Prologue

"Bella, I'm giving you a choice, you can go to your mum's or to Bens. Which one?" Charlie asked. I didn't want to go to mum's so I would have to go to bens.

"Ben's." I answered without eye contact. I don't want to leave here, it's the only thing stopping me from going insane, and because I feel if I leave forks I will forget. And that's the last thing I want to do, I don't want to forget him, or any of them. But know I'm being forced to go to my brother's house in California.

"I'm so glad, I just wish you'd be as happy as you did when you were skating" dad muttered, walking out of the room. He's talking about when I used to ice skate, I was going to the Olympics… but I fell and broke my ankle. And I never went back on the ice again. I never told Edward or any of the Cullen's about Ben, skating and the Olympics. I always thought about telling him, but there was no need to. I never wanted to skate again.

But now I'm sure Ben will make me. Ben used to skate as well; well he still does but not professionally, only for fun. He'll be happy seeing he wanted me to go up there to meet his new girlfriend, from what I heard, he really loves her. But I am a little jealous, seeing he still has the person who loves him with him, unlike me.