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Chapter 24

They were lying in bed for the night. Sonny hadn't given anyone any answers. She hadn't gone to the So Random! set at all, and she hadn't laughed in a while. They had come home in a silent car ride.

"So what are we going to do?" Chad asked after a small silence. Chad was lying leisurely and Sonny's head was on his chest.

"I told my mom," Sonny said. She turned on the bed looking at Chad.

"And?"

"She didn't tell me to take the job, but she did say that if I didn't get a job soon I would have to go back to Wisconsin."

"Do you think you should take it?"

"No, but I don't think they should fire Tawn either."

"Do you want me to talk to Marshall?"

"No, but, Chad," she paused looking into Chad's eyes. He reminded her once more of the reasons she loved the boy. "I don't want to leave. I want to stay here, with you."

"I'd love you to stay, too, Sonny, but you're only seventeen. I'm only eighteen. We aren't suited to be living together. You need your mom, I know you do. Maybe you could look for a movie deal?"

"I don't want to be anywhere but So Random!" Sonny exclaimed. "I'll be eighteen in a couple of months. Chad, I don't want to go back. I need Hollywood. This is…"

"Your home. I know. But I think if you don't need your mom, at least your mom needs you."

"Do you not want me to stay?" Sonny asked incredulously, "Because you're making this extremely hard for me to stay."

Sonny sat up in the bed, staring down at him. Her eyes showed her emotion, and they told him just how much she wanted to stay.

"Sonny…"He said softly. He got up in the bed on his knees in front of her. "Of course I want you to stay, but I don't always get what I want."

She tore her eyes from his gaze. She got off the bed abruptly. Chad didn't nothing but stare at her.

"What ever happened to all the stupid Chad Dylan Cooper quotes? 'Chad Dylan Cooper doesn't do love?' 'Chad Dylan Cooper is never wrong' 'Chad Dylan Cooper gets whatever he wants.' Whatever."

"I've grown up."

"From what? A seventeen year old then you turn eighteen and suddenly everything's different?"

Why did girls have to be so emotional? No one knew. But Chad wasn't about to let this fight get in the way of this relationship. He wasn't about to let her burst into tears either. And he definitely wasn't about to let your walk out of this room.

Chad got off the bed and walked towards Sonny.

Chad took Sonny's hands, and he looked her in the eyes.

She slowly began to feel herself fall under his spell. Her eyes would glass over with emotion, and her knees would lock, but her feet still wobbled. His touch made her shiver.

His hands moved to her cheeks and his thumbs rubbed circles on her cheeks. His face bent down towards her lips and right before they made contact Sonny pulled away.

"No," she said louder than necessary. "I don't want to kiss you. I want to fight with you."

"You want me to fight?"

"Yes."

"I'm not going to fight over something so pointless."

"Something so pointless?" She screamed, "This is whether I'm moving or not, Chad. This isn't pointless. This is me decided whether or not my life is still here," She whispered, "With you. Or whether I move back hours away where I will never see you. This isn't pointless, Chad. This is my life on the line."

"Don't be so dramatic."

"Dramatic?" She asked quietly. "I'm being dramatic? Of course you would know." She said sarcastically, "I…I don't want to leave you, Chad. But you're practically pushing me away."

She paused, turning towards the door. As she looked at the floor she asked the most pressing question she had asked to this day, "Do you even still want me?"

Sadly, Chad had to pause. To him it seemed reasonable, the question had startled him. So he had to take at least a minute or so to take in what she had asked. However to Sonny, it seemed more of a conformation, than anything else. He must not want her anymore.

"Of course I want you," Chad whispered after a short moment. "I'll always want you."

"But you want me to leave?"

"No! It just might be better for your mom."

"Well," she wondered aloud, "What's better for you and me?"

Sonny scrambled out of the door, making her way down the long stair case that led to many other rooms. She hid in the first one she came in contact with. She shut the door quietly and leaned against it dropping to the floor. She stuffed her head in her hands letting the tears fall.

Was she being to dramatic? Was Chad right? Had she blown it up to be something huge out of something so small? It seemed big to her, but yet so little to him.

She heard his foot steps running back and forth through the house. He sang her name softly through his lips. His voice was filled with emotion. His voice, she could tell, was filled with guilt. As if he'd made some wrong move.

Every once and a while he would whisper out helplessly that he loved her. This only triggered her emotions more.

She banged her head on the door in frustration. This sucked. She didn't want to live like this; she wanted a carefree life with her mom and Chad in Hollywood.

"Sonny are you in there?" Chad asked knocking his hand on the door.

She opened her mouth to answer but only a hoarse groan came out.

"Sonny?" he asked again.

"Yeah?" She asked quietly.

"Can I come in?"

"I guess," she said as she moved away from the door.

He opened it slowly. He looked down at her and instantly bent down next to her like someone would with a little kid.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?" She croaked.

He paused.

"For hurting you."

"You didn't do anything wrong."

"Sonny, I want you here. So badly. I love you with all of my heart. I want to live with you; I want what's best for you. I want what's best for us. But I can't help but want what's best for your mom. I'm sorry."

"I just don't want to go back, Chad."

"I know you don't."

"I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should take the job or not."

"How about you and me both go into Marshall's office tomorrow and talk to him about options maybe they can hire you if you promise to help get Tawni back on track or something?"

"Do you think so?"

"It's worth a try."

"How is it that you can always know just what to say? Its impossible to be mad at you for to long."

"I'm Chad Dylan Cooper," He said cockily before they both burst into fits of laughter.

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