AN: I'm so sorry for not updating but i lost faith in this story. I'm not sure if this what you all want, I'll try to find a path for this story...taking suggestions!! As always I don't own Gilmore Girls and appreciate all reviews!!
Ch 5
Last night falling asleep with Logan was the binst my neck best feeling in the worl. I miss how I fit perfectly into his arms, the way he breaths softly against my neck and tightens his grip during the night. We're having a baby and it's surreal. I want nothing more than to be his wife, his love for life and mother to his children. I know how stupid I was in Vegas, but I was still hurting. The separation from him helped me figure out that he's exactly who I belong with. Smiling at that, I crawl out of bed. Logan already is up and probably showered by now.
"Morning" Logan says as I cross the kitchen on the way. Standing there dressed with wet hair, I miss that.
"Ugh, what is that smell" I state as my stomach flips with nausea.
"Nothing, I don't smell anything" he says pouring some juice before looking around the small kitchen.
"No, there's differently a smell. Is something rotten in there?" I question stepping closer to the refrigerator before feeling the bile rising in my throat. It's Logan.
"Eew get away from me" I state stepping away from Logan.
"Excuse me" he states confused.
"It's you! You reek" I state covering my mouth.
"Impossible I just got out of the shower" he says smelling his shoulder. "Nothing but the aftershave Ace" he states coming closer and I gag.
"Please…Don't" I say covering my mouth and running to the bathroom, leaving a dumbfounded Logan in the kitchen. The smell is worse in there and I can't stop myself from emptying my stomach in the toilet. Morning sickness, I can't stand it.
"You okay" he questions coming to the door frame. Okay, you smell like rotten meat and you want to know if I'm okay!
"NO Aftershave ever" I cry before throwing up again. "No, don't touch me" I cry as I feel him rubbing my back.
"I'm sorry, I didn't think" he says remorseful. He doesn't know. This is all new to him.
"You stink, please wash it off" I plea and he nods. He gets up and starts the shower. I see the hurt in his eyes, but I can't help it.
"No chance on you joining me is there?" he smirks.
"Not this morning or ever if you wear that again" I say grabbing my toothbrush and brushing my mouth clean.
"Better" he question coming closer to me ten minutes later. I'm mixing eggs for omelets.
"Much" I smile leaning up and kissing his cheek. No smells, perfect!
"You cook?" he questions obviously shocked to see me in the kicthen and I nod.
"Well I didn't starve for year Logan" I smirk up at him, "Besides Christian taught me on one of our dates" I add with a wink and he laughs.
"Should I be worried?" he jokes and she laugh.
"No, he knows my heart is yours" I answer.
"I think I like this look, you cooking in an apron" he says wrapping his arms around my waist pressing his body against my back.
"Surprisingly it calms me" I say as he kisses the side of my neck before leaning his chin on my shoulder.
"I have to tell my dad today" he says unsure. Telling Mitchum is going to be hard on him. Mitchum is going to give him hell.
"Want me to come with you?" I offer knowing two people are better than one.
"No, the less stress you have the better, besides you need to go into work today" he says tightening his grip.
"I can be late, Andrea won't care" I say simply. Andrea knows that I'm pregnant and that we have things we need to do right now. She offered two weeks off when I got here anyways.
"I need to face him alone Ace. If I'm going to be a father soon, I need to learn to face my own" he states.
"You don't have to alone Logan, we both did this" I say pouring the eggs into the pan before turning in his arms."If you need me there, I will be" I say placing a soft hand on his cheek.
"Be here when I get back, is all I need Ace" he says softly and leans down. The kiss is soft and gentle.
"Then I will be" I tell him kissing him more. I missed him. No one is going to stand in our way this time. We have breakfast and Logan heads to see Mitchum.
LPOV
"Dad, you have a minute" I question knocking on his door. It's not even 8 yet and I knew this is the only time I could speak with him.
"Come in Logan" he states not looking up from the computer. I don't want to be like him, my child will be the priority, not work.
"I wanted to talk to you about a permanent work location" I state walking in and sitting across from him.
"London, for a certain brunette you vanished with a few weeks ago?" he smirks but doesn't look up. He knows me too well.
