Now it's over. The wedding is over. Almost. It's only the wedding party left. The wedding party - to celebrate the wedding couple. If it weren't for Nessie, I wouldn't be here. Why celebrate when you in one way have lost your daughter? But I know she would be disappointed and sad if I didn't came. And I know I've to keep the mask, she'll not get to see how bad this really feels for me. Bella is proud and happy, I can see it in her face. But I also know that she is sad about the fact that our daughter is not going to live with us anymore. But she was better than me to hide it. I tend not to be the emotial one of us, but when it's about my daughter it doesn't matter.

"Edward, come on. We go in now"

Bella took my hand and we walked through the door together. Esme and Alice had decorated the whole downstairs with pink and white roses. In many ways it looked like it did when I and Bella got married almost nine years ago. The wedding couple was already here.

"Look how beautiful she is"

Bella stood beside me and held my hand as we watched Jacob and Renesmee dance.

Look at the two of you dancing that way

Lost in the moment and each others face

So much in love you're alone in this place

Like there's nobody else in the world

"She's happy, Edward"

I smiled.

"I know"

Jacob is going to give my daughter what she needs. He's able to take care of her and protect her. How much I wished that it would be me, I couldn't deny it.

I was enough for her not long ago

I was her number one

She told me so

And she still means the world to me

Just so you know

So be careful when you hold my girl

I thought back a few hours. Just before I and Renesmee would start going towards the altar and Jacob.

"We can make this daddy"

Renesmee laughed and I grabbed her arm in mine.

"Breathe.."

We both stood and concentrate our breathing before we slowly started walking. Rosalie played Renesmees lullaby on the piano and everybody was standing and watches us as we walk towards the altar. And at the front, he stood - Jacob.

Time changes everything

Life must go on

And I'm not gonna stand in your way

When we came to the altar I turned me against her.

"I love you"

"I love you too daddy"

I kissed her cheek and then I took her hand and placed it in Jacobs.

But I loved her first and I held her first

And a place in my heart will always be hers

From the first breath she breathed

When she first smiled at me

I knew the love of a father runs deep

And I prayed that she'd find you someday

But it's still hard to give her away

I loved her first

I turned around and went to the first bench and sat down next to Bella. She grabbed my hand and hugged it with both hers.

"You were great"

She whispered in my ear. I nodded.

"Edward, do you want to dance?"

I was brought from my thoughts.

"Do you? Edward?"

I smiled, but shooked my head. I'm not in the mood to dance right now.

"I heard that a certain lady wants to dance"

Emmett stood in front of us and before Bella had a chance to answer, Emmett grabbed her arm and started dancing with her. I laughed and looked at Renesmee again. She still danced with Jacob, her prince. She looked really happy and that made my heart melt.

How could that beautiful woman with you

Be the same freckle face kid that I knew

The one that I read all those fairy tales to

And tucked into bed all those nights

And I knew the first time I saw you with her

It was only a matter of time

When the song was over, Renesmee and Jacob stopped dancing. They said something to each other and then she started to walk toward my direction.

"Daddy"

She hugged me tight.

"Do you know how beautiful you are today?"

We smiled.

"Do you want to dance with me, daddy?"

I nodded and grabbed her hand. We went to the dance floor and started dancing.

But I loved her first and I held her first

And a place in my heart will always be hers

From the first breath she breathed

When she first smiled at me

I knew the love of a father runs deep

And I prayed that she'd find you someday

But it's still hard to give her away

I loved her first

"I love you Renesmee"

"I love you more daddy"

Impossible.

Song: I loved her first - Heartland