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Gay Love

Chapter 1 : Malchik Gay

Ponyboy Michael Curtis was perfect.

Long auburn hair that was always greased to perfection, beautiful, rare, misty, green eyes, creamy, flawless, baby soft skin, an angelic smile, nice long legs, and a fragile, but built body.

But, he wasn't just good looking; he had a personality to match.

He was different than any other greaser. He's sensitive, innocent, and naïve. He sees things differently, things no one else don't or don't bother to see. He loved to read, watch movies and sunsets. He liked to write and draw. He was real dreamy; his head was always up in the clouds. He was the only smart one in the gang, besides Darry.

That kid was going places no other greaser has gone before. The gang was counting on him to finish high school, get out of this place, and become somebody.

Ponyboy Curtis was special, like an angel sent from heaven.

Johnny had always known that.

Ponyboy and Johnny were at the lot laying side by side.

Pony was on his back, hands behind his head, and eyes closed.

If Johnny didn't know any better he'd think Pony was asleep, but he was only day dreaming.

Johnny was laying on his side, facing him, staring at him. He couldn't help it; Johnny couldn't keep his eyes off Pony.

He loved his best friend, he loved him so much.

He tried not to, really he did, cause its wrong, but he did and he can't help it.

He wanted to kiss, touch, pull him close, and just show Pony how much he loved him, but he couldn't.

Ponyboy was too perfect, and Johnny didn't want to ruin perfection.

The gang would beat the tar out of him if he ever tried anything and Ponyboy would hate him.

Sure, he doesn't show much interest in girls, but that didn't mean he was gay.

In Johnny's dream though, Ponyboy loved him back, and he was allowed to kiss, touch, and hold the perfection.

He wanted his dreams to come true…But, he was afraid of acting out his desires.

He was afraid Pony would reject him and leave him all alone. He would die if that ever happened.

Johnny needed Ponyboy; he wanted him to stay by his side forever.

He kept all these feelings bottled up, fought all his urges to kiss and touch Pony, and choked back everything he had ever wanted to tell him.

He's been lying to his best friend.

But, lately it's been harder and harder to fight, to keep it all in.

Maybe, it was time to confess…

He just had to suck it up and try.

Johnny let out a shaky breath.

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Yay, my first PonyboyxJohnny story!!! I have been wanting to make one for a while and I finally did! lol This couple is just so cute!!!^^ But, anyway I wrote this for my challenge! Every chapter of this story will be based off a Tatu song. Next chapter will be up either later today or sometime tommorrow. Review, but please don't flame!