Hi everyone! I'm pretty good with the updates nowadays, huh? I dunno. I guess I'm really into it. I don't know if I'll have the time soon though. I'm pretty worried I might not have any spare time left. But not to worry. I'm going to finish this story. Maybe it'll take me ten years, but this story WILL be finished. I promised that I would finish TOSOH and AWUAS and I DID. So guess what? Imma finish this one as well. If you like it or not.

So I'm back with an update. I promised that if you had any questions, I would answer them, and so I will:

VampiresandHorses4ev3r asked me if it was a coincidence that the last few chapters always ended with Bella and Edward saying 'goodnight'. I'll tell you: It is. I didn't plan on them telling each other goodnight and you will notice this chapter not ending the same way. I did, however, want to finish the chapters with their conversation on the phone. I wanted to show how they were growing in their 'relationship' and how they start to make it a daily call. But I won't say too much on that subject.. It'll be a surprise later.

And yes, I know that a lot of you thought Bella was the blind date. I know. That was exactly my plan. See, first I thought about it.. But then later I thought that was too cliché. Maybe it still was a little cliché, but I liked the thought of Jess and Edward going on a date. I want Bella and Edward to meet in their own time in their own way. You'll find out what I mean by that.

Now, I don't have a lot left to say except that, regretably, Twilight isn't mine. *Sniff* How I wish it was... But don't we all?

I'll race you down. (:

BPOV

I was so hungry.

"Jess?" I called as I entered our apartment. "Did you make dinner?" I just came back from the gym with Rose. We had such a great time again. I really liked her and I hoped we would continue to be friends. She told me a little more about her family again and I hoped I would meet them all one day. Her friend, Alice, seemed great. I've heard so many stories about her and I was dying to finally see the face that matched the name.

Jessica came out of her room. "No, didn't feel like it today." Too bad, I didn't feel like cooking either. "I was thinking we could just order in?" I told her it seemed like a great plan to me, so we decided to order some Chinese food. It would be here in 40 minutes. It seemed like such a long time to me – I was that hungry – so I decided to take a shower in the meantime.

I washed my hair and freshened up. When I'd put on some clean jeans and a t-shirt, the phone rang. My phone.

"Hey Bella, it's Rose." Huh. I just saw her earlier today, what does she want? We discussed everything we could possibly discuss (that couldn't possibly be true, since it seemed like we could never stop talking, the words kept on coming) this afternoon.

I greeted Rose and asked her if everything was fine. She told me it was. "I was just calling you to ask you something. I'm going out for drinks tonight with Emmett, Alice and my brother, Jasper. I was just wondering if you'd like to come? I figured you might like to meet them, since I've told you so many stories about them.."

I immediately agreed. I did want to meet them. I didn't know if I would be the third wheel, with two couples together, but I didn't mind. I'd find out later. She gave me the time and place and I promised to meet her there. On time.

Our Chinese food was finally delivered. I was starving and dug in immediately. Jess joined me. We were sitting at the table together silently. "So how was your date last night?" I referred to the blind date Jessica had yesterday with Tyler's friend from work. It was all pretty stupid. Lauren had a date with Tyler and Jessica had a date with some random guy. He canceled on her, though, which pretty much bummed Jess out to no end. Lauren decided to stay home, too, if Jess was. But Tyler managed to bring a date for Jess, so they could all go.

Jessica looked at me. "Oh, it went fine." She didn't elaborate. I wondered why not; most of the time she'd go on and on about her dates. Up to a point where I just stopped listening.

I didn't let it go yet. "What was he like?" Normally I wasn't really interested in her dates. When she told me about them, all she did was brag about how much the boy was into her and how she only kissed him because she felt sorry for him. I didn't really know what to think about that. As a friend, Jessica was great! She could act a little selfish sometimes, but I knew she loved me. As a girlfriend? Not so much. I think she had problems with commitment. I understood a little. She was just a beautiful girl, used to attention. When you're used to flirting with cute men all the time, it's hard to let that go. I think. I don't really have any experience with that.

So I didn't know why I kept asking her questions about this date. I should have been glad she wasn't trying to brag about her date, or going on and on about how awful or how cute he was. Or how in love he was already. I think I kept asking her questions because she was so reluctant to answer them.

