A/N: I know I should be working on other stories but I just had to write this cause it came into my mind.

SPOV
Uhg. Why O why can't I get my feelings strait? I mean one day I hate Chad Dylan Cooper and the next I am so totally in love with him. It is really distracting me and throwing me off my focus. I hate Chad Dylan Cooper! No wait, I love Chad Dylan Cooper!

Arrrgggghhhhhhhh!!!!!

"Sonny! Sonny! SONNY!" Marshall shouted from his director chair snapping me back into reality. Right. I was supposed to be rehearsing the gnome sketch with my other cast mates.

"That's the fifth time you've zoned out today. Is something wrong?" Tawni asked. She was suddenly caring again.

"No." I said.

"Seriously, Sonny." Zora came up to stand next to us holding her pet snake.

"I just need to be alone for awhile." I walked out the stage doors and walked down the hallway. I couldn't get my thoughts strait. Did I love or hate him? I think I always loved him, but there was that hate as well. It wasn't as strong as the love but still there was hate. Actually I wouldn't call it hate. More like resentment or annoyance.

"Oof!"

"Watch it, Munroe! God, people would think you had eyes or did you go blind?"

"Haha, Chad. Very funny." I said, sarcasm oozing into my voice

"Ouch. It hurt right here." Chad said in a fake voice that was supposed to be full of hurt. He placed his hand over his chest.

"Shut up! Why do you always have to be such a cold hearted snake?!" I spat. Okay, I didn't mean for it to come out that harsh. But when I looked up at his face it was stone. Real genuine hurt shone in those sparkly crystal blue eyes.

"Chad, I'm sorry. I didn't mean–" I started, but I was cut off.

"Just forget it, Sonny." He shook his head and walked off.

I stared at the place where he had stood, dumbfounded. I had let my emotions get the better of me and hurt the man I love. Okay, so now when I hurt him I realized I loved him. Chad had always hurt me but in the end he made up for it. Like weirdbeard. Then he did things that he just did out of…Love? Like he fake date, special prom dance, breaking up Bitterman and Marshall, and coming to make sure I was okay when my phone fell in the sink grinder.

So if he did all that out of love why didn't he tell me? Why didn't I tell him? Why weren't we together?

"That's what we were wondering too." A voice said.

I whipped around and standing there was my cast mates and Portlyn.

"Wondering what?"

"Why you and Chad aren't a thing yet."

"How did you know I was wondering that?"

"You said the whole thing loud and clear Sonny."

"So you were the only people who heard?"

"Not quite." Another voice said. And I knew that voice better than any other voice I had in my entire life.

"Chad?" I turned the other direction and grasped him into a tight hug. He wrapped his arms around me and we kissed until we heard fake coughs from our casts.

We went for another passionate kiss and stayed there. We didn't care. Hey, if they were watching why not give them the full show?