I am standing at the borderline: shadows and sunlight, life and death. I have my mind made up, and I wait patiently for the bell's tolling. Then it rings. Loud in my ears, but it's a sweet sound. It's the sound of Bella's lulling voice. "No, Edward, look at me." I step toward sunlight, a ghost of a smile dancing on my lips. This is it. Bella will ease me to my death.
And then. A force, unbelievable in its strength, hurdles into me. I throw my arms over it, containing it, trying to see what it is. I slide my eyes open. And I see Bella. Then I know I'm dead. And that Carlisle was right—there is a way for vampires to get to heaven. Because there's no way this is hell. If it was hell, Bella would not be here. "Amazing. Carlisle was right," I murmur.
This is the miracle I've been waiting for—something I've wanted to believe, but never really could.
i've gone for too long living like i'm not alive . so i'm gonna start over tonight . beginning with you and i . when this memory fades . i want to make sure it's replaced . with chances taken, hope embraced . and have i told you . i'm not going 'cause i've been waiting for a miracle . and i'm not leaving . i won't let you, let you give up on a miracle . when it might save you . we've learned to run from anything uncomfortable . we've tied our pain below . and no one ever has to know . that inside we're broken . i try to patch things up again . to calm my tears and kill these fears . but have i told you, have i . i'm not going 'cause i've been waiting for a miracle . and i'm not leaving . i won't let you, let you give up on a miracle . when it might save you . it's not faith if, if you use your eyes, oh i . we'll get it right this time . let's leave this all behind, oh i . we'll get it right this time . it's not faith if you're using your eyes, oh i . i've gone for too long living like i'm not alive . so i'm gonna start over tonight . beginning with you and . i don't want to run from anything uncomfortable . i just want, no, i just need this pain to end right here . i'm not going 'cause i've been waiting for a miracle . and i'm not leaving . i won't let you, let you give up on a miracle . 'cause it might save you . it might save you . oh it might save you . it's not faith if, if you use your eyes, if you use your eyes