Jessica didn't answer my question immediately. "He was cute." She answered. I thought he must be really nice, because Tyler's such a great guy. But because she didn't tell me anything, I suspected otherwise. I was so curious! I wanted to know what happened. Maybe I should ask Lauren?

I couldn't let it go yet. "Nothing more?" I asked suggestively?

Mm! That piece of chicken was delicious! What kind of chicken was that? Oh right. Jessica. Never mind the chicken now. I'll find out about that later..

Jessica was silent again. "No." She answered. No? Cute, but nothing happened? What?

I was surprised. "No? Why not? Didn't feel like having a romance, did you?"

Jessica got up and seemed mad. "I did! Okay? I wanted him and he didn't want me! Can we drop it now?" She shouted at me and ran into her room. Oops. I think I screwed up a little this time. And so did her date last night. Why wouldn't he want to date Jessica? I mean, she can be selfish and whiny, I know, but she's a great girl. Plus, Jess wouldn't have been selfish and whiny on the first date. She knew how to get a guy. Unlike me.

He must be crazy. She's gorgeous. Blonde, skinny, tall, but not too tall, blue eyes. Classic beauty.
Maybe he wasn't really into gorgeous women, because he was ugly? But no, that couldn't be true. Jessica said he was cute.

I guess it would always be a mystery to me. And to Jessica as well. She seemed devastated. I felt like I needed to comfort her a little.

I grabbed my bag and coat and walked out of the apartment. There was a store close by. I rented a DVD; The time traveler's wife. We both loved that movie and cried at the end. After that I went to the store and got a big bucket of ice cream.

When I came home I knocked on Jessica's door and entered without waiting for her reply. I found her lying on her bed, her eyes red from crying.

"Jess, I'm so sorry about before. I am. I shouldn't have asked all those questions. I should have realized you didn't want to tell me." I really did feel sorry for her. Nobody liked being rejected and it must be an even bigger shock to her. She's always loved. "I'm sure that guy is crazy. And if he doesn't see how wonderful you are, then he doesn't deserve you Jess."

Jessice smiled. "Thanks." She said. "But I don't know about all that. I keep asking myself why he wouldn't want me? I did all the things I usually do and he didn't respond to any of them! Normally they throw themselves at my feet when I act like I'm not interested."

I didn't tell her that I thought that maybe that was the problem. Some guys weren't into playing games. Maybe he liked to be straightforward. But I knew she'd be upset if I told her what I was thinking, so I didn't say a word.

"Jess, want to watch a movie? I bought ice cream…" I saw her eyes light up. Ah, Ice cream was a miracle worker. She followed me to the living room and we watched the movie together.

We grabbed a spoon, and just dug in. I could tell this took her mind of things. Who could think about some lousy date with an average man when you're watching Eric Bana?

"Bella?" Jessica said when the movie was over and we were all cried out. "Thanks. I really appreciate it." I didn't have to ask what she meant. "You really are a great friend."

I smiled and gave her a hug. "Likewise." I told her. "But, I'm going to change. I still have to go for drinks with some friends." I acted like I didn't want to go, to please Jessica, but I wanted to go badly. Rose told me she'd meet me at the bar at ten thirty. It was ten fifteen now. I had to hurry.

I put on some great jeans and my favorite top and headed out. "Bye Jess!" I called as I walked out the door. I heard a faint 'bye' from Jessica and walked away. If I didn't have any problems, I'd make it on time. I was horrible at being on time. Everyone who knew me, knew that I'd always be running late. Sometimes, when Ange and me went to dinner, she made reservations at eight-thirty and would tell me that she made reservations at eight. That way I'd be early. One time, I actually managed to be late even when she told me the reservations were earlier than they were. But I totally had an excuse! I couldn't find my top!

I wouldn't say I ran to the bar. It was more like… Okay, I ran to the bar. I can't describe it any other way. It wasn't exactly walking fast. I was definitely running. But on the upside; I'd make it on time. At 10:33 I arrived at the bar. It wasn't exactly on time, but no one would accuse me of being late, either.

