Heya, Just thought i'd give you a summery befor we go on.

Jasper isn't popular, in fact his only friends are his brothers, Emmett and Edward. He's given up on his hope on finding love when the excentric Alice Brandon has come to town. Can he convince her that he's the one for her?
Story should contain Love, jealousy, make overs and Loads more!

Don't give up just yet on reading my story, give it a chance. This is a "go with the flow" story so just stay with me please.

Charlie xxxx

P.S reviews are very much appreciated. x

THIS BOY

Emotions, they can control and manipulate you without even a conscious thought. Sometimes they can overpower your morals in ways you didn't think possible. Everything you stand for is demolished; you go against your better judgement and just do what you feel. Believe me... I should know.

I live in a climate of emotions. Joy, anger, jealously, enjoyment, wonder, lust and so many more. You name them, I can feel them. I don't just feel my own emotions changing, I feel others too. It's sort of like a sense. Some people have a gift for cheering people up or being able to tell when something's wrong. But mine is simply feeling other people's emotions.

However, there is one emotion which is rarely ever given off....... pure unadulterated love. There are only a dozen or so people I've come across who have actually given off this type of love. It's the most precious but powerful emotions I've ever come across.

My brother, Edward, has found this love. His life, his love, his Bella. They really are the perfect fit. I don't know how to explain it, (I won't do it justice) but it's like their hearts aren't complete without each other, like their own centre of the universe is... each other.

That is the one emotion I have yet to experience... and the one I want to experience the most.

Everyone's heard of the phrase "You always want what u can't have." Well I think that saying is completely true. I know I'm never going to find my soul mate, many people go through their lives only feeling what they think is love, not the real thing.

The only thing I would ever wish is to love another with all my heart and for them to love me back. That's not too much to ask is it?

Well, for me it is. Recently I realised that love is never going to happen for me. No girl would ever fall for me. I'm not good looking or popular. In fact my only real friends are Edward and Emmet, my brothers and they've got to be my friends. So really, I just keep to myself. I don't play football so I'm not a jock. I'm just me.

I have sandy blonde hair which is quite long (for a boy), I find it hard to keep in out of my eyes. But I'm used to it by now. I have fairly clear skin, with an occasional breakout. (But hey, I'm a teenager, what do you expect?) I was starting to get a hunchback by slouching all the time, not a very appealing quality when you're starting to look like the Hunchback of Notre Dame. I'm also adopted and I grew up in Texas, so I have this subtle southern accent.

No girl has ever looked at me. Shouldn't that tell you something about me? But, I think my main problem is low self-esteem. If I could just be confident with who I am then maybe I could be confident with someone else. Now that's something to work on.

Read some more chapters please, and review Please!!! xxxx charlie xxx

Heya Allie, thanks for all the help x