Yes I am starting another don't hate me and just read please! Oh and did you watch the new season tonight, I actually liked it. Clay is super cute I definitely have a crush haha. Oh and Brulian is growing on me even though I will always love Brucas most, but since Lucas is married (gross) I will take Brulian. I was surprised that I really didn't even miss Lucas and Peyton that much on the show, I kind of got sick of them last season I don't know why. But I will stop rambling and let you read my new story haha

"God don't you get it!" She yells "I am not supposed to want you, my body isn't supposed to crave yours, I am not supposed to get excited when I know I am going to see you and my heart sure as hell is not supposed to care for you." She cried.

"Then why do you?" he whispers wiping a tear.

She stands there looking at him trying to shake the feelings her body is getting by his lit touch, she looks at the ground, not wanting to answer him, not wanting to look him in the eye. She shouldn't be here right now; she should be in the ball room with her fiancé, not out here not with him.

"Brooke…" he whispers lifting up her chin to face him, and she just whispers.

"I just do."

~14 Month Ago~

"I cannot believe I am moving here." Brooke said climbing out of her cab to her new home.

"I can't believe you are marrying that ass." Rachel snipped getting out and grabbing Brooke's bag out of the trunk.

"Rach…"

"I'm sorry I know I said I would give him a chance, I just don't like him that's all." Rachel shrugged handing Brooke a bag.

"I know but I love him and I would like if you would give him a chance please, Brad is good to me, well he tries to be good to me, and I think if I live closer things will get better. I hope they get better." Brooke sighed.

"Yeah me too, but I am here so you will always have me." Rachel smiles paying the cabbie and wrapping her arm around her best friend, "Now let's go check out this place." She smirks walking into the apartment.

"Hey," Brooke smiles "I am Brooke Davis, I am moving into Brad Handler's apartment." Brooke said to the door man, he was a tall, skinny, black man with the gentlest smile. To Brooke he looked like some ones grandpa and Brooke already liked him.

"Oh yes Mrs. Davis." He smiles putting down his newspaper. "Let me get your bags." He smiles reaching for them.

"No its fine, you don't have to do that." Brooke smiled, she didn't mean it in a rude way she just want him to have to carry all theses bags upstairs when, Rachel and herself were well enough to do it.

"No it is fine Mrs. Davis it's my job I don't mind at all."

"You sure?"

"Positive." He smiled taking the bags leading the women to the elevator, and yup to the penthouse. "Here you go Mrs. Davis." He smiled walking into her new home and putting down her bags.

"Call me Brooke." Brooke smiled; she was right she did like this man and figured she would get to know him pretty well.

"Yes, ma'am" he smiled taking some money Brooke was handing him, and turning to leave.

"Sir?" Brooke called and he turned around with a smile "What's your name?"

"Jerry." He smiled as he turned and left.

"Ok girlie let's get you setup." Rachel said grabbing Brooke's bag and heading towards her room. The girls unpacked the rest of Brooke's clothes which was only like two bags worth since, Brooke already sent her clothes up a few days ago, and Brad had unpacked them for her. Now the girls were just sipping wine and looking around Brooke's new home.

The place was hug walking in the front door you walked down two steps that lead you into the living room, from the leaving room the was a hall that had to bedrooms and a guest bathroom, next to the living room was the kitchen but you had to walk up again two stairs to get to it. Across from the kitchen was an office and off of the living room was a sliding glass door that led onto a large balcony that over looked the city.

"I could get use to this." Brooke said as the cool New York breeze hit her face as she looked over at the view she had.

"I know this place is gorgeous. It almost as good as mine." Rachel smirked "When is Brad getting home?"

"I don't know, he had a basketball thing tonight so I guess later." Brooke shrugged.

"Right, basketball of course." Rachel said rolling her eyes.

"Rach… he is really trying this time ok. If I can forgive him you can." Brooke said, yes Brad had messed up on many occasions, so many you lost count but being together as long as Brooke had, she thought they had to give it a try, and after Brad proposed Brooke knew he was in it for good. That he wanted to be with her and no one else, she just had to get use to him not being home as often which isn't that big of deal since she was use to going months without seeing him when she lived in a different state but now they were together and engaged and Brooke was scared but excited.

"Yeah whatever, but I hate to say it but I got to leave I have a modeling thing in the morning, I'm sorry." Rachel sighed she really wanted to stay with Brooke until Brad got home but it was getting late and she had to wake up early.

"Its fine Rach, call me when you get home, let me know you got there safe?"

"Always." Rachel smiled hugging her best friend "I am so glad you are here, we are going to hang out all the time, and tomorrow we are shopping." Rachel winked as she grabbed her purse and headed to the door.

"Sounds like a plan." Brooke smiled opening the door "See ya Rach."

"Bye Brookie." Rachel smiled as Brooke shut the door, being here alone made the place seem huge and really quiet. Brooke turned on the TV to give the apartment some noise, as she refilled her drink and sat down on the couch.

Brooke looked at the ring on her left hand, it was really beautiful, and it was a silver band with a square cut diamond that was pretty big. Brooke loved the ring even if it seemed a little big for her taste a little flashy, but it was beautiful. She spun it around on with her other finger as she watched it sparkle in the light. Brooke's phone went off snapping her out of her thoughts, thoughts she shouldn't be having because she was happy, what she was doing was right, she loved Brad.

"Hey," she smiled answering it and finally hearing his voice.

"Hey baby you finish unpacking?" he yelled over the loud music.

"Umm… yeah I did… where are you?" she asked hearing the loud music that defiantly didn't sound like a basketball thing.

"Oh me and some of the guys are hanging out, but I just wanted to call and see if you were all settled."

Brooke rolled her eyes, her first day here and instead of coming home he goes out with the guys typical "Yeah I am." She replied with a cold tone.

"Ok well I will be home late so if you want to go to bed go ahead. I'll see you when I get home."

"Yeah ok." Brooke was growing annoyed and just wanted to get off the phone and take a shower and go to bed. She was so pissed, was he kidding he knows she is home but still staying out, what the heck.

"Ok well I love you baby see you soon." He smiled in the phone.

"Yeah you too." She said hanging up looking at her phone, then around the apartment, then back at her ring on her finger, shaking her head "Welcome too you life Brooke, welcome to your life."

A/N: Ok I know I suck I stared a new story and you all hate me but I have had this one in my head and want to put it up, if you all like it then I will continue if not then I won't and get my butt in gear and finish the others, so let me know :)).