I saw Rose sitting at the bar and went to her. "Rose, I made it!" She turned around, noticed me and gave me a big hug. Emmett recognized me as well, I'd already met him twice, and gave me a hug as well.

A short, stunning, black-haired girl appeared at Rose's side. "Rose, who's this?" She asked, while looking at me, trying to place me. I didn't have to think long about who she was. Alice. She looked exactly the way Rose described her.

"Hi, I'm Bella." I said, introducing myself to her. "I've heard a lot about you." Alice seemed a little puzzled, still not knowing who I am. It didn't surprise me. "I've been going to the gym, with Rose. She told me you'd rather spend time with her brother than with her." I added a wink, letting her know I was only kidding. Normally I wasn't like this with strangers, but Rose had told me so much about them, I felt as if I knew them already.

Alice got it. "Oh, you're the new me! Yeah, I remember now. Rose told me a lot about you, too. Except, obviously, your name. It's so great to finally meet you!" I told her likewise, before she pulled me into a hug. I admit; I was a little surprise, but she made me feel welcome, so I wasn't complaining. "I feel like we're great friends already!" Alice told me, and I laughed. Yeah, I felt that way as well. Apparently Rose talks a lot.

Alice took my arm and dragged me somewhere else. "If you've heard so much about us, I think it's only fair you meet Jasper, as well. My boyfriends and Rose's brother." I nodded and told her I'd like that. Alice guided me to a blonde god. Good lord, that man was good-looking! I shouldn't be surprised.. It's not as if his sister's that ugly. But I sure hadn't expected some god..

He introduced himself to me. "Jazz, this is Bella." Alice said. "She's been going to the gym with Rose so that I don't have to go. That way I can stay with you." She said, and she pulled his arms around her.

Jasper smiled. "Well, that's really nice of her. Thank you Bella, for making sure my Alice doesn't go anywhere.." He said with a wink, which made me laugh.

"My pleasure." I assured him. "Wow, you're all exactly like Rose told me you would be. It's kind of funny to finally see the faces that match the stories!"

They told me the same thing. Rose had been gossiping about me the last days and they were curious about me, as well. They didn't know I'd be coming tonight, though. I was really flattered Rose had been talking about me, as well. Because she hadn't said anything bad. I know; shocking! A girl, talking behind her friend's back and doesn't say anything mean? Call the newspapers and let them know that yes, it DOES exist.

I had so much fun with them that night. I got to know Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rose much better. I learned that Alice was always cheerful and planned every trip. Emmett was the teddy bear. He was huge and he could be scary if he wanted to, but he was the sweetest guy I've ever met. And so much fun to hang out with! He was hilarious! Jasper didn't say much, but when he did he either made laugh really hard, or made me think about a serious subject. You could tell that he was always thinking about something when he didn't say anything. He didn't have to say much, Alice would always talk for him. It was adorable to witness, but it made me lonelier than I've ever been. Two happy couples very much in love and one single girl. Sometimes I felt weirdly out of place and I wished there would be someone out there for me, to give me what they already had.

It was a fun night, though. Yes, I felt lonely at times, but they made me feel so welcome. I would love to hang out with them again, sometime. I wanted to join their group, but I knew I could never truly be one of them, even though they made me feel like that. They were all family and I couldn't be their family. So even if I'd know them for years and years, I wouldn't truly be one of them. But that's okay. They were nice to me anyway. And I would love to get together another time. Preferably soon.

When I came home, Jess was already sleeping. I assumed she would be, since she wanted to forget everything around her for a while. I understood. That didn't mean I wanted to sleep, too. I was very much awake. The only reason I left the bar, is because the bar was closing. After we'd all said goodbye I walked home. Alice asked for my number as well and asked me if I would like to get together sometime again. I told her I'd love to, if she can spare some time away from Jasper. If I were her I'd never leave his side, afraid some other girl would steal him away. Not that any of them could, Jasper was very much in love with Alice. Plus, if he'd screw up, Alice would make sure he'd pay. I could tell.

I was just drinking a glass of water, deciding what I should do next, when the phone rang.

EPOV

Sunday. And again I had absolutely nothing to do. I promised mom I'd come help her decorate her living room, just so I'd have something to do. I was thinking that maybe Emmett would come help and maybe Jasper and Alice. Rose would never do something like this, of course. She'd help decorate it, but she would never help pushing the furniture around. That was what Emmett was for, wasn't he?

