
"I was about to tell him my secret about being Bella"
There was a loud crash at Alice's bedroom door, Edward standing there shocked and angry and hurt all at the same time. Alice breaks the silence between us. "Um I think I'm going to leave you two to talk" She walks out of the room and down the stairs, all the while Edward is still shocked and has hardly moved from outside Alice's bedroom door.
A/N: Hey guys sorry for the disappearance and the short chapter. I'm in year 11 so it's a lot for me… I hope that you can bear with me and my major writer blocks, if you want you guys can totally give me ideas and I will give you all the credit at the start and end of the chapter
Love you sexies!
So i kinda wrote that song... sorry its really random... please dont steal it :)