"Same brunette but New York" I say and he looks up at me. He didn't see that one coming.
"Andrea made her assistant editor didn't she?" he questions.
"I don't know about that, but Rory is back in New York and I don't want to be away from her" I tell him.
"I was under the assumption that the fling or whatever it was in London stayed there" he says smirking as he leans back in his chair. He's enjoying this. He knew exactly where we went that night.
"So did I, but she came to me with news that affected us both and there is no way in hell she's doing it alone" I state.
"She's pregnant" he says not surprised as I thought he would be.
"Yes, 12 weeks" I say laced with proud.
"And you're sure it's a Huntzberger she's carrying and not a D'Arres?" he questions and I smirk. It seems the almighty Mitchum thought the same as I did.
"Not unless Christian decided he was interested in girls finally" I joke and he looks at me. I only nod in understanding.
"And what of you and Rory?" he questions getting up and heading to the file cabinet.
"We're together, we're staying at a flat she rented in New York" I tell him waiting for the blow up.
"Marriage plans?" he questions looking through the cabinet.
"Not right now, Dad. We don't want to rush things now, we have the baby to worry about and we both changed over our absence to one another, we're taking it slow" I say.
"Logan, I'm not going to tell you or yell at you that I'm disappointed or that I wish this would have happened after you two were married, but things happen. You're taking responsibility for it and that's what counts here. Standing by Rory through this is going to test you more than you can possibly image, trust me on that. If New York is what you want, then so be it. It was planned that you would take over the East Coast division after London, but we'll discuss later on how far you will go" he states taking a file and handing it to me.
"Inside you will find everything you need, prenuptial agreements, custody rights incase you need them and other legal documentations Richard and I discussed when the two of you were almost engaged. Inside you will find the deed to the New York Penthouse from your grandmother. It's not a Huntzberger property we purchased it's been handed down through the Montgomery's. I think Rory would prefer it that way. Give them two months and they can renovate it for you" he says and I stare at him.
"That's it" I say shocked that he didn't yell.
"Not quite…you have to tell your mother and grandfather" he smirks and I laugh.
"Okay, brunch Sunday" I say taking the folder before heading out.
*********
"Ace" I call out finding the door unlocked and it's a good thing, I don't have a key.
"In the closet" she yells casually.
"That didn't sound good Ace" I joke, heading to her.
"Did I miss something?" I question finding her in the closet looking at herself with what seems like a throw pillow under the sundress she's wearing. I guess she's supposed to be full term or something.
"I'm going to be HUGE" she says pulling the round throw pillow out from the dress and sitting on the leather ottoman in there.
"You'll still be beautiful, sexy and I'm going to love watching you grow with our child" I say walking to her and sitting down.
"I don't know if I can do this Logan" she say leaning against my shoulder. I kiss her hair. She's just as afraid as I am, that makes me feel better.
"We'll figure it out Ace, but I guarantee you that we'll be fine. We can do this...together" I say and see her close her eyes.
"My grandparents want us for dinner on Friday" she says and I expected that.
"Well, we have an rsvp at the Huntzberger mansion for Sunday brunch so we should just stay in Stars Hollow for the weekend" I tell her and she moans before throwing herself backwards on the ottoman being dramatic and I laugh.
"What's the medical coverage and available of Fiji? Lets' move to the islands and have the baby, tell them all when we come back" she asks and I laugh before crawling over her.
"You don't really want that do you" I question kissing her bare neck.
"Mmm" she says and I feel her leg wrap around my waist.
"You want to be close to your mom no matter how crazy Emily and Shira will make us" I say continuing to kiss her gently down her shoulder.
"Umm" she responds.
"And your dad, lane and the gang, they all should be part of this" I say sliding my hand down her side. God, I want her again. Three months have been too long.
"I know you're right, but I still don't want to face them" she responds and I kiss her passionately. We stay here on top of the ottoman making out and I really need to feel her. But I won't push her.
"I want you, but not here" she says looking into my eyes. I pull away lift her up and carry her out of the closet and to the bed.
Yes, we'll be just fine.