So I helped out. I found out Emmett and Jasper didn't help, I had to do it all by myself. I was so tired when the night finally came. Rose called me at eight, asking me if I would like to come with her, Emmett, Alice and Jasper for drinks at our usual bar. No thanks. I was tired. I needed sleep. Plus, I'd just be the third wheel. Or fifth wheel.

Rose assured me I wouldn't be, that she invited her friend from the gym. Yeah, I was so not doing that again. I'm not doing two blind dates in one weekend. Seriously. Maybe I would've gone later if the other girl wasn't there. I liked hanging out with my family, even though they made me feel lonely sometimes. I loved them, really, but they were all so much in love. I couldn't stand it, because I was alone.

But no blind dates. Last night had cured me from them forever.

At two-thirty my phone rang. "Edward you moron! I can't believe you didn't come! I know you're my brother and I love you, but you're stupid! You missed out on a great night!" Alice was yelling through the phone. I could tell she had a little too much to drink. Wasn't it Jasper's job to prevent that? "Your sister's right Edward! You should've come douche!" Ah, now I knew why Jasper didn't stop her. He was pretty wasted, himself.

I tried not to be too crabby, since they woke me up. "Ah, you know I don't like to be the third wheel Jasper, Alice. I like to leave you two couples to it." This wasn't the reason I didn't show up though. Not only was I tired, I didn't like being set up, as I experienced again yesterday. I needed to find someone, soon. Before everyone tried to set me up with all the crazy women in the world! "Besides, I need to work tomorrow. Don't you?" I tried, knowing he never cared about that, nor did I for that matter.

Alice didn't say anything, but Jasper responded. "Ah PUSSY! That's bullshit man and you know it. Besides, you wouldn't have been the third wheel, Rose invited some new girl. She's hot man, like way hot. Nice too. You would've hit it off right away! I'm pretty sure.." He really was wasted. I heard Alice slap him in the background and Jasper asking "What did I do now?" Like he didn't already know. When you're dating Alice, you're not allowed to look at other girls. Even though Jasper would never give up Alice. She's the love of his life, I suppose. Couldn't stop talking about her when they started dating. I had to stop him a couple of times and remind him she's my sister. I don't really want to hear those stories.

"Yeah well, no thanks man. I'm pretty sure I can find a girl on my own." I told them. They didn't believe me though, and I was too tired to try to persuade them. I hung up the phone and tried to fall asleep again. Of course I was wide awake now. What if I'd gone? Maybe I really would have liked that girl. Jasper seemed impressed by her. And of course Rose was, too. I didn't know what to think.

Maybe I just couldn't find love? Maybe it wasn't meant to be for me. I was destined to be single forever. God, please don't let it be so..

I needed to talk to someone about this. I didn't know what to do with myself. I thought of calling my family, but they were all drunk and they wouldn't understand. Tyler? No. Mike? Hell no. And then I knew the perfect person to call. Yes, she would understand.

She answered after a couple of rings. "You again?" She asked, her voice playful, not even bothering to answer with her name anymore. It made me smile a little.

"Yeah." I said. "I just… I needed to talk to someone and you're the only one I wanted to call…"

Aaw, see what I meant up there? Bella and Edward need to form some sort of 'friendship' first. I liked that idea. I don't want them to meet too soon, because the story will be stuck if they do. That's not what the story's about. It's about finding love in an original, unexpected way. Maybe just friendship, I don't know. But it's not about how great Bella and Edward are together and about their relationship being perfect. I don't like that.. And I don't want my story to be just that. But of course you'll get some Edward & Bella lovin' along the way! Don't worry about all of that! You know me, don't you?

Again, tell me everything that's on your mind! Loved it/hated it? I wanna know! And please please please, with a cherry on top, tell me how I can make this story better! I don't pretend to be perfect and I really wanna learn from you! I know there are a LOT of talented writers out there that could teach me a few things. So if you have any tips, suggestions? Just let me know. I'd love to hear them!

I hope I'll be able to update soon, but we'll see. I don't know if that'll work..

Lots of love to everyone out there!

xxx