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Chapter 1

9 Years Ago

She gasped, closed her eyes, and clutched the bookcase tighter in her small hands.

He grunted gruffly into her sweating heaving chest.

She arched towards him, stretching herself wider for him to thrust deeper into her and moaned.

Draco's hands constricted firmly around her hips as he pumped up harder into her.

Hermione's legs tightened around his narrow waist, her hands continuing to climb up the bookcase behind her and clasp on to the sides of the wood.

'Don't cum too fast' he chuckled.

She gasped as he hit a particular spot on her that made her groan animalistically.

The aisle of the library smelled severely like sweat and sex.

'Draco...' she gasped.

'You're mine Hermione Granger.' He grunted as he thrust hard up into her.

She moaned.

'Say it Hermione.' He gasped.

'What?' She moaned rolling her head back and smiling.

'Say your mine.'

She chuckled, so seductively that it unraveled him.

'I'm only your's Draco,' she whispered.

He tightened his shoulders and legs as he felt himself cum inside of her.

Panting heavily Hermione pressed her lips to his.

'Kiss me.'

And he did.

Several minutes later once they were both cleaned up and dressed Draco once again had her back up against the bookcase.

Hermione began to laugh and push him away.

'No Draco, not again, we just got dressed.'

'I don't care,' He groaned stroking her face.

'I want you every minute of every day.'

She smiled.

'And I you.'

'You're so beautiful,' he murmured still stroking her face.

She closed her eyes as he pushed his body against her.

'Draco don't do this to me again.' She whispered.

'You're doing it to me,' he replied.

She opened her eyes and pouted.

'I'm not doing anything!'

'Just you standing this close to me makes me hard.'

She rolled her eyes.

'All girls have that effect on you Draco.'

He narrowed his eyes at her.

'No. I told you love, you're the only one for me.'

She sighed.

If only that were true, but the truth was they were so helplessly not meant for each other.

'I can't imagine not being with you now,' he whispered in her ear.

She stroked his face and kissed his lips hungrily.

'Nor can I... but let's not think about that.'

'You're all I think about.'

She smiled.

'Draco you're horribly mushy gushy lovy dovy,' she laughed.

'It's true love, I want to be with you every minute of everyday and everynight.'

'You are!' She laughed.

He shook his head and ran his hands up her side.

'You really changed something in me Hermione, and I'll love you forever for it.'

She placed her hand on his cheek and stared deeply into his eyes.

'I will always love you as well.'

6 Months Later.....

Hermione walked into her Head Girl dormitory room to find one of her windows wide open.

Her eyes narrowed in fear.

She looked at her bed, desk and wardrobe....

Everything looked normal.

She bit her lip.

Suddenly a huge form appeared from the shadows of the corner of her room.

She nearly screamed, but quickly realised it was just Draco.

'You!' She squealed happily running and jumping onto him.

Draco opened his arms to her and caught her, her legs wound around his waist and her hands got lost in his locks of hair.

'What did you sneak in here for?' She asked him sexily.

Draco's eyes darkened and narrowed.

He walked them to her bed and dropped her down on her back.

She smiled up at him kicked off her shoes and socks.

It was then that Hermione realised that he was dressed rather... oddly.

'Draco,' she said in a surprised tone sitting up.

'What are you wearing?'

He was dressed in black slacks, a blackshirt, black tie and a black blazer.

He looked about ready to go to a funeral although very stylishly.

He didn't answer her.

'You look very sexy in all this black you know,' she chuckled standing on her knees and wrapping her arms around his neck pulling him towards her.

He stood firmly before her, unmoved by her complimant, and staring intensely into her face and eyes.

Hermione blinked, slightly put off by his deamnour.

'What's wrong, love?' She asked running her hands up and down his chest and shoulders.

He finally took a step towards her.

'You're the most beautiful woman in the world.' He told her in a raspy voice.

She smiled.

'That can't be true, or you'd be dueling several men a day to keep them away from me.'

He sighed heavily and dropped his gaze from her.

'Draco, something is seriously wrong. I can see that... what is it? Tell me, love, tell me.'

Draco flushed and suddenly grabbed her violently and slammed her down onto the bed.

'Draco!' She cried slightly alarmed.

'Hermione,' he gasped pulling her shirt up.

Hermione went along with him, pulling her shirt off then kissing him.

Draco's kiss was hard and urgent, he liked to kiss her this way so she was not alarmed by this.

'Babe' she panted, 'you haven't... told me...what's wrong?'

He ignored her and kicked off his own shoes and socks.

'Gods I love you.' He whispered kissing down her chest and stomach.

Hermione moaned arching her back.

'Take off your clothes,' she groaned after he yanked off her skirt and tossed it over his shoulder.

'Why don't you?' He asked in a deep rich voice.

Hermione sat up and pushed Draco back so that he was laying on his back with his head at the foot of the bed.

She straddled him and ripped off his blazer.

She then, with her teeth, unraveled his tie and rid him of it completely.

Next she went for his shirt, but he moved her hands out of the way, and reached up to rip off her bra.

'Draco! Thats the fifth one you've torn!' She growled.

