My Musical Inspiration

By:

CelestialStorywriter

Summary:

Yet another series of Scrubs drabbles that are inspired by songs. I couldn't help myself, I love music too much. Sucky summary. Many pairings, and many themes.

NOTE(s):

Some lyrics from the songs the chapter is based on will appear in each chapter.

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Medicate

(Breaking Benjamin)

Dan never spoke to anyone about it, never did. Who would? Nobody wants a little brother who's a drug addict. So, as he sat in the hospital room chair, staring into the lifeless blue eyes of his younger sibling. His Johnny, his little bro. The person he constantly made to look like the better of the two brothers, when in reality it couldn't be more opposite.

JD just stared back, his pale face showing no emotion, something more and more people started to notice recently. He knew Dan knew about his problem. He suddenly smirked in a very un-JD-like way when Dan opened his mouth to speak. The drugs were really changing him.

He knew what Dan was going to say. The same thing all the doctors told him every time he stepped foot into a hospital after yet another crazy night. That he was making himself incomplete by doing this.

"I'm already incomplete." JD said before Dan could speak. He looked vaguely amused, and his blue eyes grew icier than usual. Or, at least what was usual for him now. Dan looked away. It was only months ago, but it feels like years. Back then, only when JD was angry or disappointed in you, he would use his frost-like eyes to his advantage. His gaze was the kind that made you freeze up. But now, he gave everyone the same look, even Turk and Carla.

Indifference. Coldness. Detachedness. Uncharacteristic cunning. He only took interest in you if he wanted to use you.

It killed Dan inside to see his normally hyper little brother like this. He didn't even know how it happened. Turk had said that something had happened… that JD saw something… and he just wasn't the same.

Unfortunately JD had found sanctuary in drugs. And only Dan knew. As far as anyone else knew, JD was getting over it (whatever it was) wonderfully. JD was getting over it, yes… but with the worst kind of help.

"And looking by your empathy…" JD drawled, stretching stiffly as he sat up in the hospital bed. Dan dragged his eyes to the floor, suddenly finding his shoes very interesting. He couldn't bare to look his little brother in the face, because he knew he'd see a triumphant smirk there.

"…I know you will cover me."

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A/N: Am I the only one who's in love with Dark!JD? xD I mean, bajeezus… Review, please!