I'm Scared
I'm scared it might come back
I'm scared I might die
I'm scared I will leave Ella and Elizabeth alone.
I'm scared I'll miss Ella's first word, first step, first day of school
Why did this have to happen like this? Right now?
I don't understand why God would do this to me.
I don't want it to come back.
I don't want to die
I don't want to leave Ella and Elizabeth alone
I don't want to miss Ella's first word, first step, or first day of school.
I don't understand.
Why me?