'You can always just 'reparo' it.' He murmured fumbling with her panties.

'I get tired of fixing them after a while,' she spat before kissing him.

Draco slid her panties all the way off then quickly changed their positions.

He put Hermione on her stomach beneath him and at the head of the bed so she had pillows and hovered above her back.

Quickly he shook himself out of his pants and boxers and slipped inside her from behind.

Hermione moaned grabbing the comforter in her fists.

Draco kissed down her back as he pumped into her.

His hands held onto her waist tightly with every thrust.

'Hermione... baby...' he grunted and she gasped.

'D-Draco... I love you...'

He nodded against her sucking on her neck.

'Say it again.'

'I love you,' she breathed.

He groaned and lifted her up so that they were both on their knees and he was still in her.

His hands moved to the front of her, one hand cupping her right breast and the other hand lying on her mound.

Hermione reached behind her and wound her arms around his neck from behind.

'Oh Draco,' she moaned closing her eyes.

He thrust again and again and again into her, making them both sweat heavily and moan.

'Hermione,' he whispered in her ear.

'Make love to me.'

She nodded and felt him at once slip out of her.

She whined in protest, but felt Draco shift so that he was on his back before her, his head resting on her pillows and his shirt still on.

Hermione straddled him and began to ride him.

She began to ride him roughly, thinking that's what he wanted, but slowed her pace when she saw how deeply he was staring into her eyes.

Hermione began to make slow love to him, something they did often, and that she enjoyed.

Draco's hands rested on her hips and he fluttered his eyes.

She'd never seen Draco this... weak.

As she made love to him she slowly began unbuttoning his shirt button by button.

When she finally had unbuttoned all of them she splayed her hands across his chest and placed her head against it.

Her soft hair tickled him and he groaned and gasped as she began laying a trail of hot kisses down his chest to his navel.

'Hermione... Hermione....'

She smiled and he fought not to cum right there.

She suddenly picked up the pace right there, moving faster and coming down harder.

A few minutes later they both came together and rode out their orgasms together.

Spent and exhausted Hermione fell onto Draco's chest panting.

Draco ran his hands through her curly hair and rubbed the small of her back.

'That was great,' she whispered before giving him a long kiss.

'You were great.' He corrected her.

She shrugged.

'Well since I was so great, maybe you will reward me with an explanation.' She inquired with a raised eyebrow.

He stared into her eyes knowing that this was the very last moment of them before he completely ruined everything that they had.

'Draco?' She asked.

He didn't want to answer, he didn't want to have to tell her, he didn't want anything to change, most of all he didn't want to hurt her.

But he did.

'Hermione I... have to tell you some things.'

She stared at him for a long time before she finally said:

'Draco just tell me the worst of it and let it be over with.'

He nodded.

He pulled his shirt off, exposing his arms from the long sleeves.

There on his left forearm lay the Dark Mark.

Hermione screamed.

It wasn't at all what she had expected.

'NO!' She cried scrambling away from him.

Draco grabbed her with his right arm and dragged her back to him.

'Hermione-'

'No Draco no, no, no! I never thought you would! How-how could you!'

She was sobbing hysterically now.

'Hermione, baby-'

'Don't call me that! Get off me! Get away from me!'

Draco thought about it for a minute.

Maybe he should just get up and walk out.

He'd never have to see her hurt face again if he walked out right now without explaining.

His heart immediately rejected the thought though.

He loved this woman, with every fibre in his being.

With every beat of his heart.

No, he would not just walk out on her, even if it's what she wanted.

He would fight for her.

'No Hermione.' He muttered holding her tightly to him.

'Nooo Draco nooo, nooo, nooo...' she sobbed.

Draco felt his heart being hacked at.

'Hermione please, you know I love you, you know I would never hurt you...'

She continued to cry into his chest, but instead of pushing him away she began to cling to him.

'Draco... how... how could you?'

'I didn't have a choice... this has been my destiny since the cradle love... how can I fight this? Reject this?'

Hermione looked up from his chest into his eyes.

'What did you say?'

He felt her let go of him and he, confident that she would not run from him, released her as well.

'I said that I cannot fight my destiny Hermione, all my life I've been brought up to-'

'Stop it.' She commanded fleeing from the bed.

She grabbed a silk robe hanging from her wardrobe and ran across her room towards the door.

'Hermione,' he said in a very domineering voice sitting up.

Her door suddenly slammed shut and locked itself of its own accord it seemed.

But it wasn't that, Draco had performed the magic himself wandlessly.

She turned and glared at him.

'I didn't you know could do magic without a wand Malfoy, clearly you have been keeping more things from me.'

When she said 'Malfoy' and not 'Draco' he internally took it like a slap to the face.

'Well that'd actually be the only two things I have kept from you... Granger.' He said getting off her bed to stand fully nude facing her.

She glared at him.

'Let me out of my room.'

'No.'

'Yes.'

'No.'

'Let me out of my room!' She roared walking towards him.

'No.'

She came up to him and jabbed him hard in the chest, her face tear streaked.

'Are you going to kill me then?' She asked fearlessly.

