BPOV (Bella's)

I was wrong about everything. Edward doesn't love me. I don't have a reason to live anymore I thought when I get to Edward room and saw: him and Tanya in the bed I can't take it I just close my eyes and run. I heard him shouting something but I don't want to listen so I ran to my red pickup. As fast as I can I drove to somewhere I don't understand where. In my head was just one image and it was about Edward and Tanya in the bed I can't take it anymore and I stopped to think about everything. ''Why Edward do this to me?'' I thought but I understand that he don't love me anymore. So I have to leave him my life love and don't get in his way. But can I leave my family. I have to leave don't get in Edwards way. But at least I have to say goodbye to my family so I called Alice she understand me. So I called her she pick up her voice was so strange maybe she saw me doing something crazy.

"Bella what's wrong?'' Her voice sound so strange

"Alice please tell everybody I love them everybody even Edward and Alice when we met next time I don't think that I be myself so Alice I love you and goodbye'' I said everything so quickly

"Bella please stop scaring me. What happened Bella please don't do anything stupid"

"Alice I found Edward and Tanya in bed so I don't disturb you and your family" I said quite in god voice "And Alice like I said I don't know what kind of human or not human I will be so don't try looking for me and good luck with your new sister goodbye Alice" I don't want hear her voice anymore so I put my mobile phone down.

I leave my pickup in the middle of forest and run threw the forest maybe a bear will find me and kill me but even better I saw Victoria she get near me so fast that I almost get able to see her. That was my last chance to get killed because I can't live in a world where he isn't with me.

"Victoria please kill me" I saw in her face a shock.

"Why would you like to die?"

"I don't have a reason for living so please kill me"

"What about Edward Don't you love him?"

"I do but he isn't I found him in bed whit another girl that's why please end everything"

"No better I made you like me so would you like to live forever whiteout you love?"

"No I rather die"

"Basically you die at least you heart stop beating" I don't have a chance to say no she already was near me. And bite me it hurt like hell but suddenly she feel in pain too. First I don't understand what happened but than my blood was like poison and they killed her. She's finished but for me it just starts too fell like in hell. Then my eyes closed and before me was only a dark.