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Track: True Romance- She Wants Revenge

The weather was extremely terrible on the Bering Sea. Twenty foot waves were slamming into the side of the boat and the crew was trying its best to haul the rest of the gear before the storm hit its peak.

"Phil I really think you should get them inside," Caiden said, worry oozing out of her voice.

"Two more pots and they're done."

"Are we going to stay out here?"

"No, we'll be heading into port."

"How far are we?"

"We'll be getting there in about four hours."

Caiden sighed before walking down to the galley and waiting patiently for the guys to come in.

Twenty minutes later the door flew open and they stumbled inside.

"It is a major bitch out there," Ryan said.

"You guys ok?" she asked.

"Piece of cake."

Jake gave Caiden a quick look before walking to the shower.

"I'll see you guys later," she said.

The guys followed her with their eyes and saw her walk into the bathroom.

"Woo, you know what those two are going to do," Freddie said with a laugh.

"All of them saw me walk in here," Caiden said to Jake as he pulled her shirt off.

"They already know we're fucking, it really doesn't matter."

Caiden shrugged and kissed him.

Once they had stripped all their clothes off they got into the steaming hot shower, Caiden pushing Jake down to the floor and hovering over him for a second before lowering herself on him.

As their bodies moved in synchronization their tongues met.

Jake pushed the hair of Caiden's face and kissed her everywhere he could.

Caiden knew she was getting ready to peak and without thinking she let out the three words that made any guy freeze.

"I love you."

The words came out filled with lust and truth.

Jake was motionless though. All he could do was look at Caiden. He opened his mouth every other second to say something but it was as if he couldn't find any words.

Caiden pulled back and dropped her head in shame.

"Dammit, I shouldn't have said that."

"Caiden…"

"No, it's ok Jake. I'm just gonna go."

She stepped out of the shower and pulled a towel around her body before walking out of the bathroom.

Jake continued showering, his mind in a haze.

Caiden had just told him she loved him and he really wasn't sure he felt the same way.

Was this getting too serious too fast?

Once Caiden was dressed she went down to the engine room where she knew no one would bother her. She cried, she punched a few walls, but mostly she just cried.

She shouldn't have said that. She knew he wasn't ready to hear it just came out like word vomit. Now her relationship was at risk and it was all because of those three stupid words.

"Uh! I'm such an idiot!" she yelled.

"Uh! I'm such an idiot!"

Josh heard as he walked by the engine room.

He took a step back and opened the hatch.

"Hello?"

Caiden poked her head to where he could see and he noticed she was crying.

"Caiden? What's going on?"

"I told Jake I loved him and now he hates me."

Oh boy.

Josh climbed down and pulled Caiden into a hug.

"I'm sure he doesn't hate you Caiden."

"You should have seen his face Josh. He couldn't say anything at all."

"He was surprised. I'm pretty sure you're the first girl to ever tell him they loved him."

"I shouldn't have said it."

"Isn't it better that it's out there?"

"Not if it's going to fuck up our relationship. Jake and I are sensitive enough with each other. One bad move and we'll set each other off and end what we have. I really think I may have done that."

"He's not going to break up with you because of this Caiden. You need to talk to him."

Caiden sighed.

"Is he already out in the shower?"

"He's in the galley."

Jake sat quietly in the galley while the rest of the crew talked loudly while playing cards.

When he saw Caiden stand in the doorway he immediately got up and pulled her aside.

"We need to talk," he said.

"Yeah, we do and I'm going to go first." Jake listened intently as she started to talk. "Jake what I said in there is the truth and how I really feel. I know you've probably never heard a girl say it before but I just had to. I'm sorry if I put you in an uncomfortable position, I promise I never meant to do that. I just can't have you upset."

"Caiden, I'm not mad." She let out a sigh of relief and smiled. "But I think this is moving way too fast."

The smile on Caiden's face quickly disappeared.

"What are you saying Jake?"

"I think we should…"

"Don't say anymore, please. If I knew this was how it was going to turn out I would have never said it but if you're willing to throw it away because I was honest that's fine." She turned and started to the wheelhouse. "I should have never expected anything real from you Jake Harris, too bad I did."

She finished her way up and Jake knew better than to go up and follow her.

He had once again royally screwed up, surprise surprise.