Draco's face fell.

'What? Of course not!'

'But you will one day now...'

'Hermione! I could never! It's just my destiny-'

'SHUT UP!' She screeched slapping him across the face.

'If this is your bloody destiny Malfoy then why the fuck have you been fucking me for two years and saying you love me!? Was this the whole plan all along!?'

'What?'

'Make me fall in love with you then you'd kill me! And Harry and Ron! You lying bastard! I hate you! I hate you! I fucking hate you! I don't love you!'

Draco grabbed her shoulders and rammed her against the wall.

'Hermione Granger I love you more than anything else in this world! You know that I love you and I know that you love me!'

She began to cry and closed her eyes.

'Hermione I could never hurt you or kill you! I cannot even comprehend it, and I have not just fucked you for two years, I've loved you and everything about you for two years.'

'Why did you do this then Draco!? Why did you go join-join HIM! WHY?'

'Because Hermione it's my bleeding destiny. My father and family have prepared me my whole life to become what I am now. What did you think I was going to do in time?'

'I never thought you would betray me.' She said.

His face fell.

'I haven't betrayed you. We can still be together, come with me-'

'NO!' She roared

'I will NEVER! Not even for YOU I wouldn't! This isn't your destiny Draco, you could've chosen a different path.'

'No I couldn't have.' He mumured letting go of her and turning away from her.

'Yes you could have! You could have chosen my side! The right side! The side that loves and does not destroy!'

'You couldn't understand.' He growled still not facing her.

'How could I not understand? I love you!' She walked around him to face him and grabbed his face in her hands.

'Tell me it's not too late... tell me you'll stay here with me and be on my side... forever.'

He stared into her chocolate eyes.

Eyes that usually looked so happy and playful, but now looked anxious and fearful.

'Tell me Draco,' she whispered her lip quivering.

'Tell me that you won't leave, that you will stay and love me forever,' she flattened herself against him and began to kiss his neck and chest.

'Tell me...'

Draco knew that he couldn't give her the answer she wanted, but before he completely broke them he grabbed her to him and kissed her passionately farewell.

When they pulled away Hermione was crying.

'You couldn't ever come with me?' He asked stroking her face.

She shook her head.

'No Draco... not ever.'

He sighed and pulled her against him in a fierce hug.

'I could never go to your side either.' He whispered.

Hermione began to rack with sobs.

'No, no, no, no, noooo!'

She began to beat her fists down onto his chest.

'Please don't leave me!'

'I've already made my choice,' he said grabbing her wrists to stop her abuse on him.

'You cannot do this to me!' she cried thrashing against him.

Draco's heart was being split apart as she begged him to stay with her.

The pain of actually leaving her was even more excruciating though.

'It's ok, you said you hated me anyway right?' Draco said pulling away from her and beginging to redress himself.

'What?' She shouted.

'You said it yourself, love. You hate me, and you're not coming with me, so I guess this will be the last time that I ever see you.'

'Draco! Don't say that.'

'It's true Hermione,' He said refastening his pants.

'Stop! Just wait a minute, let's talk about this more!'

'What more is there to discuss? I have chosen my path and you've chosen your's. Let's not make this any harder for the other alright?'

'Make it any harder for the other?' She screamed.

'You're the one bloody leaving ME Draco! Not the other way around.'

'But you would do the same to me in time.'

'Wh-well where are you going?' She begged to know.

'I'm leaving immediately to go join forces with Voldemort.'

Hermione began to cry, again.

'How could you ever think I would go to your side Draco? I'm-I'm a MUDBLOOD afterall!'

He turned to face her.

'Don't ever say that about yourself.'

'Who cares, Voldemort would never let me live if I went to your side! Just because you say you love me, it would mean nothing to him!'

'You speak of what you do not know.'

'Bullshit! Fuck you! Just remember that YOU broke us! Not me! YOU!'

Draco finished dressing in silence then stood.

The agony he was internally facing now was pain he knew would take a long time to get over.

He wanted to end it fast.

'Well it's been a pleasure... for two whole years... Granger.'

Hermione slapped him across the face.

'Get out and I hope you die.' She couldn't believe she said it.

Draco could not keep up this numb facade any longer in front of her.

He would crack the minute he was away from her and break down.

She was his life, and she was leaving him... or he was leaving her, but did it really make a difference who left who?

'I'll never forget you,' He whispered before stowing his wand in his pocket and walking away towards her window.

He suddenly felt small hands wrap around his midrift.

'Wait, we're not really ending this are we?' She was sobbing.

Draco tried to remove her arms, but she wound them tighter.

'No Draco no, it feels so wrong, don't leave please don't leave me. I-I need you here.'

His heart shattered.

'You certainly do not. You have plenty of friends to help you manage.'

He had no idea just how much she needed him, or in replacement of him her friends.

'Draco I-I-I...'

'Goodbye, love.'

'No wait! Wait! Draco wait-'

But he was gone.

Out of the window, off of the grounds, and out of her life.

She needed him to wait so she could tell him that she was carrying his baby.

I have the first like 5 or so chapters done of this story so plz review cause they are already ready to go!